There should always be hope, at least I think. But the expectations that came with because of all the uncertainty were only disappointed in the end.

Genba didn't answer, I know, not all memories are accurate. In my recollections, the retouching has already changed the original story beyond recognition.

And what I remember is a dream I weaved for myself?

"What spring, and ...... Rape flowers?"

I laughed, there is no need for a monk to remember the promise, Buddha, should be pure in heart and have few desires.

"It's okay, wait for tomorrow, leave Zhangfu, and we will leave for Jiangnan. ”

"Jiangnan?"

I didn't tell the little monk that I wanted to see the rivers in the south of the Yangtze River and the red mountains in the mountains, and I thought he would accompany me.

That night, which was supposed to be the most peaceful night, I was suddenly awakened by the sound of a glass falling on the ground.

I thought it was an assassin, but suddenly the whole house was trembling, and I realized that it was the ground moving. I've heard my dad mention it, but I've never met it.

"Don't move, follow me......"

I looked up, smelled the Buddha incense, and guessed who it was.

It's just that we're both so big that people are hiding under the bed, what's the matter?

"Why are you hiding here, the ground is not strong at the moment, we can completely escape. "I had to go out with my head held high.

Xuanye pressed my head, probably afraid that I would hit the falling wood, "Master said that in the event of an earthquake, you have to hide under the bed. Wait until there's a noise outside, and then we'll go out......"

I suddenly laughed, because I remembered how stupid he had rushed in from outside, and how stupid he was to rush into this cramped room from a safe place.

Perhaps, the Buddhas are so dead-eyed.

When I was bored, I suddenly asked him, "Xuanye, you said we, is this considered living and dying together?"

"If you can get out. "Those eyes are not as evil as fox eyes, but they are shining," naturally counted. ”

"If you can't, will you regret it?"

"Regret what?" he looked at me with innocent eyes.

I didn't know what to answer, "I regret that I can't say goodbye to the person I care about, and I regret that I will die with me in the end." ”

"I don't have anyone to care about. ”

I smiled and nodded, "Yes, the Buddha has nothing to worry about. ”

"But I'm not a Buddha. He told me in a serious way, "I am still far from attaining enlightenment and becoming a Buddha, and it is important to persevere in my practice." ”

"Then will you marry a wife and have children, will you fall in love with someone?" I wish that he would not be the same as the Buddha.

He stared at me with a frown, "Buddha cultivators, you shouldn't have these thoughts, you don't have to use this to tease me." ”

"Really?" I didn't know how, but I suddenly pecked him on the lips, and if Chun'er knew, she would definitely say that I wasn't ashamed.

However, the lips of the little monk are soft, like the melting snow in early spring, which makes people worry.

"You ......" He was angry, like a little daughter-in-law.

Instead, I laughed out loud, but suddenly I lowered my voice and asked, "If you are not a Buddha, do you understand my mind?"

He was stunned, and suddenly let go of his hands, "Kite, no...... Donor, please respect yourself, Xuanye is just an ordinary monk, don't tease me anymore. "The more reluctant he was, the more energetic I became, and I always felt that my father had been used to me since I was a child, and I was used to my temper.

I pecked him on the lips again, and I thought I must be too ashamed to send it to myself again and again.

I looked at the redness of his ears and asked, "You practice the Dharma, and the five aggregates are empty, why are you tempted by me?"

"I didn't. He lowered his eyes.

"Why did you blush, why didn't you refuse, why did you come to save me, why did you go down the mountain with me......" and many other whys, I didn't ask any more, "I just feel that in addition to the Dharma, your heart is still unforgettable." ”

As I leaned over and pressed towards his lips to prepare to attack again...... Suddenly, those hands pushed me away.

I thought that if he was different from me, he was attracted to me. In fact, he is different for everyone.

There are many things in the world, once you miss them, you can never look back.

And I, after all, lost to the Buddha.

I chuckled, and a tear suddenly fell from the corner of my eye, "The love of my life, you don't have to allow me glory, but you want me to be at ease...... You say that you are not a Buddha, yes, because of the Buddha, you are reluctant to shed tears of sadness. ”

I muttered to myself, give up, give up, I can go back.

But at the moment, I think he finally failed me, and he did something that I could never have imagined in my life. He didn't know that if I didn't have today, I would have happily married someone else.

……

The little monk raised his eyes and suddenly looked at me like a torch, as if he had decided something, grabbed my arm, and pulled me over.

I remembered that my attacks made his ears red a few times, but I forgot that at that moment I was also blushing and looking into his eyes.

My head was still blank, and those lips were no longer the melting snow of spring, but more like the autumn cicadas of summer poking into the depths little by little. I seem to have forgotten where we are, and I don't think he's as bad as I thought.

Buddha, can you kiss?

The Buddha won't, but he will.

Do you believe it? I saw a glimmer of love in his eyes, a glimmer of love that should not have belonged to him.

But this love pierced my heart little by little with a cold thorn......

"Do you still want to cry?"

I was stunned, "What?"

"The donor is not sad because I pushed you away......" His eyes flashed, and in his eyes, I was crying because he pushed me away.

I think I'm much smarter than him, and in this life, he didn't understand, but I understood it all of a sudden, but I wasn't happy because I was smart.

"Miss Chen, Miss Chen...... "There was finally movement outside, and Fox Eyes was sending someone to look for me.

"Miss Chen, I'm scared to death, are you hurt...... Rest assured, it's okay. Fox Eye comforted me, he watched me cry, and quickly broke everyone away.

The fox thought that I was scared and cried, he didn't understand me, I was not such a timid person, but I was a soft-hearted person.

"Miss Chen, Miss Chen?"

"Huh?" I just reacted.

Fox Eyes smiled and squinted, "It's okay anymore, even if the other houses fall, this place won't fall." ”

I squeezed a smile, "What's the difference, is it possible, your house is still made of gold?"

Suddenly, a short knife flew out and landed on the wall, and a piece of gold fell to the ground......

I......

I......

"Indeed, so, you don't have to worry, stay in peace. ”

I roughly understood why my father wanted me to marry him.

This son's family is rich and rivals the country, but he never shows his wealth, and his appearance is considered superior, I should have liked such a person.

The little monk ran out at this time, "Kite...... No, donor, I actually ......"

I smiled and said to Zhang Gongzi, "Thank you very much for Zhang Gongzi's words today, then I ...... Just stay here. ”

"Really?"

I nodded, "Naturally, I guess Daddy is also relieved." ”

It turns out that it is harder to give up than to persevere. Once a person has fantasized about it, it is difficult to give it up.

I kissed him twice, and he paid me back, and it stands to reason that he still owes me......