How long has it been since you've been alone in your own space, as you are now?

There is no need to worry about those troublesome senseless hustles, no disgusting intrigues, no more disturbing unpredictable futures, no need to worry about whether those good intentions are with evil intentions, no need to care about whether those closeness are indifferent, no need to wonder whether those prosperity are with crises, just think about nothing, do nothing, let yourself be completely empty, let go of those long-standing pressure and exhaustion, and no longer bother with those hesitations that have been filling your heart for a long time...... Looking at the sky above her head, where there were not a few stars shining, Jung so-yeon exhaled a long breath, as if she wanted to exhale all the boredom in her chest—the white mist that had melted into the air by her breath in the cold night of Seoul in the middle of winter made her think of everything that had confused her.

In just over a month, Girls' Generation will be back again, and they are now the highest female idol group in Korea, with a lot of influence around the world - everyone knows that as soon as their album is released, countless trophies and accolades will follow......

Girls' generation is in their most glorious era, their every move tugs at the heartstrings of countless people, I don't know how many men regard them as goddesses of dreams, and I don't know how many people would rather spend their money than kiss their fragrance...... As a member of Girls' Generation, as one of the most popular members of the group, she has every reason to enjoy what she has now, but at this moment, Jung so-yeon is more uneasy about her future and prospects than ever.

When she was a trainee, all she longed for was her debut—she was so eager that when she didn't succeed in her debut as a member of the group Heavenly Jiki, she even felt like the sky above her head had collapsed.

When she finally debuted as a member of Girls' Generation, her goals changed: she longed to win a trophy on the singing stage, to become the hottest and most successful female idol in South Korea - on a road full of hardships and bumps, they almost collapsed after that famous incident, when she pretended to be strong on the surface, but she cried in places where no one saw me for an unknown number of times.

After all this, she survived, and so did her girlhood, everything she had longed for and longed for in the past became a reality, and when she finally became the queen of icebergs in the eyes of everyone, looking around, she suddenly found that she had lost her purpose.

More precisely, there is no purpose.

As a female dolly, she has got everything and has everything.

She should have been satisfied, but at this moment, she was more panicked than ever.

When the younger sister she had watched grow up little by little, the simple-minded and smiling girl who had seemed to her to be like a little girl who would never grow up, suddenly announced to all of them in the practice room the "news" that surprised all of them but at the same time felt that it should not be too surprising - she could never forget the smile that the sister showed when she said those words, and that smile was so strange to her.

So the panic felt more and more in her heart.

It wasn't until not long ago that the company officially announced the news, after that bad farce that made the group of Girls' Generation almost collapse, Jung so-yeon suffered insomnia for the first time in many years.

In the group of girls' generation, she was not the most talented, nor was she the one with the best background and family background, but she always thought that she was the least carried away by what she saw in front of her of the nine, and the most rational one - but when the sister who had made her feel that she had never grown up showed this series of unexpected "operations", she was shocked to realize that she was far behind the others.

It's not that she hasn't imagined her future, she has worked hard to develop towards a fashion career, and she has also thought about whether she should try more acting skills, but all of this is still in the initial stage - she thinks that in the girlhood that is in her prime and can still maintain her peak for a long time, there are few people like her who have a sense of crisis and panic and begin to gradually plan for their future, but now it seems -

It's as if she's the stupidest person.

Even though she knew that some people around her had already had their own plans, but at this moment, she realized that plans had long been more than plans, and many people had already begun their "actions", and she was still like a fool, unaware of what they were doing.

It kept her up at night.

So, after practicing in preparation for Girls' Generation's new album, although it was already early in the morning, she did not go home or go back to the dormitory like the other members, but "hid" silently on the roof of the company's new building, where the elaborate roof garden was hardly used by anyone except for the necessary filming work.

The chill sobered her up.

Loneliness calms her down.

In the midst of her busy work and schedule, she felt that she needed more time and space like this to think carefully and seriously about her life and her new goals – and she didn't want to be "left behind" forever.

One cannot be without a purpose.

She is Jung so-yeon.

She can't be without purpose.

She......

“…… Ah......h

A soft snort.

Coming from behind.

Her thoughts were cut off abruptly.

Who walks onto the rooftop of the company in the wee hours of the morning?

What kind of heart did this person have in mind to do the same thing as her?

Although she was more eager to have someone to occupy all the space at this time, she turned away from her curiosity.

"Yes...... Nan Qian oppa?"

"Hello Jessca-senpai. “

Wu Yifan disappeared for a week, without contacting the company, the agent, or him.

Everything he worked for, fought for, and even offended Kim Young-min's president in some way, turned into bubbles and phantoms in a week—a feeling that reminded him of the painful moment when he was abandoned by the company before his debut and he didn't become a member of Shnee.

Loss, despair.

There is also an emotion that even if he tries to get rid of it from his heart, he has never been able to do it.

A sense of betrayal.

He didn't know why this younger brother would choose to do such a thing, the only thing he could know was that the company was angry because of Wu Yifan's actions - which made all his previous efforts go down the drain for this, and in that solo debut song, he was no longer allowed to include the part that he had decided to belong to Wu Yifan.

The composition department called back the song he wrote when he stayed up late during the holidays, so now that there is not much time left before the company's planning department set a solo debut date for him, Wang Nanqian is forced to stay in the company and rewrite a "complete" lyric song without a little rap in the studio that was assigned to him.

With his current state and mood, how could he possibly compose a high-quality song? After sending Lin Xuanjun's agent away, and then working restlessly in the studio for several hours, Wang Nanqian, who still hadn't written half a note, finally decided to find a place to "calm down" - to his surprise, in the early hours of this cold winter morning, there was another person on the roof of the company's new building, which would not have appeared at all in this season.

Or someone he knows very well.

"Nanqian oppa, why are you so laid-back?

Subconsciously stroked the long hair next to her cheek that was slightly blown by the cold wind of the night, and after a somewhat embarrassing silence, Zheng Xiuyan spoke up again.

They have known each other for many years, and because they have never had any conflicts of interest or emotional entanglements, their relationship with each other has always been very good - but this relationship is not enough for her to confide in this guy who suddenly appeared in her "little world", so naturally, she has no intention of exploring each other's hearts at all.

After the initial surprise and surprise dissipated, as soon as the senior spoke up, Wang Nanqian had already figured out the meaning contained in that voice - who else would not welcome an unexpected intruder when he wanted to be alone, so he made a decision immediately.

"I should have disturbed Jessca's seniors, right? It's been very cold lately, seniors, you should also pay attention to your body, don't blow the wind for too long, if you catch a cold before you return, it's not good. “

Once again, bending down slightly, the last time was the etiquette of the line, and this time, it means goodbye.

No longer looking at the "Queen of the Iceberg", who looked particularly cold in the moonlight and really looked like a goddess because of her light makeup, he turned away.

Bow, back away, turn around, open the door.

Seeing that the man she had known since she was a trainee made this series of actions very "interestingly", and was about to leave the space that he had just broken into and was completely her own a few minutes ago, she couldn't help but sigh - perfect public image, perfect character, judging from everything he has now, he may have a more "perfect" future and future in the future.

She suddenly felt a little envious of that guy - what others needed to work hard to find, and carefully investigated, and they didn't know how much planning and planning they could get, or how they could only be used, but that guy had it so easily.

How lucky is that?

But an impulse suddenly welled up in her heart.

That made her subconsciously open her mouth.

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