Seeing Lu Ran asking, Xia Lan thought for a moment and said eloquently:

"When she was still very young, she had an illness and a high fever that did not go away. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 After the high fever subsided, the root of the disease fell, and later, the eyes gradually became unable to see clearly. ”

"She was desperate and her emotions were getting harder and harder to control. I love to cry and I love to lose my temper.

One day, her father took her out and let her relax. ”

With Xia Lan's narration, Lu Ran seemed to see that sunny day many years ago.

"Xiaoyu, Dad bought you a big lollipop. The little father squatted down and handed her the lollipop in his hand.

But Xiao Budian didn't rush to eat, but touched it with his hand, as if distinguishing the shape of the lollipop.

"Dad, this piece of candy is so big, does it have a lot of colors?"

"yes. It has a lot of colors on it, pink, red, yellow, white, put together. ”

"It's so beautiful, I want to, watch it eat. Xiao Budian snorted in a voice, full of longing.

The little father did not speak, he was silent.

He secretly determined in his heart that he must find the best doctor to let his daughter see again, and he would not give up even if there was only a glimmer of hope.

Then, he touched his daughter's little face.

"Xiaoyu, let's eat it. ”

Seeing his daughter eating candy and showing a smiling face, he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Xiaoyu, I can't see clearly now, but I can't always stay at home and skip class. Daddy is sending you to school, right?"

"I'm not going!" Xiao Budian took the candy out of his mouth and resolutely refused.

"But what if you don't study? I know you'd love to see it again, and Dad will ask a doctor to see it for you, but you have to go to school now." ”

Xiao Budian has not been to school since she got sick, and she is afraid of the eyes of other classmates and the rumors that point fingers. I asked her a few times before, but I didn't want to go back to school.

"How can I go to school if my eyes are not good?" she was very repulsed in her heart.

The little father continued to persuade patiently: "We won't go back, this time, let's go to a new school." There, you'll make new friends, just like you. ”

"Don't don't, I don't. ”

No matter how patiently Dad said, Xiao Budian didn't want to listen anymore.

She covered her ears with her hands, and finally, throwing the lollipop in her hand, broke free from her father, and wanted to run out.

"Wait, Xiaoyu, don't run. ”

Xiaoyu was crying while running, she was so sad, she didn't even know where to run, she couldn't see.

"Be careful!"

Running and running, his father suddenly shouted.

Xiao Budian felt that she was being pushed away violently, and the force was rapid, and her small body fell to the ground at once, rolling a few times.

Her face, arms, and legs were all scratched and painful.

Then she sat up slowly and began to cry.

"Woo, Daddy, Daddy. ”

The screams were loud, but her father never answered her or ran to her side.

She screamed more and more anxiously.

"Daddy, Daddy. ”

She slowly stood up, her hands outstretched, and looked helplessly from side to side.

Dad, but never appeared by her side.

She felt the fear.

It was even more terrifying than when she was sick and blind.

"Oops, who hit someone. In the distance, the voice of a stranger was heard.

"Who is this kid who was knocked down too?"

The bystanders who saw the situation gathered around.

Xiaoyu listened to the chaotic discussions, and her mind was in chaos.

Then, there was the sound of an ambulance on the side of the road, and the nurse and doctor who were first aiding the emergency lifted the man lying on the ground on a stretcher and was about to take him away, and the man said in a weak voice, "She's my child." ”

A woman walked to the small point.

Xiao Budian couldn't see her, but he smelled the familiar smell of disinfectant on her body, the smell he had once smelled in the hospital.

From that moment on, she had a memory of the smell.

"Your father, he was injured, he was probably hit by a car just now, and now we are going to take him to the hospital, you can get in the car too. ”

Xiao Budian was still stunned, she didn't resist, and obediently followed them into the white car.

"Daddy, Daddy. ”

When I got into the car and knew that I was sitting next to my father, Xiao Bu burst into tears.

Touching Dad's shoulder, he kept calling.

"Don't cry, it's okay. ”

The weak voice was still comforting its own child.

He had severe pain in his right leg, his lips were white, and his forehead was sweating.

His will, but insisting. In my heart, the only thing I am worried about is whether my child is scared or crying.

It's small, it's really scary.

She had lost the light of her eyes, and she could no longer afford to lose.

The small body is crying and trembling.

It was only then that she realized what the most important thing was.

What kind of strange gaze, other people's opinions, is nothing.

As long as Dad is fine, there is nothing she can't bear.

If she hadn't left her father's arms just now, if she hadn't been out of sight.

Deep self-reproach.

Regret.

He was still shouting about his father and wanted to apologize, but he choked in his heart.

She didn't want to apologize, and she didn't want to regret it.

She just wanted nothing to happen, she just wanted her dad to get better.

When he arrived at the hospital, his father was carried out of the car by a nurse and had to be pushed into the operating room.

Before entering, he stretched out his hand and finally held the little one.

"Outside, wait for me. Don't run, ah. ”

"Hmm. Well. Xiao Budian held his father's hand, nodded, and was obedient.

Tears fell on the hands.

……

Lu Ran listened quietly to Xia Lan's narration.

The whole heart is like being tugged at.

It's uncomfortable.

"Then what? nothing happened, right?" Lu Ran thought that they were going to find the little father now, and thought that Father Mo's life should have been saved.

Only then did I breathe a sigh of relief.

Xia Lan's expression was not easy.

"Hmm. After the surgery, his life was fine. It's just that his right leg is a little crutched. It's just that when I walk, I'm always a little unbalanced, a little lame. ”

This result makes people sigh.

But in the end, his life was saved, and his body was not seriously damaged.

"Since then, I haven't lost my temper like that. It's just that he doesn't like to talk, and he rarely laughs, and there is always a little melancholy in his expression. His dad sent her here. ”

At this point in the story, Lu Ran understood a lot.

"So, you say she's blaming herself, guilty. When Dad has something to do, she is always powerless. You can only watch, and even look, you can't see it. That incident made her sensible in a short period of time, but it also left a wound in her heart, poor child, the price of growth, is too great. ”

The joys and sorrows of the world, as a consultant, Lu Ran listened a lot, he did not become numb, but compassionate.

"Yes. Xia Lan agreed with Lu Ran's words, "Everyone, more or less, has to pay the price for growth, but it's just a little small, she is still young, and she has endured too much." ”

"Later, why did her father rarely come to see her, but what about her mother?" Lu Ran still had questions.

Her mother is a fragile woman by nature, since the accident of Xiao Budian, she often washes her face with tears, but she still takes care of her, but it is always difficult to accept the fact that her daughter is blind.

Her father was injured, and after he was discharged from the hospital, he felt more and more heavy on his shoulders. They were originally ordinary working families, and in order to save enough money, find a doctor to show his daughter's eyes, and in order to reduce his wife's psychological burden, he became busy. I held several positions, and the year before last, I was sent to work in other places.

So there is less time to go home, and there is less time to get together with my wife, which also affects the relationship. ”

Speaking of her mother, Xia Lan further said: "When we come to school and see these lovely children, we inevitably feel sympathy and hope that they will be happier.

But who has paid attention to their parents?

That's a bunch of poor people under pressure, too.

I don't want to judge them morally.

Everyone, it's not easy.

When many people learn that their children have defects, their inner struggles are difficult for others to understand.

Even if they have the courage to get through the difficult time with their children. But he is also under pressure in life, in the huge gap, in the gossip. (To be continued.) )