153 Ye Xi's thoughts

“OK...” Drunken Mengsheng felt troublesome, so he thought for a while and made an excuse, "However, I'll have another meeting later..."

Before he could finish his sentence, he was interrupted by Sunset: "Don't worry, I just confirmed with Spencer that the closest meeting on your itinerary to the present will be tomorrow." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info”

Xixia knows very well the routine of getting drunk and dreaming of making excuses.

"It turned out to be tomorrow, sorry, I misremembered, thank you for reminding me. But..."Drunken Mengsheng paused, still with a sweet smile on his face, racking his brains to come up with other excuses, "I still have to discuss the future development of the mercenary group with the god of wine, so..."

Yuxia smiled: "You mean, Zuo Jiuning?"

"I mean the girl who just left. "Drunk and dreaming of pretending to be stupid," by the way, who are you talking about?"

"You know she's my roommate, right?" "Xixia ignored the drunken interruption, "To be honest, you and Zuo Jiuning both think I can't guess, right?"

Drunk and unmoved, he continued to pretend to be stupid: "What are you talking about?"

Xixia poured a sip of wine and put it down heavily.

Spencer told me. ”

"..."Drunken Mengsheng's mind has begun to rac, thinking about how to make Spencer, an assistant who has more than enough success and more than failure.

"Relax, get drunk, oh no, Charles. "Xixia is Ye Xi called the real name of Drunken Mengsheng," Spencer just told me that you know the real identity of the god of wine, and did not tell me what the real identity of the god of wine is, after all, he doesn't know this, so he told me that you know about it and then instigated me to inquire." You know how terrifying Spencer's curiosity is. ”

"If that's the case, why do you know the true identity of the god of wine, Yu?"

"Just now, Charles. Yushita said, smiling confidently, "Just now, Bacchus got up and walked away as soon as I said I wanted to talk to you, didn't he? Of all the people I know, only you, Spencer, and Zuo Liquor could be like that, so I can easily think of Zuo Liquor Gaze." Although her appearance has been adjusted, she can still recognize it if she thinks about it and looks closely, and then I confirmed that she is Zuo Jiuning. ”

Drunken Mengsheng narrowed his eyes: "You're not here to ask for my advice, are you?"

"In the beginning... But now, I just want to know, what's going on right now?"

"You don't need to know. ”

"And then expect you to settle everything, my dear cousin, or do you expect someone else to fix it? my parents?" said Yushita sarcastically.

“... I understand that your life has been turned upside down, but it's not too bad, isn't it?"

"That's right, it's not too bad, it's better than the average person, with financial support, I have received more educational resources than others since I was a child, and I have gained a lot of experience that ordinary people can't experience. Yuxia nodded.

"Do you have any grievances?"

"I'm not dissatisfied, I've just figured it out. Xixia said, taking a sip of wine, "Originally, I wanted to talk about life, just like I did with Zuo Jiuning before, I hope to get some comfort and inspiration, after all, you don't really care what I'm thinking." However, just recognizing the god of wine as Zuo Jiuning, I suddenly felt the subversion of the moment when there was a problem in the family and the inheritance was canceled. Because,I really didn't expect that the god of wine was actually Zuo Jiuning.,I thought that Zuo Jiuning would definitely tell me who she was when she met me in the game.,I thought that even if Zuo Jiuning didn't care about me, he would have a trace of friendship with me.。 But the moment I recognized Dionysus as Zuo Jiuning, I knew I was wrong, just as I thought my parents would not do anything bad to me. ”

"So isn't this still talking about life?"

"Hear me out, Charles. Yushita sighed, "Because my parents are very capable, and because my family background is very good, no matter what happened to me before, I was always there waiting for others to solve all the problems, relying on others to help me make decisions." I'm not complaining, on the contrary, I enjoy that life, and even hope that I can live like that forever, as long as I follow the established path, how easy. However, this incident made me realize that it is impossible, there will be no one to help me solve the problem, my own problems can only be solved by myself, and my own decisions can only be made by myself. It was my choice to go with the flow like that before, because my parents helped me pave the way, so it was okay to do that before, and I don't regret my choice. But not then, isn't it? The paved road has collapsed, and it's time for me to face the reality that I had avoided under the protection of my parents. So, I need to know what the situation is and what's going on so that I can make the next decision. ”

Drunken Mengsheng smiled: "You want to face reality? The reality is, why should I tell you what your situation is, well? Is it good for me? Reality is not what you need to get anything, Xi. ”

"Oh, you'll tell me. Although you and Zuo Jiuning have a certain cooperative relationship, you don't know her at all, don't you? This must make you very uneasy, right? There is a chess piece on the field that you don't understand, how can you lay it out smoothly?" Xixia showed the same smile as a drunken dream, "Although I don't dare to say how much I know about Zuo Jiuning, I'm sure I know something about Zuo Jiuning that you don't understand." If you tell me where I'm going, I'll tell you what I know about what the left sake gel looks like, and how about it? ”

"Let's be realistic, dear cousin. Excuse me, how can you guarantee that what I say is true in this so-called fair deal? How can I guarantee that what you say is true?"

"If we are serious about cooperation, it is possible to guarantee. ”

ps: Zuo Jiuning doesn't believe in love, it's just that the love she believes in is different from the love that the general public believes in now, or the definition of love is different. is also because of the love she believes, Zuo Jiuning will not have a fixed dating partner.

And although this article is mainly written from the perspective of Zuo Jiuning, there are actually multiple protagonists, or everyone is the protagonist, I will try to dig into the personality ideas and growth of each character as much as possible, and try to make each character as full as possible.

Finally, I will pay attention to try not to use English and write less PS in the future

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