"The most haodeaiqing" is a dream haunting Cheng Hao's heart.

Over the years, he thought that he had forgotten the existence of this dream, or that it did not exist in this world, and even if he saw it with his own eyes, he would draw a question mark in his heart.

Does that person really exist?

As he grew older, he became more and more realistic, and felt more and more that the "most haodeaiqing" could not exist in this era.

This is a realistic era, and aiqing is also a transaction, and it is as absurd to say that an object can overcome the weakness of human nature and just love someone, just like saying that an object can defy gravity and fly freely into space.

But he really felt it today, that feeling was very strange, it was not the same as the original simple fear of the consequences of overreacting to Xiaoyuan, nor the disdain of the arrogance in his bones, but there was really an inexplicable feeling.

"Whatever she becomes, she's your baby. The words echoed in his ears again.

Although he was angry, although he really almost lost control, how could he be willing to let her cry.

Cheng Hao calmed down for a while, and began to feel a little guilty about his behavior just now. Although he liked to scare her, he knew that this time he must have scared her a lot.

Cheng Hao stood up and wanted to go upstairs to see how she was doing. Suddenly, a man hurried in, and before he could recover his senses, he saw the man cry:

"Hey, what did you do to her?"

As soon as he saw Xue Cheng, the fire that had just been extinguished suddenly jumped up.

Cheng Hao said angrily: "Do you still dare to ask me? I still want to ask you, she will appear in that place!"

Seeing that Cheng Hao was even angrier than himself, Xue Cheng wilted and whispered, "Yes...... I took her there......"

Cheng Hao picked up the glass and threw it over, the glass flew over Xue Cheng's shoulder, smashed on the floor, and there was a "boom" sound.

Xue Cheng was stunned, he had never seen Cheng Hao lose such a big temper with him, he raised his head and looked at Cheng Hao in disbelief.

For so many years, no matter what kind of outrageous things he did, Cheng Hao had never lost his temper with himself.

This was the first time he saw the murderous aura against himself in Cheng Hao's eyes.

Xue Cheng lowered his head, his heart suddenly felt painful and astringent, he endured it for a long time, and the tears did not fall.

He told Cheng Hao truthfully about Yujian's affairs to Xiaoyuan, what Xiaoyuan confided in him, and the fact that Xiang Xiaoyuan lived in his own house in the past few days.

zuihou, he looked at Cheng Hao and said seriously: "Brother, I think the reason why Xiaoyuan feels particularly painful is because she can't keep up with this era anymore. Her set of values, in today's society, will only make her run into walls everywhere. She's been away from this shijie for too long, that's why she feels so lost, so I want her to see what the real shijie is like. In fact, all her troubles are nothing. Her logic is still the one of giving without asking for anything in return, but this is no longer the case now. What her most haode friend was split, what boyfriend went abroad to immigrate, in her opinion, the sky has fallen, in fact, people go to higher places, and it is not normal to pursue a more haode life?......"

He also wanted to say, Cheng Hao angrily interrupted him: "Enough! I don't need you to help her instill the values of modern society!"

Xue Cheng was also anxious, and argued: "She has the right to know, what is it like to live a more haode life!

Cheng Hao glared at him coldly, and said in a low voice calling warning:

"She's my personal belongings! I don't need anyone to transform her! I'll give her whatever shijie she wants! I'll give her whatever life she wants! Even if she is naïve in a dream, as long as she's happy, I'll let her do it!"

Xue Cheng looked at him and couldn't help but shudder.

He seemed to be able to see the black flames lit up around Cheng Hao, just like a lion on the African grassland, guarding the territory, with a swollen mane and a cold gaze at any intruder.

Xue Cheng clenched his fists, and for a while he didn't know what language to use to answer.

"Brother, it's not early, you can rest, I'll go back first." ”

After speaking, Xue Cheng turned around and walked out the door.

Suddenly, he heard a strange sound in his heart, like the clicking and cracking sound coming from the ice.

I don't know when, he found that there was already a rift between him and Cheng Hao, although it was very shallow and shallow, but if those small cracks gathered in everything, they would eventually form a huge crack, which was enough to make an iceberg of thousands of tons collapse in an instant.

He didn't dare to think about how it was a scene of mountains and seas, mountains and landslides and cracks, but he lied to himself that he was too careful, and those cracks were just illusions, or that it would slowly heal and repair itself.

**

Xiang Xiaoyuan wrapped himself in the quilt and shrunk at the foot of the bed, still widening his eyes and trembling.

She didn't understand how Cheng Hao could appear there, let alone that he would be so angry.

But she could clearly feel that Cheng Hao's angry behavior at that time was really not a joke.

It's just that he didn't expect that after she was prepared for the worst, he suddenly let go of his hand.

Her mind is in chaos now, and she doesn't even know who to hate, but in fact, she hates herself more than Cheng Hao.

Just as he said, what are you doing now? Liang Jingtao is gone, and he is willing to fall out with himself, and everyone ignores him, so how can he still have the leisure to "experience life" here?

What's more, she doesn't like this kind of life at all.

Xiang Xiaoyuan's eyes widened and looked at the moon outside the window.

Today's moon was white and big, bright enough to see the leaves of the potted flowers by the window, as bright as a layer of frost on the ground.

She looked at the reflection of the pot of orchids and suddenly remembered the tarot card she had drawn at that time.

"Disruption, disruption, everything changes, but as long as you don't get lost, you can get through it. ”

Yes, as long as you don't get lost, but you almost get lost......

In fact, I enjoy this luxurious life in my heart, in fact, I like this kind of leisurely life, and in fact, I am quite vain because someone supports me.

But is this really what I want most? Can the dreams of that time be thrown into the garbage like this? Those contradictions can be avoided in this way and pretend that they did not happen?

Xiang Xiaoyuan buried his head in the quilt and cried softly.

She had always felt that she was firm and tenacious, but now she realized her cowardice.

She wants to be a railroad engineer, and she wants to build the most haode railroad on Shijie.

In front of this dream were countless ravines and temptations, and I almost fell down.

This is destined to be the hardest, loneliest, and bumpiest road to walk.

Along the way, there will be fewer and fewer travel companions, because of temptation, because of reality, many people have left this path, should you be so persistent?

Xiang Xiaoyuan's heart ached for a moment, then he got up and ran to the desk, trembling and using the key to open the locked cabinet.