Chapter Ninety-Three: Out of Control
"I don't know...... Maybe I want to get some answers. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info "After a long time, Yuchun thought that Shen Nishang was asleep, and her voice sounded.
"The answer and exactly?" Yuchun wondered.
Shen Nishang didn't answer her again this time.
Yuchun could only hold back his doubts, put down the curtain, extinguished the candle, and retreated gently.
In the silence, snow fell on the rooftops.
Shen Nishang was lying on the bed with her eyes closed, and Rong Su's extremely pale face flashed in front of her when the ghost man was parading the streets that day...... Her mind quickly flashed over the various frontier information she had gathered.
The Sea Clan, the Hip Clan, the Ghost Man Clan, and the Snow Clan, all of these tribes are very different in appearance from the Middle-earth people, and in addition to these clans, the Soul Clan, the Jade Clan, the Bailing Clan, and the Cicada Cloth Clan mentioned by Rong Su ...... Her instincts told her that it was apparently not.
In addition, the Listening Heaven Clan, the Wendi Clan, the Closed Mouth Clan, the Companion Beast Clan, and the Rock Clan...... There is too little information on the booklet obtained by the bookstore, only involving some physical characteristics, some of which do not even have physical characteristics, only one family name, which is not as detailed as the information she got from Rong Su Muqing, it is really difficult to judge.
Rong Su must have some kind of relationship with the border people, and she can almost be sure of this now.
But what she couldn't understand was Rong Su's concern for Mu Qing...... And today's temptation, Rong Su also gave the answer.
He did not deny it, that is to say, there was indeed some reason for his concern about Mu Qing.
What is the relationship between two people whose living environment, even their background, and even their age are very different?
Rong Su's "long-cherished wish has not been fulfilled", could it be that it is also related to Mu Qing?
It stands to reason that it shouldn't.
After thinking about it for a long time, she couldn't think of the end, and Shen Nishang could only give up.
Before falling asleep in a daze, she remembered Li Chenggong's favorite sentence: "Why do you want to do so much? Since God has put things in front of you, sooner or later you will understand." ”
Perhaps, Li Chenggong's words are right.
Take your time, she's not the same person she is now, she has enough time and patience.
In her previous life, she would definitely do what she wanted to do, but now, how can she give up easily.
After a faint smile, she fell asleep.
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The next day was the twenty-ninth year.
Shen Nishang sat with Mrs. Si and talked.
She told Mrs. Si about Wuge.
Mrs. Si was a little surprised: "She is willing to tell you her name?"
Shen Nishang shook her head helplessly: "She didn't say it to me, she said it to Young Master Mu." When I asked her, she didn't say a word. ”
"Young Master Mu?" Mrs. Si looked at her, "Which Young Master Mu?"
Shen Nishang hadn't talked to Mrs. Si about the details of these things before, and she didn't have any intention of hiding it at this time, so she said everything she could say. Regarding the speculation about Ling Fei's identity, as well as Shang Zilu and Mu Qing, she did not hide it.
"In this way, you met this Young Master Mu from the owner of that spice shop. Mrs. Si said, "This old seventh surname is Ling...... I can't say that it really has something to do with the Enhou Mansion as you guessed. By the way, do they know each other?"
Shen Nishang shook her head.
"You've divided all the shares, and you're going to do business together, don't you plan to let the family meet?" Mrs. Si raised her eyebrows.
"Isn't it just in time? After waiting for the next year, let's find a date. I have already agreed with Zhang Shaodong's family to find a time for everyone to meet. She sighed again, "Actually, I didn't think about picking up so many people in the morning." Originally, I thought that Zhang Shaodong's family would manage it by manpower, and then Ling Fei and Shang Zilu would have some way, and they would have someone to help them in case of trouble-"
"Isn't Young Master Mu good?" Mrs. Si handed the hand stove to Miaozhen, closed her eyes and leaned against it, and called Miaohong to press her head for her.
"He's not bad—" Shen Nishang didn't know what to say, and searched for words, "He's a little different from others, I'm just a little worried about trouble." ”
"Trouble?" Mrs. Si opened her eyes with some interest, "And the trouble you are afraid of?
Shen Nishang has now summed up the way to talk to Mrs. Si, that is, to automatically filter out the words she doesn't want to hear, so that she can chat happily.
This time, too, she ignored the ridicule in Mrs. Si's tone, and asked the doubts in her heart: "How can you say that a person's temperament can be as simple as a child?"
Mrs. Si glanced at her: "What's so surprising about this? It's nothing more than nature, plus someone did it on purpose." ”
Intentionally?
Shen Nishang was stunned: "Madame means that someone deliberately?"
"The affairs of big families, there are many inside stories in this. Mrs. Si said lazily, "What you said is, one is that this person is pure and good by nature, and second, he is always inseparable from the people around him." If you're talking about Young Master Mu, I'm afraid you'll have to ask his father what he thinks?"
Shen Nishang pondered.
Mrs. Si said: "The world has only heard of killing, but there is another kind that is more murderous and invisible than killing. Raising people to be ignorant of the world and unsympathetic to human feelings, let others not be able to tell half a sentence of right and wrong. ”
"Madame is saying that this is what General Mu did on purpose?" Shen Nishang frowned.
"Where do I know?" said Madame Si, shrugging her shoulders and not paying attention, "I don't know anything about them, but that's what I came up with when you asked." How, who knows. is a good seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy, not stupid or stupid, but when he uses snacks, he is not as innocent as a child. ”
Shen Nishang didn't speak, only thought to herself.
As the saying goes, the bylooker is clear, although Mrs. Si's words are bizarre, but they may not be unreasonable.
On the last day of her previous life, she heard rumors in the city.
Mu Qing went mad, and then Bai Yuanzhi recognized his ancestors and returned to his ancestors.
In this way, Bai Yuanzhi can also be regarded as Mu Qing's eldest brother, but this doesn't make sense, even if Mu Dongheng prefers Bai Yuanzhi, there is no reason to treat Mu Qing badly.
What's more, Bai Yuanzhi's life experience has not been revealed at this time.
There's no reason to think about it.
And that Mama Hu, listening to Mu Qing's tone, was very admiring of her, why would she abandon the eldest princess's eldest son?
The more I thought about Shen Nishang, the more suspicious I felt.
She sighed secretly, the puddle of water in the General's Mansion is only afraid that it is also extraordinarily deep.
"I heard that Young Master Mu is very good-looking, but is it true?" Mrs. Si suddenly asked, her phoenix eyes shining with an interesting expression.
Shen Nishang couldn't say anything against her heart, so she had to nod.
"It's so good-looking?" Mrs. Si was dissatisfied with her perfunctory and asked, "How good-looking, let's hear it?"
"It's just pretty good. "Shen Nishang is really poor in vocabulary on this.
"If you said this, will you talk?" Mrs. Si glared at her angrily.
Shen Nishang glared back at her with a wooden face.
She didn't know how to describe it, and she didn't have a camera, otherwise she could have taken one.
"How is that Ling Fei and Shangzi's path?" Mrs. Si thought about it again, and asked without giving up: "Who is better looking than these three?"
Shen Nishang was speechless.
I thought to myself, you are a woman in your thirties, how can you be interested in the appearance of other teenagers, not dignified at all, okay?
But at most, I can only slander it.
She still replied honestly: "They all look good." Shang Zilu has dark skin, but he looks heroic. Ling Fei is delicate in appearance, but slightly feminine. Young Master Mu's words, if you only look at your appearance, you don't have any regrets. ”
Mrs. Si nodded: "That means that Young Master Mu is the best-looking." ”
Shen Nishang thought about it, if you talk about looks alone, this is indeed the case.
She nodded.
"Then are there any of these three that you like?" Mrs. Si suddenly approached with a smile, her beautiful eyes flickering, full of interest.
What does she like?
Shen Nishang was speechless.
How can it be?
Mo said that these three people's personalities are not tempered with her at all, even if the personality is what she likes, she can't think about a teenager who is more than ten years younger than her.
She thought so, and said so, "How is that possible?"
"Why can't it?" Mrs. Si raised her eyebrows, "Young Mu Ai, young girl Huaichun, human nature." Besides, these people are not short of money or power, and since they are willing to cooperate with you, they may not have other thoughts. ”
"Madame also said that my identity is incompatible, and Madame told me this, aren't you afraid that I will be so ambitious and end up bleeding?" Shen Nishang asked rhetorically.
"If it were someone else, I wouldn't say anything like that. But you?" Mrs. Si picked up a piece of preserved fruit and handed it to her lips, and waited for Shen Nishang to eat it helplessly before she happily showed a satisfied smile, "Naturally, you won't." Do you know what I like most about you?"
Shen Nishang shook her head.
Mrs. Si stretched out her slender jade finger and scratched her cheek, and her tone was playful: "You have brains and courage enough, but you will never trespass." Anyway, compared to the average girl, you really know how to measure. This little face is also beautiful, and even I like it more and more. ”
Shen Nishang automatically ignored the latter sentence and caught the unfinished meaning in Mrs. Si's words: "Madame, but you think there is something bad about Nishang?"
"Not good? I didn't say you're bad. Mrs. Si sat back lazily and took her tea and drank it.
"Madame said no matter what," Shen Nishang looked at her, "that is, there are still bad points." ”
Mrs. Si didn't speak immediately, and after slowly taking two sips of tea, she didn't answer her, but asked, "How do you think people should be happy in their lives?"
Shen Nishang lowered her head and thought: "Do what you want to do, and don't be controlled by others." ”
"That's it?" said Mrs. Si, raising her eyebrows.
Shen Nishang thought for a moment and bowed her head.
Mrs. Si glanced at her, retracted her gaze, and gently shook the tea with the tea lid: "You think like this, I used to think like this. After saying this, she paused slightly, smiled faintly, "But later, I realized that no one in this world can really control their own lives." Even if it's your own life, you can't. It is the respect of the emperor, and there are times when you have to do it as a last resort and don't want to do it. What about ordinary people like us?"
Shen Nishang did not speak.
What Mrs. Si said, she could naturally understand.
However, she has always lived this life.
Even if she is limited by her body, everything she does is what she wants to do and is willing to do.
This sense of self-determination has been ingrained in her bones, and she wants to do her best to achieve it even if she lives a lifetime again.
She knows it won't be easy, but that doesn't mean she has to give up on her ideas.
"What does that lady think about being a talented person?" Shen Nishang smiled and changed the subject.
She noticed that Mrs. Si was more and more fond of chatting with her.
And she is not averse.
Chatting is also a matter that requires opponents, and Mrs. Si is indeed an extremely intelligent and transparent woman.
"Happy?" Mrs. Si smiled lightly, looking at her gaze with a strange length, "Do you think I'm happy?"
Shen Nishang hesitated: "Sometimes." ”
Sometimes, she felt that Mrs. Si was happy, but sometimes, she seemed to feel that she was hiding her true emotions with happiness.
"What a clever girl...... Mrs. Si was silent for a while, only looked at her with a smile, and after a while, "There is no complete happiness in the world, it is because there are unhappy descendants who can understand what happiness is." You've seen enough of what you've been through now, but it's really too little. When you have tasted enough of unhappiness, you will know that if you want to make yourself happy, then don't think too highly, be greedy too far, the easier it is to achieve what you want, the easier it will be for you to make yourself happy. ”
"Madame," Shen Nishang hesitated, "Madame thinks I'm too simple and too greedy?"
She always felt that there was some kind of meaning hidden in Mrs. Si's words, which might be Mrs. Si's own past, or maybe it was for her...... She couldn't be sure.
"People, it is already a great blessing to be able to do a few things in this life that you can do in the end. How can you force everything. Mrs. Si looked out the door, the snowflakes had not completely stopped since the night before, and now it was falling heavily, "So don't think too much about it, so that you will be less sad and more happy." ”
"Can I ask Madame a question?" The atmosphere was good today, and Shen Nishang suddenly wanted to ask a question that had been in her heart for a long time.
Mrs. Si didn't look at her: "Say." ”
She still hesitated, and raised her eyes to look at Mrs. Si's gaze: "Is Madam the Shen Mansion chosen by herself?"
Didn't ask directly, but both understood the meaning of the question.
"yes. Mrs. Si glanced at her faintly, "It's been a long time?"
Shen Nishang was honest.
"What do you think I have?" Mrs. Si lowered her eyes and smiled, and looked at her, "I am a daughter of a side room, although I am on the family tree, but I have no maternal support, and my father's family is just a businessman, both a brother and a mother's uncle, just relying on these few skin appearances?"
"It's not like that. Shen Nishang instinctively felt that what Mrs. Si said was wrong, "Madame is not a person who is greedy for wealth and nobility, even if it is not the Shen Mansion, I mean that Madame is not the kind of person who values the family background and money, if Madame is willing, it may not be impossible to find a single-minded person, even if it is not as rich as the Shen Mansion, but the life is ......."
With a woman like Mrs. Si, coupled with her mother's affairs, in Shen Nishang's heart, she should not be a person who is willing to marry others. (To be continued.) )