Standing by the window, slim back. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info dressed in a dress inlaid with blue flowers, slender and decent, long black and bright shawl hair, and delicate white flat-heeled sandals. The youthful and noble look is naturally revealed, and people have to marvel at her elegant and delicate light. Because of this, it's easy to single her out of a group of girls at a glance. And the back lining the long hair, revealing a steady and dignified elegant temperament, otherworldly, like a blooming lotus in the sky.

The girl's pure and beautiful beauty is vividly interpreted.

This woman, surnamed Ye, is named Bilian.

Just after two consecutive classes, I hurriedly washed the white chalk wipes left on my hands, and walked into the faculty office with small and healthy steps. Through the light blue transparent glass window on the second floor, looking at the bustling crowds in the streets and alleys, Ye Bilian was full of emotion, and her inexplicable thoughts had a faint melancholy.

"I don't know him yet, does he remember my birthday?"

Every time I see other sisters in an office showing off, today is her birthday, which day is their wedding anniversary, the eyebrows and phoenix dancing eyes really make her envious, she is tightly closed lips, dare not squeak, embarrassed and speechless, extremely embarrassed, more wooden than a wooden rag doll, locked eyebrows, even clear and pure eyes dare not blink at will.

Even she doesn't know how many springs, summers, autumns and winters she has been with a person, not to mention any wedding anniversary, it is a simple birthday, and she has never even seen the shadow of a cake, let alone tasted it extravagantly.

It is no wonder that in the eyes of students, she is so gentle as water, amiable and respectable, amiable, amiable, and full of a woman's unique intellectual, kind and beautiful.

In the weekly student evaluation, we will be pleasantly surprised to see: Ms. Ye, gentle and beautiful, sweet voice, we not only like her, but also like her class, lifelike, vivid so that we have to prick up our ears and stand to listen!

Every time I see this sentence of exclamation, as if it is admiration, Ye Bilian's happy eyes are full of relief, the corners of her mouth are slightly suppressed, and she is wiped into a beautiful and moving arc, and her charming eyes are even more festive!

At the same time, it also brought the complex intertwined expressions of admiration or jealousy and hatred of the whole school faculty and staff.

But in the face of a person? Ye Bilian profoundly felt that she had failed to the core! She was simply a complete failure and had no place to be ashamed.

In his eyes, he is a wooden man and a stone man, and the straightforward vernacular is a wooden man made of wood, and a stone man made of stone.

Even she herself is hard to imagine, I don't know how many dawns and nights she has walked with a person, but she has never called him a husband, and even said a sweet word, she has not learned it.

Thinking of this, the scales that should have been tilted were instantly balanced.

Perhaps there is still a trace of hope and expectation in her heart, which makes Ye Bilian can't help but think of the past, the scenes of her birthday.

When I was a child, on my birthday, my mother would kill a chicken or make her favorite gnocchi noodles, which were full of fantasies one by one, which really made me excited. I chew it in my mouth, and I am sweet in my heart!

What is even more unforgettable and unforgettable for her is:

Once, she woke up sleepy-eyed, and saw that there were crystal clear and delicate grapes on the bedside table, bunches, one by one, staring straight at her eyes, stunned, and drooling, looking at the sky, it was pitch black, as if it was still far away from dawn.

I couldn't help but wonder, who put the bunches of grapes on my bedside table? How did you know me so well? I even dreamed about it? I didn't expect to wake up!

It's a dream come true, I just love to eat grapes!

Just when she couldn't help but get out of bed and taste one bunch after another, she was extremely happy to feel that this grape was like an eye in the dark night, and it was still shining brightly, as if it still had the brilliance of the night pearl, and she was so happy!

Maybe it was my mother who heard her footsteps getting out of bed and hurried over.

Hurriedly shouted: Lotus, when did you wake up?

Seeing my mother nervously overwhelmed, wearing a simple coat, her eyes were red, her hair was messy, and she even spoke incoherently.

Bi Lian frowned and curled her mouth: Mom, won't I just steal a grape?

Half-reprimanded, half-reprimanded, half-mockingly, he said:

Do you know how many days you've been asleep? Your mother and I haven't dared to close my eyes for days and nights, and I'm afraid that you'll make another mistake.'

Bi Lian retorted stubbornly and rebelliously: "I am a big living person, I have grown so big, why don't I know, what will go wrong?

Unexpectedly, my mother glared and said:

'Still dreaming?'

See who it is?

It's not gibberish about what desert has turned into an oasis, or what is yesterday's yellow flower, and he began to write poems and lyrics again.

Looking at your trance, running back and forth in your skirt, and saying that you like to dance, you like to feel elegant.

Your father and I are frightened, raising a leap girl so big, how can we say that we are stupid?

Coincidentally, that day, your third uncle was still there, he said, he must have been evil, hurry up to exorcism, find two goddesses to come to our house, talking, singing and dancing, spending money in vain, but you are still not sober.

The next day, your father and I took you to the god-mother's house according to your third uncle's instructions, saying that it was a well-known god-woman in Shili Eight Villages.

But when I arrived at their house, I either went to get a needle or went to electricity. I saw a push of paper, burning and burning, the goddess looked at the raging flames and ordered me and your father to kneel down and pray sincerely, and the goddess chanted, so that your father and I could also learn to chant a sentence like reciting the scriptures, and singing 'Heavenly Spirit, Earth Spirit, change my little elf...... The demons and monsters all walked away...... 'The goddess explained, the more devout you are, the more spiritual!

Don't let the demons and monsters haunt you anymore, and get rid of all the evil spirits, witches, and bad luck that you have above.

When I finished talking to your father, the goddess began to babble again and again.

Your father and I saw with our own eyes that there were more than ten needles in one of your hands, and they said that they were silver needles, long and thin, and as soon as they pierced them, they immediately saw blood flowing.

Ten fingers to the heart, seeing you crying bitterly, screaming desperately. The goddess even said that if she cried and screamed again, there would be more needles than this! If she still cries or screams, she still screams? This is called haunted by grievances.

The goddess shouted, let me and your father tie your arms and legs, and prick your arms and legs a few more times, and stop shouting or screaming!

Your father said distressedly, this person has lost weight like this, and he is still bleeding and piercing? If he is pierced again, there will be no one, what kind of ghost is exorcized, what kind of demon is descended, as long as it is my leap girl, whether it is a ghost or a demon, I will admit it!

No, I didn't listen to the call of God's mother-in-law, and your father came back with you behind his back.

The next day, I went to another hospital, and after the same electricity, acupuncture, and infusion, you just burst into tears in your eyes, and you didn't wake up.

Your father was inquired about that less than 300 kilometers away from us, there was a miracle doctor who saw it well and carried you on his back. Say what kind of Chinese patent medicine is prescribed, and the medicine will be removed, but the medicine is also prescribed, how can you feed it if you don't open your mouth?

How old is your fifth sister? That little hand is worn out, knowing that you love to eat melon seeds, in order to peel melon seeds, your fingernails are wiped bloody, shouting every day, sister, eat melon seeds, eat melon seeds!

You just don't wake up!

Later, your cousin came to see you and said that when you were in high school, I saw you at your grandmother's house, watching your cousin eat grapes, and his eyes lingered back and forth! No, your cousin came to see you and brought you grapes, which were specially selected at the fruit market, and the best fresh purple grapes."

Bilian listened to a lot of her mother's words, believed it to be true, and no longer doubted it,

I couldn't help but think: it turned out that the bunches of grapes woke me up.

But I was still stunned and asked my mother: What day is it? Mom! How many days have I been asleep?

Mom had a helpless and innocent expression, as if to say, I have no way to meet such a girl!

He shouted at himself without getting angry: You said that you want to eat a grape, just say it! This toss made me and your father frightened, and even asked, What day is it? How many days have you slept on?

Do you still need to ask?

It's your birthday, so it's time to wake up!

So, since then, I have had a wish to eat bunches of grapes every year on my birthday.

Mom and Dad also let themselves eat as much as they wanted!

People say that if you don't eat grapes, you don't know acid.

Bilian said that she likes it, and there is sweetness in the sourness. Every time my mother asks me to buy soy sauce, it's cool, but when I get home, there is no shortage of soy sauce, but there are several bottles of vinegar missing!

Bilian didn't know whether it was disappointment or hope: People often say that the daughter who marries out is like spilling water! How many birthdays have I spent with him, I have never seen a candle, I can eat a grape seed, that is also a birthday wish!

But usually, I either beat or scold, and several times I threw myself down the stairs, almost !

Thinking about it, not only a wave of sadness but also sadness welled up in my heart.

Perhaps, today's birthday will be like Valentine's Day, and let yourself walk alone.

Even so, so sad, tearful, and silently sighing, the corners of her mouth still rippled with a fresh smile, and her red lips curved into a beautiful arc, slightly raised.

I only heard my classmates shouting at the door of the office: Report!

"Please come in!"

"Hello Mr. Ye, where's your homework this afternoon?"

Just listen to a gentle voice: I will make an exception today, I will not assign homework to you, so that you can relax and relax!

I saw my classmates shouting happily: OYe, Oye!

Hurriedly saluted respectfully, and then came to a flying kiss with a hippie smile: Thank you, teacher! Teacher Ye is so good! We love you!!

Bilian smiled happily, maybe this is today's birthday present!

The feeling of great pride and gratification is more than a full load. The teachers in the same office all looked at her with envious eyes.

The student turned sharply, his vigorous steps seemed to be light, and like a little swallow with wings spreading, he almost jumped out happily.

Ye Bilian smiled and said that seeing the children so happy, it was difficult for her to be unhappy!

After the whole school staff left, Ye Bilian felt the quiet atmosphere of weekdays as usual and did not go home. I don't know if I don't want to see that disappointment and be implemented! As if the only glimmer of hope that once a year was lost, I was extremely pitiful!

Maybe it's because I don't want to feel sorry for myself!

A person stood quietly and silently in front of the window, looking out the window, looking at the bustling crowd. Maybe it's because the school is on the street, and the shouts in the streets and alleys make Ye Bilian forget what loneliness is, and the troubles of shallow consciousness seem to be scattered.

Suddenly, what came into my eyes was an inadvertent action, ah? I was so envious? The two of them held hands, and their backs seemed so harmonious, it was really a beautiful scenery!

Sighing, Ben's two hands holding the handle of the window couldn't help but move in slow motion, and one hand touched something unconsciously.

Perhaps it was the thin, cool feeling that made her have to bow her head.

What a beautiful orchid? I put it on the windowsill with my own hands, but I didn't expect that the green and green orchid would miraculously bloom a small red flower today.

The red flowers and green leaves, contrasting each other, surrounded by each other, are really intoxicating and infinite meditation and reverie.

Bilian said to herself that the orchid symbolizes love, and she knows that she has no chance of love.

So, on the morning of Valentine's Day, I simply bought myself a pot of orchids as a gift for Valentine's Day and gave it to myself.

I didn't expect to see Xiaohua unexpectedly today, which is really beautiful.

Just as Bilian looked at the little flower and sighed at the flowers and leaves, she turned around and took out a red pen from the acon without thinking, and wrote on the whiteboard in the corner of the north wall:

The lone orchid grows in a secluded garden, and the grass is gone.

Although the sun shines in the spring, the sad autumn moon is high.

The frost is early, and the green is afraid to rest.

If there is no breeze blowing, the aroma is difficult to develop.

plus the title head-up, a full fifty words, Ye Bilian poured thousands of miles word by word, sprinkled, flowing with clouds and water, swaying freely.

The moment I put down the pen, the accident in the accident, the moment I looked up, I was greeted by a beautiful woman, wouldn't I be short-sighted, dazzling?

The woman is dressed in pink, and her dignified appearance reveals an indescribable coquettishness, the green silk is draped, and she is only tied with a pink hairband, and the woman's skin lined with pink color reveals a faint pink, which is beautiful and her phoenix eyes are rippling.

Looking at it, I can't help but marvel, it can really be described as a soul-snatching, swaying people's minds, and the lips are like cherry blossoms, leading people to infinite reverie.

In addition to being surprised, Bi Lian was stunned and stunned, who is this woman? It felt familiar and unfamiliar.

When the doubts in my heart were not solved, I heard four words

"Happy Birthday!"

"Ahh

"Bilian, remember me, this is a birthday present for you!"

His cheeks were red, he was ecstatic, and his little heart was so excited that he almost jumped out, only to hear the fluttering and pounding endlessly.

Still with a red face, one hand took the big red hairy heart, and the other hand took the cluster of flowers in full bloom, which was fragrant and refreshing.

"Bilian, I'm sorry, this is a carnation for you, I was going to send roses, but the roses in the flower shop are not fresh, so. ”

Touched heart, Bi Lian couldn't help but have red circles in her eyes, tears in her eyes, no one has ever sent me flowers? Not to mention what an important day today is for herself!

I still can't remember who it is, everything in front of me is a dream and a reality.

She patted her head lightly, and stroked her forehead again, she didn't have a fever, but she couldn't really be dreaming, right? Could it be that she was thinking about a birthday present, and she was daydreaming?

Seeing Bilian's doubts and confusion, the woman said in a sweet and tactful voice:

"Bilian, three years ago, we met several times, have you forgotten? At that time, I asked you who you were looking for, and you said that you were looking for He Eryong, but you didn't know He Dayong! At that time, I knew that we were looking for the same person. ”

Bilian squeaked and said vaguely.

But the word "um" has a long end note, as if to say: Maybe I have amnesia?

She no longer has a headache and headache, racking her brains to embarrass herself.

But after humming for a long time, he still couldn't remember who it was, but what followed, a melancholy half-point tail note, made him recall the scenes in the past.

Maybe in her memory, how could this scene be erased casually.

Because it was this scene that gave me a turning point in my life, feelings and marriage!

"Bi Lian, I knew at the time that you were a kind and simple girl, because Er Yong was so young, what would you do with him? You are still embarrassed to explain: you are his relative, you want to buy shoes for your cousin, and you want Eryong to try it. Later, I accompanied you to buy shoes, and your eyes wandered from the left and right, absent-minded, clearly saying, you lied!

Please allow me to sincerely apologize, if it weren't for me, Dayong, he! The first person to choose is you, I am sorry for you, can you forgive me?"

Following the traction of the beautiful woman's thoughts in front of her, at this moment, Bilian soberly thought of a name, Shi Yuxia, she is her!

At this time, the woman in front of her was naturally closely associated with Shi Yuxia's surname and first name.

Bilian was stunned and shushed, "I didn't expect it!"

It's been three years, three whole years, but it's vivid.

Because she doesn't want to base her happiness on the pain of others.

I don't know if it was God's arrangement or a coincidence, the two of them appeared at the door of one person's house at the same time.

He Dayong's father couldn't help but be surprised at the time and said, "You two are here, did you come together?

Shi Yuxia saw Ye Bilian for the first time at that time, and listened to He Dayong's father's questions, but did not answer He Dayong's father.

Instead, she turned around and faced Ye Bilian, perhaps, at that time, Shi Yuxia herself didn't know, let alone thought that a girl would appear at the door of a person's house at the same time as herself.

I saw her say to Ye Bilian unabashedly, "I am He Dayong's girlfriend, for Dayong, she is an only daughter at home, and she also tried to learn to take care of the elderly, do housework, take care of the elderly's diet and daily life, she takes care of everything."

Because in the days when Dayong was not at home, she moved into their house, took care of his parents day and night, before and after illness, ran before and after, and even took feces and urine, and never had a trace of complaint, until Dayong came back."

Ye Bilian's eyes were pulled by the memory, and she couldn't help but shout cordially and sweetly, "Sister Yuxia, is it you?"

A long-lost happiness welled up in my heart, it was sadness, pain, and past feelings, all of which permeated the hearts of the two women.

The beautiful woman in front of her, Shi Yuxia, couldn't help but have a red corner of her eyes, and the past came to her heart, revealing tears of grievance and sadness, "Do you know, the night Dayong went to your house, I almost splashed sulfuric acid on his face, and later, I cut my wrists again and took sleeping pills, and he refused to agree to my ......"

"Sister, why are you so stupid? It's yours after all, it's not your reluctance, why do you torture yourself, now, you don't need to apologize to me, what to talk about forgiving or not!"

Sister Yuxia in Ye Bilian's eyes was crying so much that she couldn't stop crying at this time, and said intermittently, "On the second day of taking sleeping pills, I cried and went to work, and said to myself, why can't I get what I want, if anyone wants to marry me within three days, I will marry him, so, I met my current husband." ”

Ye Bilian gently stroked the long hair of the woman in front of her, Sister Yuxia, I don't know whether she was distressed or unable to let go and let go of her past feelings, and said softly and comfortably, "Sister, you will definitely be happy! It's yours, it's yours after all!"

Maybe it was because of the infection of emotions, or I couldn't bear to look at the pear blossom and rainy eyes of Sister Yuxia in front of her, Bilian lowered her head, looking remorse and listless, her stagnant eyes, even the hand stroking her long hair seemed to be trembling, and she couldn't help but tremble, and she wanted to say something, her voice was hoarse, choked, and she couldn't shout.

At this time, Shi Yuxia seemed to be aware of something, and it seemed that in her heart, she always felt that the little girl in front of her sweetly called herself Sister Yuxia was sincere and innocent from her heart.

She is innocent, she shouldn't hurt her, remembering the first time she saw her, she said so much, and it was indeed out of her own selfishness and greed.

Shi Yuxia said reluctantly: "I heard Dayong's father say that since the two of us came to their house at the same time, you have never stepped on the door of their house again!"

didn't wait for Bilian to finish her snorting voice.

Shi Yuxia was still deep and said to herself: she understood at that time that Dayong's father had something to say. Although I call dad at their house, he always mentions you.

Ye Bilian was silent without answering, and she didn't know how to explain.

"Could it really be as he said, as Da Yong's father said, emotional matters cannot be forced, Da Yong, there is someone in his heart!" Shi Yuxia thought in her heart.

Seeing Bilian so silent, at this time, Shi Yuxia was puzzled: Could it be that her heart was as quiet as a clear and transparent lake, without any ripples and waves?

No wonder!

I don't know if it's a temptation or a deliberate way to find a topic and say, 'Bilian, why don't you ask, how did I know your birthday!'

Bi Lian's surprised eyes blurted out and said, "Sister Yuxia, if you want me to know, if I don't say it, you will let me know too." Am I right?"

Finally, I couldn't hold back my impatience, "When I was at Dayong's house, taking care of his parents, I saw a notebook under Dayong's bed, which seemed to be his diary, and there was a letter he wrote to you on it? At that time, I looked at it and remembered your birthday!"

Bilian didn't know that Sister Yuxia in her mind had told her this, and now, what was the use of letting her know about this expired relationship?

Seeing Bilian's face, I don't know if Shi Yuxia really felt it: she was really dead to him!

And then he added: However, when I found a letter to you in his diary that day, I also unexpectedly saw a pair of scissors by the bedside.

Just say a more precise and clear note: the scissors and the letter are all by him, He Dayong's bedside. u

Who can say for sure, whether the scissors shredded the letter paper or the diary, or who cut the heart, who hurt whom?

Bilian is still silent, at this time, for her, I believe that silence is golden, and she is speechless, after all, she can't face it and can't be irretrieved. As I read a sentence: There is no one right or wrong in feelings, only who is inseparable from whom, who is concerned about whom, and who has moved the heart and cannot take it back.

Shi Yuxia thought about it and couldn't understand that the little girl in front of her, Ye Bilian, was not only younger than herself, but also simply didn't have any city government, but in the face of feelings, when it came to He Dayong, why was she so calm, calm and calm?

I couldn't help it, I raised my head suddenly, changed the topic, and simply said loudly, "Do you have any news about Dayong? I know that he is still not married, and on the day he gets married, let's give him a gift!"

Bi Lian said with a look of surprise, "Okay! That's a good idea, so let's get ready first, what kind of gift will we give her?"

Shi Yuxia's eyes were calm and stagnant, but she said with hatred: "I think about it, I will send him a wreath, let's send one for each of us, let the bride and groom each have one, let him also taste the taste, love the taste and fate of a person walking to the grave!"

"Sister, you...... Can't you let go of it until now? What are you trying to do to embarrass yourself like this?"

I don't know if she was scared or shocked, Bi Lian actually felt a black in front of her, maybe she was anemic, but she obviously felt her ears buzzing, and she was so dim that she almost fainted.

A strong heart, I still hold on.

Shi Yuxia's face was gloomy, as if the hatred in her eyes was tightly locked with the noisy world, and she said categorically, "I am not willing, I am not willing, for him, ten years of youth ......"

Bi Lian deeply felt that the nightmare in the past had been imprinted into the depths of Sister Yuxia's soul, so she could only restrain herself from being infected by emotions.

Then he said thoughtfully, "Hatred is a seed of pain, and it should not take root in the heart, like burning a house and driving away a mouse, sister, do you say it's worth it?"

For some reason, Bi Lian's words didn't echo at all, and the air was as quiet as death!

There was no response to her words.

"If you let him go, you will also let yourself go!" couldn't hold back the ups and downs of her mood, but still confided in Sister Yuxia in her mind, without any ambiguity word by word.

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