Chapter 14: The ...... Is it jealousy?
The weather in Seoul at the beginning of February was still very cold, and the air-conditioning system in the company's old building was very old, so it was not very warm in this practice room, and if you stepped on the cold floor barefoot, it was not possible to say that there was a possibility of catching a cold - but Kim Shizheng only felt hot all over: she had just wiped her face with a towel, but at this moment her forehead was once again dripping with sweat.
The day has finally arrived.
This moment has finally arrived.
This beautiful fairy tale that once made her ecstatic and made her now sad and headache for a little trainee may finally have an ending at this moment, right?
After seeing the final result, maybe she will finally be able to get relief, right?
The first full-fledged job she took as a member of the company was so impressed that even though it had been almost a week since she had finished all her filming work and returned to her normal life as a trainee, her whole person was still mired in a strong "sequelae" - no matter where she was or what she was doing, the various scenes she had participated in the filming of the music video would always come to Kim Se-jung's mind.
She was shouted "Cut" more than a dozen times in a row because she couldn't accurately achieve the close-up expression required by the director, and she seemed to become stiff in front of the flashing red camera that she thought she would never be afraid of, and she was nervous when she looked at the gloomy face of the male-looking director after finally finishing part of her storyboard, and she began to become flustered and uneasy because of the unsuccessful start...... And she who was comforted by the smile of the senior, and she who finally completed the whole shot at the last point......
Those memories, those pictures, lingered in front of her eyes, making her unable to sleep all night long, the whole person looked like she had lost her soul, and even her normal practice was greatly affected - in these days, Jin Shizheng has been criticized by almost all the instructors of the course in turn, if it weren't for the good relationship between her and these teachers in the past, plus she herself is a trainee who works hard enough, she even feels that she will be removed from the "open trainee plan" if she doesn't say it well expelled from the city.
At the beginning, when she was unexpectedly selected to become the MV heroine of the senior's solo debut song, almost all the other trainees thought that Kim Se-jong, a girl who had only been in the company for a long time and had very little qualifications, had good luck and was only one step away from her debut - but if she, "Bae Joo-hyun's second", collapsed after filming that MV and was demoted in the company, it would become a big joke.
Fortunately, her ordeal is finally coming to an end - in less than ten minutes, the official version of the MV will be released online.
'I didn't do so well, what will become of this MV in the end?'
After being tormented by this thought for more than a week, Kim Se-jeong felt like a restless middle school student who had been waiting for an extremely important test result to be released - at this moment, seeing that the results were finally about to be announced, whether the final result was flawless or unsatisfactory, at least she should be liberated from those memories and images, right?
Holding the towel in his hand tightly, Jin Shizheng was full of endless anticipation, but he was inexplicably nervous to the point where it became difficult to breathe: even Dong Shihui's voice next to her, she felt as if she couldn't hear it.
"Shizheng, Shizheng, are you alright?"
It wasn't until Dong Shihui shook her arm vigorously and put her face in front of her that she barely calmed herself down a little - so she heard Dong Shihui's inquiring voice full of concern.
“…… Ahh......h A little nervous. ”
"What are you nervous about? You're so pretty in that teaser that I can't even recognize you, I'm going to die of envy. ”
It is impossible not to envy.
Among all the female trainees in the company, Jin Shizheng is the one closest to her, but after Jin Shizheng was unexpectedly selected, when Dong Shihui's ears can almost always hear the trainees around her in a tone full of complex feelings when they are talking about "Bae Joo-hyun second", although she has also tried hard to be more generous and want to let go, but in the end, her heart is still occupied by feelings called envy.
How could it not be envious?
The last girl idol group launched by the company was f(x), and that was almost five years ago.
Almost all the female trainees in the company know very well that there is not much time left for them to compete - whether it is the project of the "Open Trainee Program" itself, or the sparing effort to let Kim Taeyeon and Kim Hyoyeon, the two seniors of the girls' generation, personally guide the female trainees, almost all signs indicate that the company is already planning to build a new girl group very seriously.
If this new girl group is a large group like Girls' Generation, SuperJunior, or EXO, it would be fine, but if the company's planning department wants to produce a so-called "exquisite" and "high-quality" five-member group similar to SHINee or f(x) that inherits TVXQ's model......
With the help of EXO's popularity of the popularity king, Pei Zhuhyun, who has reached a height that other trainees can only admire, and Jiang Shiqi, who has the highest seniority and the strongest comprehensive strength among the female trainees - although the recent state of these two "seniors" who have been made public on the Internet does not seem to be very good, but as long as there are no big accidents, they can already be said to have almost firmly occupied the two debut places, and after these two recognized hot candidates, there are not many places left for others:
And now, it seems that the girl Kim Se-jung is also going to ride the typhoon called "NAN" and float into the sky.
There is not much time left for them to compete.
There doesn't seem to be much left for them to compete in.
Dong Shihui has been leaving her hometown and coming to South Korea for almost two years, as a girl, she knows that she can't waste six or seven years as a trainee like the compatriot who was very kind to her - Dong Shihui knows that she has no way back at all, and unlike the senior who doesn't know what kind of mood she is waiting for the second chance to debut, for her, maybe the next chance is her only chance.
Further, the sea and the sky, take a step back, and the cliff is ten thousand feet.
If it is debut, a member of the company's proud idol family, standing beside those legendary predecessors.
If you don't succeed, you will either continue to be a trainee for I don't know how many years, or you will leave this sad place and leave this cruel and ruthless country......
This thought was so terrible and so gloomy that Dong Shihui didn't even want to think about it.
In such a "desperate situation", how could she not envy Jin Shizheng?
"Dondon Ernie, forget about others, why do you even want to laugh at me!"
Looking at Jin Shizheng, who was lifting the big towel again and rubbing his face constantly, and listening to her voice coming out vaguely through the towel, Dong Shihui's heart was suddenly filled with an inexplicable strange feeling--In terms of appearance? She has won through thousands of troops and stood out in the auditions in the largest number of people in China, in terms of figure? How can Jin Shizheng, who is half a head shorter than her and half a circle smaller than her, compare to her?
Jin Shizheng obviously got such a big benefit, and he fell in love with the super popular senior, but at this time, he still has to make such an appearance, is this sister too ......
“…… What's wrong with you?"
This...... Is it jealousy?
Dong Shihui didn't notice that the sister who was next to her had taken away the towel covering her face and was looking at her with a puzzled face, and she didn't realize that the other party was asking her softly.
She was startled by the series of thoughts that had just subconsciously flooded into her mind.
How could she think of Kim Se-jung like that?
That's Kim Se-jong, who has been helping her, supporting her, and taking care of her, the closest person in the company and in the country of Korea!
Is she crazy?