Chapter 194: Snuggling in the arms of another man
When Ye Li found her, he found that she was looking in a certain direction in a daze, and when she looked over, there was nothing else except for the three children who were playing.
He felt a pain in his heart, knowing that Sheng'er must have recalled some bad things again.
Sensing someone approaching, the familiar footsteps made her know who was coming even without looking back: "You're here." ”
Her voice was calm and waveless, as if she was not the slightest surprised by Ye Li's arrival.
Ye Li pursed his lips and was about to step forward, but was stopped by her: "You just stand there, don't come over." ”
She thought about it a lot, although Yun Rou's appearance made her uncomfortable, but I have to say that it also woke her up, during this time, she let Ye Li get closer again and again, and was soft on him again and again, almost forgetting the injuries she had suffered.
From a distance, Ye Li could feel the alienation and indifference emanating from her, and her body couldn't help shaking: "Sheng'er, Yunrou and I don't."
As soon as he spoke, he was interrupted by Bansheng: "Ye Li, do you know, I am an orphan, no one has ever treated me well, even in an orphanage, there are so many children, and the dean's mother often ignores me." ”
"It wasn't until I met you that I felt warmth for the first time. Knowing what it's like to have someone handing you an umbrella on a rainy day, what it's like to have someone next to you when you're eating, and what it's like to have someone caring when you're sick, I thought I was finally no longer alone, but you suddenly pulled away. ”
"I never thought about college life without you, no, I should say I never thought you would leave, I thought that even if the people around me left and went, you would always be there. ”
The first time Ye Li heard her say this, his heart swelled and hurt.
When they first met, he thought that she was just not used to dealing with people, so she was alone, but he didn't know that no one had ever taken the initiative to care about her.
Bansheng turned his head to look at the man behind him, the figure of the young man in his memory was getting farther and farther away, and standing in front of her at this moment was Major General Ye, who was wearing a straight military uniform and a slender figure.
She suddenly smiled with relief, and looked at him with crooked eyebrows: "Ye Li, it was you who taught me to be strong and grow up, but you alone did not teach me how to face loss." ”
So I can only go to a foreign country alone with my wounds, to a place without you to heal. Ye Li unconsciously touched his cheek, which was already wet.
He always thought that he was the person he loved the most, but he didn't expect Sheng'er's feelings for him to be far deeper than he imagined.
He didn't dare to think about the mood she had been in when she left.
"I'm sorry. ”
"There's nothing to be sorry for," she looked down, saw the man's bleeding hand, and frowned: "Your hand should be bandaged first." ”
Ye Li didn't seem to hear it: "Sheng'er, there is nothing between me and Yun Rou, and I don't like her either, from beginning to end, all I like is you,"
His tone was a little urgent, he knew that some things not to say would only make the misunderstanding deeper.
"Really, you believe me, the reason why she was close to me in the first place was just acting, I thought you were disappointed in me, at least you won't be too uncomfortable after I go abroad. ”
Bansheng didn't expect the truth to be like this, looking at Ye Li, a touch of surprise crossed his good-looking eyes: "So, do you think you are great? Do you understand what I really want?"
This is also Ye Li's sore spot, it was he who was too frivolous and self-righteous back then, so he hurt the person he loved the most: "Sheng'er, I know it's me who is a bastard, I think I'm good to you, but I hurt you deeply, so I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just hope you can give me a chance to make amends." ”
Looking at her silence, Ye Li endured the heartache and said: "I will not interfere in your life, even if you like another man in the future and will marry him and have children, I want to silently protect you as a bystander and bless you." ”
I thought about it a long time ago, but when I really said it, I still felt that my heart was dripping blood, and I thought that Sheng'er would snuggle up in the arms of other men in the future, wash his hands and make soup for him, and give birth to children for him, so he couldn't calm down.
But if he couldn't accept it, he would have long since lost his qualification to have her, especially after hearing what he had just said.
Bansheng was a little shocked, she didn't expect him to say such a thing, she thought that his so-called compensation was to stay by his side, but she didn't expect it
"I'm with someone else, and you won't interfere?" looked him in the eye and asked him word by word.
Ye Li wanted to pretend to nod generously, but the pain from his heart suffocated him, and he couldn't do the action of nodding.
"Okay, go back, I'll help you bandage your hands," didn't get an answer, Bansheng couldn't tell what it was like, joy or loss, probably even she didn't know what kind of answer she wanted.
In the living room, the two of them were silent, staring at the person in front of them with a focused face, Ye Li was a little distracted.
"Alright, bandaged, I'll go up first," she put down the bandage in her hand, and walked upstairs without the slightest hesitation.
"Sheng'er," looking at the resolute back, Ye Li suddenly shouted.
Bansheng didn't look back, pausing and waiting for his next words.
"If I hadn't been so stupid back then, wouldn't we be different now?" "Yes," the melodious female voice didn't hesitate at all, but it crushed the last line of defense in Ye Xuan.
He fell to the couch in an instant as if he had lost all his strength, and there was nothing more cruel than almost getting it.
What Bansheng didn't say was that she had already decided that no matter how many years he went abroad, she would wait for him to come back.
It's just that fate is like an invisible net, which always gives them nowhere to escape, arranges for them to meet, and makes them miss it.
"Sir, what is going to happen to that woman?" the little soldier asked cautiously, looking at the person in front of him.
In the past few days, Major General Ye has been in a very wrong state, always looking at a certain place from time to time, and looking at it all day.
The only thing he could guess was that it had something to do with Dr. Bansheng.
"Send it to the South African ghetto," Ye Li's voice was flat, without any ups and downs, but it made the little soldier's eyes widen in surprise.
South African slums, as far as he knows, the man there is not a merciful lord, and a delicate woman like Yun Rou is exactly what they like.
silently mourned for Yun Rou for half a second in his heart.
It seems that if you offend anyone in the future, you can't get Dr. Bansheng, after all, the chief's methods are too terrifying.
When Yun Rou knew that she was going to be sent to South Africa, her whole person was devastated.
"You let me go. ”
"Let me out, I want to see Ye Li. ”
"I was wrong, I really don't dare, please let me out, Bansheng? I personally went to apologize to her and let me out. ”
But no matter how she calls it or scolds it, it can't change the final outcome.
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