"I used to have a brother and a sister, counting me a total of four siblings, I am the eldest daughter, two sisters and a younger brother, my parents have a successful career, they are a very wealthy family, they live in a villa-like house surrounded by nature.

"During that summer vacation, on an afternoon when my parents were away, several men I didn't know broke into the house, wearing face masks even though it was the height of summer, and I knew at a glance that they were here to do bad things. As the eldest daughter, I must protect my younger brother and sister, but how can I be an opponent, right?

"Of course they came for the money, but they couldn't find it, so they started smashing the windows and the television, and they became anxious, and finally they came up with the most vicious idea for us sisters.

"The robbers said to me, 'Little sister, you are the eldest daughter, I should have told you where the important belongings of the house were, and if there was an earthquake, I would take the one who ran away or something, and if the robbers came, I handed over the one who let them leave or something, and I told you. ’

"'I don't know, I don't know that kind of thing. I'm telling the truth.

"The vicious robber threatened me: 'Then go find out.' If we're not satisfied, it's sad, but you're going to have to say goodbye to these kids one by one. Every 10 minutes one person, every 10 minutes bring something over. ’

"I started desperately searching for it at home, I had a terrible headache, I felt nauseous, I almost collapsed, it was a matter of my siblings' lives, I had to find out, but I didn't know what they wanted for anything valuable.

"'Time is ...... If you don't hurry...... If you don't hurry...... Take this biggest vase. It's so heavy, and it must be very valuable if it's so heavy. But I didn't make it ............

"By the time the police arrived, it was 30 minutes later, and I was the only one who survived.

"I don't mind what happens to me in the next life, I just feel that if God really exists, I'm going to accuse Him and rebel against Him. Because it's so unreasonable, obviously nothing bad is done. Until that day, I had the confidence to be a good sister, everything I wanted to protect was taken away in only thirty minutes, it was so unreasonable, how can I forgive this kind of life!"

The above are Yuri's memories and evaluations of his own life.

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"I see, lost everything I wanted to protect in an instant? Sakura remembers what she had experienced in the Moon World, but the ending was reversed.

"But," Sakura said, "shouldn't it be the robbers who should be accused and resisted in this matter?

"Don't say it so lightly!" Yuri roared, "With such great power in his lifetime, how can he understand the feelings of those of us who are weak!"

"How could I not understand, my strength is indeed very strong in your eyes, but I was also killed by someone stronger than me!" At this time, Sakura thought of her as Misaka 19090 as a springboard for the promotion of Level6, if the sisters were not poor Level2, all of them were the same as my sisters, how could there be such an ending? Maybe as clones, they still have a difficult future, but it is definitely much better (Sakura Misaka doesn't know Aresta's true purpose, so she thinks so).

"Why, then, don't you resent God's injustice?"

"It's impossible to say that I don't have a grudge now, but it's not God that I resent. It's not enough of my strength—"

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"How did I get born? I don't want to say more, but in short, when I was born, my fate was predestined, because I was too incompetent, too weak, and useless things have no value in existence. I participated in a mortal scientific experiment, I had to prove my worth to exist, and even though I was afraid of death, I allowed myself to accept the result, and I was a being like me who did not speak up and rebelled against the power and power of researchers and big people.

"But, for some reason, I didn't die, and I stayed away from the experiment that required the sacrifice of 10,000 'people', I wonder if the god in your mouth did something?

"I started going to school, of course, not the kind of school we are in now, the school I went to, the school that taught fighting and killing, I cherished this chance to survive, I had to be strong, and eventually, I graduated with honors.

"After graduation, the work began, many of which were life-threatening and life-threatening jobs, but during this time, I was more down-to-earth than ever, I was needed, I had the value of existence, and at the same time, I also had companions and friends, and I also had a boyfriend, hehe.

"My boyfriend is a person with some kind of deep obsession, and for this reason, we broke the rules, and I was killed by my former companion, so he should have managed to escape from the pursuit. Although it's a very regrettable life, I don't resent it, it's obviously the end I brought on myself, what can I resent?

"Later, I found that my consciousness still did not disappear, but I lost my memory, and began to have a relationship with the god in my mouth, which is the time when I said 'I am not a human being', after something happened, I was sent to this world by her, and I also got the identity of a discipline inspection commissioner.

"Probably, I hope that I, and I can help you, untie your knots, and let go of yourself. Sakura said to Yuri with an inexplicable feeling. ”

The last sentence is Sakura's own imagination, Alayah is just aware of the interaction between the existing systems in this world (including some systems created by humans using the laws of creation) and the gradual accumulation of human consciousness changes in this world, and the human consciousness in this world may face a complete collapse, so he hints that Sakura will help solve it, and that's it.

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"It's just ...... A life completely played by fate in the applause. Yuri shuddered a little, "Didn't you really think about complaining to the gods?" Even though Sakura had tried her best to hide the shady content, it was enough to shock Yuri.

Yuri understands that people like Sakura have no need to deceive her at all. Although there are many places that are sloppy, the smart Yuri understands that even if Sakura comes from, he understands that there are some things that will never see the light of day, even if this is the afterlife, people don't say it.

"No, I resent that I wasn't strong enough. If I could be stronger, I would be in control of my own destiny. If you had the strength of my Issein, your family would be safe and sound, wouldn't it? However, none of this is meaningful, and the results that have already happened cannot be changed, so it is better to start again as soon as possible, right?" Sakura asked rhetorically with an inexplicable feeling. ”

"What about you?" asked Yuri.

"I'll at least let me fulfill my obligations as a member of the Discipline Inspection Committee in this world, right? Now, as long as I have the ability, I must do my best in everything I do, and I don't want to leave any regrets in any world. Sakura solemnly informs here. ”

"However, you, as a member of the discipline inspection committee, are violating the school rules in disguise. ”

"As a member of the discipline inspection committee, I don't want to maintain the school rules, ordinary students are just the background of this world, and the school rules are meaningless at all, after all, the role of this world is ............"

"Phew, I probably understand your way of thinking. Yuri walked to the window and looked at the dark school, "I need some time, and now we don't need to fight you on the front for the time being." ”

"What are you going to do over there?"

"I'm not going to stop him for the time being, and if someone on the front chooses to disappear by themselves, I can't force him to stay, right? (To be continued)