Chapter 555: Spread it out
Because Jian Dan is also a workaholic, he usually won't come back until seven or eight o'clock, so Mrs. Guo asked.
"Grandma, I miss you, why don't you want to have dinner with you and the two little ones?" Jian Dan coquettishly looked at Mrs. Guo, and pulled Mrs. Guo's arm and shook it.
When the two little ones saw their mother pulling Grandma's arm, they also leaned over and grabbed Jian Dan's arm one by one and shook it, making Mrs. Guo and Aunt Zhou, who came after the two little ones, laugh non-stop.
Jian Dan was also speechless, although these two little guys were no more than five years old, their imitation ability was super strong, which made her cry and laugh.
Mrs. Guo smiled and asked, "What did you whisper to your Aunt Zhou in the house just now?"
"Whispering? There is no whispering, just talking about Zhang Fangfang. Jian Dan replied.
Mrs. Guo didn't like Zhang Fangfang, and she had a bad impression of her since that time, so she frowned directly and asked: "Zhang Fangfang's matter, don't you be soft-hearted, let her take advantage of the loopholes, and then make a name for herself!"
Jian Dan said: "I didn't keep her, Yueyue has a good relationship with her, she came to find Yueyue." I've been living in the villa for the past two days, and I still have to give Yueyue face. Besides, she can make her mother a lot of trouble this time. β
When Mrs. Guo heard this, she put aside her past grievances and hurriedly asked, "What's the matter? Her mother is cheating on her again? Is she really willing to be cheated if she doesn't know whether she is alive or dead?"
It was only at this time that she suddenly woke up, and Zhang Fangfang arrived at Shengli Village.
Jian Dan knew that his grandmother loved gossip, and hurriedly said, "Grandma, do you want to hear it, I'll tell you slowly?"
"Okay!" Mrs. Guo likes to hear this kind of thing the most, so she doesn't remember the last question, and Jian Dan can be regarded as her pulse.
Jian Dan slowly explained what happened to Mrs. Guo, and also said Zhang Fangfang's attitude now.
Mrs. Guo's heart fluctuated when she heard this, she didn't expect that there would be such a person for her children, isn't her daughter a person, and her daughter should be a springboard for her son?
There are too many patriarchal people in this world, and I don't know if the mother remembers that she is a woman!
She thought that if one of her children could stay in this world, whether male or female, she would treat it well.
"Hey, the son is so important, is the daughter a rag?" Mrs. Guo finally sighed.
Jian Dan also said: "Well, who will tell me in the future why I didn't have a boy or something like that, I will tell the other party, why is the daughter worse than the son, the daughter is still the little padded jacket of the parents, how can the son be compared?"
As she spoke, she kissed the two daughters in her arms, she thought her daughter was good, even if she was making trouble, she felt cute.
Mrs. Guo nodded and said: "That's not the truth, you see that many boys in the village forget their mothers when they marry their daughters-in-law, and those girls always think about their mother's family when they get married, and they all want to send them back to their parents' family when they get married, and they want to give gifts to their families during the New Year's holidays." β
Jian Dan said: "Isn't that the case!"
Mrs. Guo said solemnly: "Dandan, although Zhang Fangfang is pitiful, but she always suffers not enough from her mother, I think you should stay away from her, so as to save you from doing anything bad in the future, she will put you with you!"
Jian Dan nodded and said: "No, I talked to her this time, it was entirely because of Yueyue, she still took care of Yueyue in the unit, there is no need to do that." β
Mrs. Guo said: "It's good that you know, I'm really afraid of that girl, when she saw her mother, she wasn't her, she didn't even care about herself, as long as she was good to her family." β
Yes, she felt that her brother was not angry at that time, and the family depended on her. Her mother really depends on her, and she is stepping on her to pave the way for her younger brother, and she will not stop if she doesn't squeeze out the last trace of her use value. Jian Dan said.
Mrs. Guo said: "Although it is natural to be good to your family, you also have to see if your family needs you, if you are just used as a rag and a stepping stone, and you are still willing, you are a fool." β
Aunt Zhou also said: "My family is also very patriarchal, and he married me very early, not only did he not have a dowry, but he also changed me for a bride price to marry his younger brother and daughter-in-law, which can be regarded as selling me! Where do you know that he is terminally ill, and where can he still pass on the lineage. After he died, I wanted to remarry, but my parents and in-laws refused. I had to go out alone and go out to work to support myself. β
It was the first time for Jian Dan to hear Aunt Zhou talk about herself, she and Mrs. Guo were two extremes, and they rarely spoke, but when they said it today, they were touched by Zhang Fangfang's matter.
As she was talking, Xiaowei came back, and instead of continuing the topic, everyone started to eat dinner.
After dinner, Jian Dan was playing with Mrs. Guo with the two children, and I heard someone shouting outside.
Jian Dan walked out to take a look, but it was Zhang Fangfang and Liu Yue.
There was a light in the yard, and Jian Dan was a little embarrassed when she saw Zhang Fangfang, but Liu Yue came over and said to Jian Dan: "Dandan, Fangfang has something to say to you!"
Jian Dan nodded, it has been so long, Jian Dan wants to hear what Zhang Fangfang wants to say.
She turned to Mrs. Guo in the room and said, "Grandma, you helped me take care of Xiaoyi and Xiaoshuang, I'll go back when I go!"
Mrs. Guo heard that Zhang Fangfang was coming, and gave Jian Dan a warning expression, asking her not to easily listen to Zhang Fangfang's words.
Jian Dan nodded, indicating that she understood what she meant.
Liu Yue followed in and said, "Dandan, you go, I'll help grandma watch Xiao Yi and Xiao Shuang together." β
Jian Dan and Zhang Fangfang walked side by side in the direction of Crescent Lake, Zhang Fangfang didn't speak, and Jian Dan didn't urge her.
The two of them walked to the crescent moon lake and stood still, and Zhang Fangfang said to Jian Dan: "Dandan, after so many years, I owe you a word of sorry, although it is useless to say these words at this time, but if I don't say it, I always feel guilty in my heart." β
When she said this, she bowed to Jian Dan very formally, and said very solemnly: "I'm sorry!"
Jian Dan still didn't speak, but Zhang Fangfang said: "I always thought that I would live a new life and definitely have a good future, and I wanted a different life with all my might." But I was crooked from the beginning, and I still went crooked when I had such a good opportunity. I'll admit that I cared a lot about my parents, even though they didn't take me seriously. Otherwise, in my previous life, I wouldn't have picked me up so late to go back to the provincial capital, and I wouldn't have casually found someone like that to marry and lived a miserable life. β
This is the first time Zhang Fangfang has talked about her past life to others, and she originally thought that she would not be able to talk to anyone about this.
Jian Dan asked, "What was your past life like?"
Zhang Fangfang said: "My past life can be described in one word, miserable! Let me start from after we went to the countryside, at that time, the former you were a cowardly and timid girl, so beautiful and timid, the young men in the village liked you, and even the male intellectuals who came to the countryside together also liked you. It's just that you don't dare to have much contact, and as long as someone wants to get closer to you, you hide like a frightened bunny. Tuesday Zhu always wanted to get close to you at that time, but although you were timid, you still knew the severity, and you didn't give him a chance at all. So he waited for a long time to wait for that opportunity, but he was saved by Huang Jianfeng and Luo Mingyu. Luo Mingyu is desperate to fall in love with you when he sees you, and no matter how his mother opposes it, he still wants to marry you. In your previous life, you were moved by Luo Mingyu and married him, but unfortunately you had a miserable life after marriage, and finally divorced. β
When Jian Dan heard this, he couldn't help but ask, "What about Huang Jianfeng?"
She didn't expect this body to be like this in her previous life, she didn't marry Huang Jianfeng, but married Luo Mingyu, so what did Chen Xinran do?
Zhang Fangfang continued: "Huang Jianfeng didn't like you in his previous life, but married his fiancΓ©e. It's just that I heard that the relationship between the two people was not good later, it seems that it was because of the different political views of the two adults, and as for whether the divorce was divorced in the end, I don't know. Because you didn't contact Luo Mingyu and Huang Jianfeng after you divorced Luo Mingyu, I have no way of knowing what happened to Huang Jianfeng later. In fact, the reason why I had the idea of Huang Jianfeng at that time was also because I knew that his marriage to Xu Ya was unhappy, and Huang Jianfeng was a good man with responsibility. What I'm most sorry for you is that I know that you and Luo Mingyu also have no future, but I haven't spoken out to dissuade anything. Fortunately, you didn't like Luo Mingyu since the beginning of this life, and Luo Mingyu liked you crazy at that time, just because of your beauty! You in your previous life didn't have as much courage as you in this life, I think Huang Jianfeng in this life can like you because you are no longer the original Jian Dan. β
Jian Dan was a little dazed when she heard Zhang Fangfang's words, she never knew whether her appearance had brought good or bad to Huang Jianfeng.
It turned out that although she felt that Xu Ya was too ruthless, she still felt a little guilty, if it weren't for herself, the two of them wouldn't have come that far!
Now Zhang Fangfang's words have made her once heavy heart relaxed, and yes, she knows all the disgusting things of the Xu family, with her father-in-law's jealous and hateful nature, where can she be in the same stream with the Xu family.
However, she won't tell Zhang Fangfang where she came from, so let Zhang Fangfang guess it herself!
Zhang Fangfang looked at Jian Dan's eyes slowly regaining clarity, and then said: "In my previous life, I thought that the most unlucky person in the world was myself, and I returned to the city at the latest, at that time, I felt that my parents had no ability, so they could only take me back at that time." Now I understand that they don't want to put any effort into me. When I went back, there was still a good job waiting for me, and I was just a junior high school graduate, and I ended up working in a tofu shop in the street. When I was thirty years old, I got married and found a divorced man with a nine-year-old child. I also had to get married like this, and my younger brother and daughter-in-law were already in charge of the family, and the two of them thought that I was an eyesore at home, and put on a face for me all day long, I thought it would be good to get married! Who knows, that is the beginning of my nightmare. Why did the man divorce, that is, the wife in front of him really couldn't stand his beating. Fortunately, the woman's maiden family gave her strength, and this can be regarded as getting out of the sea of suffering. But I fell headlong into it, and the only child was beaten and lost by the man, and he scolded me for being a hen that didn't lay eggs. The son born to his ex-wife was a little devil, and he pleaded with his father to beat me when he was fine. I also want to get a divorce, but my mother's brother and daughter-in-law want me to go back, and no one supports me. It took me thirty years of darkness to die, and when I closed my eyes and thought I was dead, I was back more than forty years ago. β
Jian Dan didn't expect Zhang Fangfang's previous life to be like this, and she also sighed for Zhang Fangfang, this is too miserable!
Zhang Fangfang felt that she could tell people about it, she had been stuffy in her heart, and it had been more than 50 years before and after, so she felt a lot more comfortable.
She continued: "When I first came back, I finally used you to get in touch with Huang Jianfeng and Luo Mingyu, and I feel quite lucky." Later, my mother came to me, I thought that in my previous life, my brother was controlled by my brother and daughter-in-law, and my brother was a person who didn't know how to improve, and my family would have to rely on me in the future. You don't know, it's the first time I've taken that much food back, and I think I'm useful. β
Zhang Fangfang said this, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "How do you know that as long as people think that I am valuable, they will squeeze the last bit of value out of me." I used to think that I was happier than you, at least my family treated me okay, but I was forced by my brother and daughter-in-law to dare not treat me well, what a ridiculous self-confidence! Later, you and Huang Jianfeng got along, and I was envious, jealous and hated to the extreme, so I did such a wrong thing. If it weren't for the fact that I couldn't catch Huang Jianfeng's train later, I had to pick up my books again, made up my mind to go to university, and finally got admitted to university, I don't know what the meaning of my own rebirth is. In fact, if you want to leave Shengli Village, the most direct way is not to rely on this and that, but to rely on yourself to take the university entrance examination. I was admitted to university, and my family didn't give me money to go to college, so although I don't need tuition, what about my living expenses?"