Chapter Thirty-Nine: Ordinary and Unordinary People
Caiyue has always hated his ordinary self, or rather, he is disgusted. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Kenichi Nazuki is a father who is perfect in all aspects, and Kenichi Natsuki, who has always been respected, is at the center of the conversation wherever he goes.
For having such a father, it is more important than anything else for Caiyue to feel that it is more important than anything. So since he was a child, he has hoped that he can also be like his father.
The first in the grade in academic performance, full marks in sports, kind and brave personality, but all the beautiful adjectives are engraved on the body like labels through the mouths of relatives, and Natsuki sometimes thinks that this person who is wrapped up is herself.
Maybe it's a bit arrogant to think like this, but that's what Natsuki thinks, and that excellent self is the real self, the son of Kenichi Natsuki.
But when did the change begin...... Do you start by not having so many firsts anymore, or is it in the process of growing up and becoming mediocre?
Unable to accept these changes, Natsuki did a lot of things to attract the attention of others. Sneak into the school at night with your buddies and be the first in the class to sleep. The first one skipped class and scribbled on the white cordon on the road in the town.
If you are afraid of anything, you should take the lead in doing it. Everyone hates to do what they do, and they do it themselves. Everything is done to maintain the only self-esteem they have, the only place they have left.
However, everyone left me. Those partners who were always by their side left them one by one. They have new friends, and they themselves become the object of disgust.
"The starlight that once shone so brightly on my head is nowhere to be found. ”
When he understood this, Natsuki Pleiades, who had stopped, finally locked herself in a small room. As long as you close the door, everything has nothing to do with you. As long as you get back home, you won't have so much stress anymore.
From a top student, to a troublemaker, to a high school student who has little presence in school. Which one is the real me, and how hard do I need to work to become like my father?
I don't know how long the thought of running away has been in my heart, and I want to leave, and I want to start from scratch I may be cowardly. But not everyone has the courage to face reality, I'm just an ordinary person, what's wrong with wanting to escape?
Complex and contradictory thoughts appeared in my mind again and again, and when this thought became true, Cai Yue had no idea what was going on!
Is it the favor of fate? Is it God's compensation? But it doesn't matter what it is. The important thing is that you can finally start from scratch with a new self. Knowing a beautiful girl like Emilia, and also gaining the ability to be like the main character, everything becomes perfect.
Maybe this is his real life, and Caiyue Pleiades, who has traveled here, thought of it more than once. So he doesn't miss his family and doesn't care about his past friends. Anyway, for them, they are also dispensable.
But someone still appeared in front of him, covering the starlight that had finally shone above his head. The guy named Arashi got everything even though he didn't do anything.
Why, why, all this is obviously mine? I am the one who should be the hero, why did he snatch it from me! The thought of anger and jealousy once devoured him. It's just that after seeing the other party's slash on his body, Caiyue Pleiades completely recognized the reality.
Well, it's nothing more than giving up on oneself again, it's nothing more than using harlequin-like behavior to attract the attention of others, and these things are very good at yourself. And then what I waited for was, of course, everyone's departure again.
There's nothing you can't get used to, after all, you found it all by yourself. But why should I be burdened with other people's lives, why do you say that Moby Dick and Big Rabbit are all here because of themselves.
Does that witch know how many people have died? With so many lives, she can no longer see all the good things in this world, and she can't laugh with her family!
"I didn't kill you, it's really not me!" Caiyue, who was squatting on the ground, hugged his knees helplessly and cried bitterly, which was the first thing he said after falling into a daze.
Otto couldn't understand what the other party meant at all, and the screams in the sanctuary became more and more serious, and this emotion inevitably infected Otto, and he couldn't watch the situation go on and on.
"Mr. Natsuki, calm down. What the hell is wrong with you?" Pulling the slumped boy from the ground, Otto shouted angrily at the other man, responding to his tears and snot on the face of the young man.
"Damn. Otto cursed, and then picked up the Pleiades and ran around the Sanctuary like a headless fly.
Otto didn't know where it was safe now, but as long as they didn't run into white objects coming out of the forest, they were safe.
It's just that there are really too many, and there are rabbits everywhere, and countless rabbits seem to surround the sanctuary and eat them as a good snack.
"What are you running around again?" Garfield, who was fighting the big rabbit, spotted the two running around, and immediately shouted angrily, "Get out of here with me." ”
"Good, good. Otto nodded hurriedly, and hurriedly ran into the building behind Garfield, the already overcrowded auditorium.
A few of the wounded who had just been brought in sat on the edge of the door. Surrounded around them were adult women, carefully tending to their wounds, which were torn off in one piece, and the sight was truly shocking.
The children were held in the arms of the old man and hid together in the deepest part of the auditorium. Where Otto is going, that's it. Now the state of Caiyue Pleiades may not even be as good as a child.
"Alas. Carefully putting Natsuki on the ground, Otto sighed deeply at the untouched boy, there is so much that can help this person, and whether he can survive next can only depend on himself.
Otto, who had picked up his weapon from the ground, took one last look at Nanatsuki before turning and rushing out of the Great Hall. He is different from Caiyue, he still has a lot to do, he wants to open his own shop in a big city, and he must survive no matter what.
After Otto left, the atmosphere of the Great Hall fell into a panicked silence. Or rather, from the very beginning, the atmosphere here was like this. People are in trepidation, exchanging their thoughts.
"Grandma, will someone come to our rescue?" the young child looked up at the smiling old man beside him.
"Of course. The old man touched the child's green hair lovingly, and even kissed it emotionally, "The more difficult it is, the more you need heroes." ”
"Then I'm going to be a hero too!"
"That's not good, you just have to be grandma's grandson. ”
For some reason, the conversation between the old man and his grandson attracted Caiyue's attention, and he looked up at the two under the light tiredly, and then fell into a long silence. It seems that in memory, someone has said this to themselves.
Who was it? What did he say to himself? With his head resting on the wall behind him, Natsuki closed her eyes and began to remember.
"It's okay if you don't want to study, it's okay if you're afraid of failure, no matter what you become, you're my favorite child. ”
"Dad!!" opened his mouth slightly, and Caiyue shouted out such words, like a firefly that regained its starlight, and the power from the depths of her heart emerged from her body little by little.
"There is no shortage of stupid people who want to be heroes in this world, but Ajidona, every man is stupid!" Nanatsuki picked up the witch's dagger, then took a deep look and stabbed it into his chest.
I'm going to be my hero this time. (To be continued.) )