"Ah, it's kimchi fried rice?"

"Don't like it?"

"How is it possible, this is bought by Nuna, how can you not like it. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ”

"And what's your expression now?"

"Because I haven't bought anything for Nuna, but Nuna you're always like this, how much favor do you want me to owe? Otherwise, Nuna, you will let me buy supper in the future, right?"

"How many months have you been in Korea?"

"It's been almost five months, hasn't it......?"

"What other places have you been to besides the company and dormitories?"

“……”

"So, when you know the way, think about those things. If I ask you to buy supper, I'm going to look for you who are lost. ”

"Nouna, I'm not that ...... yet"

"Okay, let's eat it quickly, if you don't eat it, it will be cold. ”

"I can't eat that much, Nuna, give you some. ”

“…… Hey, there's only two pieces of pork belly. ”

"Nuna, I don't like meat, kimchi is enough. ”

The boy who couldn't pronounce Korean well, had a green expression on his face, but still tried to look like an adult, seemed to be right in front of him.

Sitting in the trainee training room on the ground floor of S.M. Company, the scene of him smiling softly and using chopsticks to sandwich the only two pieces of pork belly in the kimchi fried rice to himself is also clear as if it happened yesterday.

However, everything has changed.

Before I knew it, more than seven years had passed: I entered the S.M. company as a trainee at the same time, and even the official trainee contract was signed by two people together, one from a preparatory member of the girl's generation to a tragic character who was abandoned by the S.M. company and could only find another way, and the other changed from an older trainee who was removed from the shelves before his debut to a singer and a general trend artist with a bumper career in TV dramas - a completely different life trajectory, With a completely different ending, people who were once very close also become almost completely disconnected.

However, after going through so many things, when Park So-yeon saw this boy face-to-face again, although his appearance had changed a lot compared to the beginning, in Park So-yeon's eyes, the person in front of him had hardly changed from six or seven years ago - his gentleness, his smile...... After so many years, nothing has changed.

But she had changed.

She wasn't a very good person at expressing her emotions, and over the years, she had become more and more accustomed to closing herself off, and even seemed to have forgotten what it was like to share her feelings with others - even after being pursued by her once-loved idol and turned into a couple, she never really opened up her heart to her boyfriend.

The people around her have not persuaded her, hoping that she can smile more, share more with others, and don't hide everything in her heart, but she still hasn't been able to change much - after so many setbacks and disasters, how can she not arm herself tightly to face this ruthless and cold world?

Kindness is meaningless to her, if she doesn't fight, don't rob, don't fight, don't use all means to become famous, make money, and achieve her goals, she can probably only fall into a miserable situation forever, right? After suffering so terrible, she will no longer be soft-hearted towards anyone, and she will no longer sympathize with anyone.

It's just because of a momentary soft-heartedness that I sympathized with the sister who had almost no friends and was so introverted that she couldn't say a few words a day, but I didn't expect to be dug into the corner by that ruthless and unrighteous guy - the scheming woman pretended to be pitiful and deceived everyone, and deceived everyone else, and also deceived the guy who always treated everyone around him gently.

By the time she found out, it was too late.

By the time she tried to redeem it, it was too late.

He actually spoke in front of him for the woman who only knew how to take willfully, who only knew how to pretend, and he couldn't even listen to his own words—at that time, her heart was already half cold.

So she did it in a hurry.

Who doesn't use those little tricks? Who doesn't have scheming? Why can she only be bullied? Why can't she fight back?

And yet she failed.

She didn't fall into the hands of that woman, she was defeated at the hands of someone who would never disobey her before, who always smiled and thought about her, and who always warmed her heart.

He could have said nothing.

As long as he didn't say anything, the woman would have been kicked out of Girls' Generation, and maybe even out of S.M. - but he said a lot and did a lot: he went to the person in charge of managing the trainees and swore a lot of assurances like "there really is nothing between me and Kim Taeyeon".

So everything turned around, and the person who was kicked out of Girlhood became herself, and the person who was kicked out of S.M. became herself - after that, her whole life became gray.

Because of a moment of kindness, she went from a reserve captain to a dishonest trainee who was fired, her dreams became shattered, and bad things happened one after another in her life - her grandmother was seriously ill, her uncle was also ill because of it, the family was in debt, and she even thought that she might have to work as a waitress in the coffee shop where she worked for the rest of her life.

It was at that time that the complex emotions in my heart gradually turned into hatred, jealousy, and anger—and the person I once liked became like an enemy.

Everything has changed.

If it weren't for the little luck she still had, if she hadn't moved the president by guarding the door of CJM like crazy and giving her a chance to interview, her dream of being a singer would probably have been just a dream forever, right?

From that moment on, she decided to make herself a cold person, a determined person, no matter what others said or did, she would never give up her own interests, she would never give up her goals - even at the cost of blood and tears, she would never compromise or endure: she had had enough of hurt.

She finally succeeded.

She even got a chance to "take revenge".

At that time, although she also hesitated and struggled, she finally did that thing, as if she wanted to vent all the grievances and resentment in her heart for so many years: but looking at those reports, looking at those ruthless attacks from netizens, she found that she couldn't be truly happy.

On the contrary, her heart was a little stunned -- that person must have begun to hate her because of this, right? If you have come to this point, there will be no way back, right? They have finally become enemies, right? The feelings of their youth, the stories of those years, should finally be over, right?

"Zhaoyan Nuna, although I don't know how you've spent all these years, and I don't know why you're ...... That did that to me, but in my heart, you have always been my most beloved Nuna. However, in front of the bathroom in the backstage of the Hwajeong Gymnasium of Korea University, her "enemy" stood in front of her and said such things.

“…… What do you say?"

"Nuna, no matter what happened, I always remember the care you took for me back then, the favor I owed you back then. The "enemy" who had sent her long messages of concern and concern several times smiled as she did back then, and spoke softly, "I don't know what Nuna thinks in her heart, but I will never forget those kindnesses." (To be continued.) )