Chapter 10: I Almost Lost My Soul
I've always maintained an attitude toward old ghosts, if you love me, I'll respect you.
The matter of ghost eggs makes me feel a little uneasy in my heart, and Xiaofan's heavenly fragrance body makes me extremely uneasy, and the matter of one person and two ghosts makes me panic all day long.
After thinking about it, I had to find a solution to solve this matter, but how to solve it? This is a difficult problem, but I am afraid of long nights and dreams, so my heart has been in anxiety.
I think it's been a bad year!
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In the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, every household firecrackers rang out in unison, and the rumbling sound shook the sky, and the time was past 12 o'clock in the morning, and it was the New Year.
Standing in the courtyard of my home, I looked up at the sky, where the sky was full of fire, and the stars that should have been naughty hid as if they were tired, and the sky was cloudless tonight.
Looking at the starry sky, my thoughts drifted out of the distance, thinking about it, I thought of the rumored Yin and Yang Feng Shui, it is rumored that the feng shui master can rely on what he has learned, the trend of the earth's leylines, the direction of feng shui is well understood, and even can rely on his own cultivation to kill the sky, against the sky to return the soul, comparable to the gods.
And I'm just a ghost catcher, what a world of difference!
But there is a voice in my heart asking: Are you a Taoist priest?
No, I never considered myself a Taoist priest, I was just a mortal, I had no ambitions, and I didn't have the courage to throw my head and spill my blood, but I was able to take risks for the sake of my friends and relatives who I thought were important.
Maybe I'm not a good person, but I'm not a bad person, so what am I?
Tonight, my mind was so cluttered and cluttered with so many disorganized thoughts at a young age, I thought I really should have a good rest.
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It's a dream, and one eye occupies my sight, and the world in my dream is completely black, and there is me, and there is it.
I kept asking, what are you, why have you been pestering me since today, even if I dreamed?
It was silent, just blinking its eyelids, its bloodshot pupils looking at me mercilessly, and I could see a tyrannical look in it.
What is it, and why has it been in my mind since I killed the Celestial Oni during the day?
I was confused, am I really crazy? yes, I think I'm going crazy.
I confronted it in the dream world all night, until I was woken up by the sound of a rooster crowing and I realized that I was still alive, that I was ...... Not crazy yet.
The irritation of the cold water is indifferent, the howl of the cold wind cannot erode it, what is wrong with me?
The sky is blue, and the sun is invisible to the naked eye.
Why? I kept asking myself, what the hell was wrong with me?
I'm in a terrible state, very bad, I don't understand what the hell happened to me, why am I in this state all the time?
Anxious, restless, panicked, hesitant?
Why did all the negative feelings hang over my mind on the day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, like a haze, and it simply lingered, what happened to me?
I was in a very bad state, my grandparents and aunts all saw that something was wrong, they asked me, I moved my mouth but I didn't know where to start, or even I didn't know what was wrong with me, how do I talk about it?
Chinese New Year's Eve, also known as reunion night, the family sat together to eat and drink, because I was not in a good state, scribbled after the reunion dinner and hid in the bed, I fell asleep in a dream.
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As if being towed, I appeared on a vast plain, with green grass and a breeze.
A giant bull with blue skin appeared in my field of vision, flicking it boredly, sometimes gnawing on the grass, sometimes making a moo or two mooing sounds.
The moment I saw the green cow, my mind calmed down a lot.
My gaze shifted to the back of the green cow, where there was a long-haired old man with large earlobes, sitting upright in a shabby robe, with a peaceful aura on his body, and I was infected by it, and gradually calmed down.
"Thou hast fallen into the demons of your heart, anxious and restless, and thou shalt not be. The old man's voice seemed to have no roots, and it came to my ears from all directions.
"Lao Jun is above, what happened to Xiaoyu?" I asked uneasily, I was anxious.
The old man raised one hand, and a black and white light flashed towards me.
"Thou hast something on your mind? The sky is vast, why is it confusing? Everything has its own way of working, and it is fate that should not be forced. "The old man's words are like enlightenment, like wisdom, guiding me on the dark road.
My confusion, my uneasiness, my panic are fleeting, should I be confused?
Why am I confused?!
There is a day when the sky is running, day after day, fate is not endless, everyone has the path he needs to walk, if you blindly force peace and quiet, then more unforeseen things will happen, why am I confused?
Bowing down to the old man, my heart was very ethereal at the moment.
With the old man's sigh, a light appeared in my heart, that is a knowledge, the knowledge of the numerology of heaven and earth, or it is more appropriate to call it the Tao Te Ching, I think this is the Ming Jing originally created by Lao Tzu!
Looking at the Tao Te Ching, I gradually let go of my anxiety, removed my fears, and said goodbye to my hesitation...... My life shouldn't have ended in such an act.
Lao Tzu tapped my eyebrows, and a black and white light bloomed from his fingers, passed into my heart, and was deeply engraved in my heart.
"This wiping Hui Guangwu left it in your heart, which has the effect of refreshing your mind and awakening your mind, and I hope you will do it yourself. "Lao Tzu rode a green ox and gradually moved away in the breeze.
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Lying on the bed, I suddenly opened my eyes, and at this moment I returned to normal.
Because of anxiety, because of anxiety, I almost fell into the devil, and the madness is madness, and after the madness is death, that is, the three souls and seven spirits will lose a few souls and a few souls, and it is easy to suffer from dementia, or even fall into a deep sleep, that is, a vegetative state.
If I continue in this form, I will lose my soul in a few days, and I dare not guarantee that there is a master of spirit-conjuring in this town who will be able to call my soul back.
I got up and got acquainted with my muscles, and I was secretly afraid.
Before I knew it, I was worried about so many things, and it turned out that I still had so many things to worry about.
And after this incident, I finally understood that my biggest karma is Xiaofan, because I care about her very much, I will form an obsession because of this care, and when my approach does not match my obsession, I will fall into confusion.
This is also known as the loss of souls.
Knowing the strict nature of this qiē, I only dared to sit on the bed in a daze for a while, I thought...... I can't let myself die before I get out of school, it's better to take a steady step.
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PS: This belongs to the protagonist's confusion, the protagonist's confusion, I want to write him as a bloody and weak storage zài...... There is no water in this chapter, because it is necessary.
Something is confusing tonight, and I'll visit you again tomorrow!
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