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Perhaps, as Wu Min said, Cheng Fang was not a very strong and rigid woman, so after seeing such a scene, she was stimulated to a certain extent......

"Hey. Before Lu Ran could speak, Wu Min sighed deeply again. This breath made his guilt and remorse completely outpour.

"I shouldn't have let her out of this mission again. ”

In Wu Min's words, half of Cheng Fang's problems were attributed to his own responsibility.

"Why do you say that?" Lu Ran could see that Wu Min was about to speak and stopped.

"When she looked at the woman's corpse, I thought, she saw her mother. Wu Min seemed to be talking to himself, looked at the white wall opposite, and said.

What the?

Her mother?

Lu Ran felt that Wu Min's words always revealed more and more information.

What happened to her mother, who also died tragically?

Lu Ran's heart suddenly became nervous, much more nervous than when he heard Wu Min recall that mission just now.

"What do you mean?"

"Cheng Fang's mother, when she was very young, died. She was raised by her father. Her mother's death was half accidental, half man-made.

But at the end of the day, it's man-made.

Her mother, when she was ten years old, was unfortunately robbed. The criminals robbed her mother of her belongings, and in the process of snatching, stabbed her in the body......"

Wu Min couldn't say any more.

The rest of the part, Lu Ran can imagine the approximation, "I stabbed it, where did it pierce it, did it hit the critical position?

Lu Ran asked a few questions one after another, and Wu Min nodded, "At that time, the night was already dark, and there were not too many passers-by passing by her mother, and when Cheng Fang met her mother again, she was already in the hospital." ”

Regarding the death of Cheng Fang's mother, Wu Min did not want to describe more. He paused, skipped this paragraph, and continued to talk about Cheng Fang, "It is precisely because of this that she, who is not strong, has been determined to be a policeman since she was a child. ”

Speaking of this, Lu Ran understood a little more.

Lu Ran didn't know that Cheng Fang had such a childhood experience, so when she saw a life, once again, disappear in front of her, and she herself was powerless to return to the sky, the trauma in her heart suddenly touched the depths of her memory.

What others see is the scene of a murder, but what she sees is a repetition of the tragedy.

Lu Ran could imagine how strong the sense of powerlessness in Cheng Fang's heart was at that moment, as if after so many years of hard work, he never had time to save a life, nor could he change his fate.

Lu Ran was still thinking about it, Wu Min's expression was ugly, and he said to himself: "She wasn't like this suddenly, I should have known about it." She's always been very demanding of herself, and sometimes, I feel like she's putting too much pressure on herself.

If the case is successfully solved, she will quickly make a request and move on to the next case investigation. She hardly gives herself any time to rest. In the beginning, I appreciated her positive and hard-working attitude.

However, once there was an obstacle in the case and it could not be solved for a while, she would lock herself in the office all day and all night, and I even saw her constantly tearing her hair when she was thinking anxiously. As if only in this way could she release the anxiety in her heart.

At that time, I already noticed that there was something wrong with her mental condition.

This case, we worked hard to investigate, but for a long time, there was no breakthrough, and after I saw that she had that kind of anxiety situation and behavior again, I gave her a vacation, wanting her to rest and rest.

However, I still called her when I went to the police, and I didn't expect that to be like that when I arrived at the scene. I didn't expect it to bring back her memory again......"

Wu Min's tone was full of remorse.

It seems that he is the murderer who killed Cheng Fang, since Cheng Fang's accident, he has been feeling guilty, thinking that if he hadn't sent Cheng Fang to work again, perhaps, she would not have become what she is now.

In other words, it is her long-accumulated psychological problems that have led to today's situation. Lu Ran followed Wu Min's words and continued to speculate, and it was only at this time that he felt that all the doubts in his heart had been solved.

"That's ...... so"

Freezing three feet, not a day's cold. The reason why Cheng Fang was so stimulated after that police dispatch was not just because of the cruelty of that mission.

But since her childhood, a seed of anxiety has been planted in her heart, and since the death of her mother, she has naturally had a sense of mission, a sense of mission to fight against all illegal forces.

Although her mother is gone, she still wants to use all the efforts she can to make up for the irreparable regret in her childhood.

In the depths of Cheng Fang's consciousness, there is also an indescribable sense of self-blame for her mother's death.

If I could have been able to protect my mother, perhaps, the tragedy would not have happened.

So, she began to work desperately, wanting to keep getting stronger and be able to prevent more tragedies.

However, as long as the self-blame in her heart does not subside, she will never be satisfied with her abilities. Especially when there is a task that she can't solve, she will be especially dissatisfied with herself, which is what Wu Min said, and become extremely anxious.

And Cheng Fang herself didn't realize this.

Wu Min also did not realize the seriousness of Cheng Fang's psychological problems deeply and in a timely manner, on the surface, she was just under too much pressure at work. So Wu Min gave her a holiday, thinking that she would get better if she rested for a while, which was understandable.

Knowing the general context of the whole thing, Lu Ran knew it in his heart.

"Officer Wu, according to your description, I have a certain understanding of Officer Cheng's situation, and I think you shouldn't blame yourself too much.

It's not your fault. Think about it, even if she didn't follow you to the police this time, wouldn't she be anxious?"

Lu Ran's rhetorical question also made Wu Min think.

"As long as life goes on, work goes on, and Officer Cheng never realizes what her psychological problems are, her stress will slowly accumulate until the day she collapses.

The task of going to the police is not the real cause of her mental breakdown, but just a fuse for her collapse.

Even if there is no such fuse, sooner or later there will be other fuses. ”

After Lu Ran said this, Wu Min turned his face, looked at him, turned to smile, and said, "You are worthy of being a psychiatrist." (To be continued.) )