"Xiao Jing ~~ Xiao Jing ~~" My father was waving to him across a small ditch, "Jump over ~~"

Only Xiao Yejing, who was knee-high as her father, pursed her mouth, and the silver clear water was happily slipping past her feet, splashing a star from time to time, shining like a magic firework in front of the little girl's big black eyes, making the girl can't help but close her eyes, and her body unconsciously took a small step back.

"Don't be afraid, this ditch is not wide...... "The father squatted down and made a jumping posture, encouraging his daughter, "Like this, hey~~ya~~, I've been rescued!"

"Hmm......" Xiao Yejing took a deep breath, and her mouth was full of the fresh taste of the splash, and the sweet breath was like her mother's embrace, which made people's hearts full of security.

The little girl wiped her nose, took a few steps back, and then grinned as she ran towards her father.

Approaching the water's edge, the girl jumped vigorously, like a butterfly, on the fluorescent water, lightly skimming, and the opposite shore seemed to be getting closer and closer......

Suddenly, a black air word water steamed upward, and the beautiful splash disappeared in an instant, leaving only the dry riverbed, like a bottomless abyss, as if it was about to swallow the girl!

"Ahhh......h

"Xiao Jing!!"

With her father's panicked shouts, Ye Jing woke up from the bed suddenly, and after a short period of adaptation in the dark, what caught her eye was the familiar furnishings of the bedroom, as well as the sweet breathing of the other three girls in their sleep.

"Whew......" Ye Jing breathed a sigh of relief, put up the pillow, leaned on it, and faced the floor-to-ceiling sliding door leading to the balcony. The bright moonlight was shining into the room through the thin gauze curtains, and everything seemed peaceful and a little weird.

Ye Jing remembers that when she was a child, she followed her father to go out outside the small town where her grandmother's house lived, with red flowers and green grass, water, wood, insects and birds, for children like Ye Jing, everything was full of fun. Until her father tried to encourage her to jump over a diversion channel for irrigation, but because she couldn't find a good place to stay, Ye Jing, who jumped to the water's edge, stepped into the mud and soiled half of her pants. For this, my father also scolded my mother......

At this time, the scene in the dream was still in Ye Jing's mind.

A ravine that cannot be crossed......

It's like between her and Lu Jingying......

That chasm may be very wide, so wide that even if Ye Jing tries her best to run, she is destined to fall to the bottom before reaching the other side.

That chasm may be very narrow, so narrow that Ye Jing sometimes even thinks that if she gently raises her legs, she can come to the other side of happiness.

But here's the problem......

She didn't know......

She didn't know if the distance between her and Lu Jingying was wide and narrow, she didn't know if or when she should try to cross that distance, and the only thing she knew was that if she failed to jump, she would lose everything......

It sounded like a gamble, a gamble that Ye Jing couldn't afford to pay......

"If it goes on like this......" Ye Jing looked at the moonlight flowing on the gauze curtain in a daze, rising and falling with the breeze, and said to herself, "Is it really good......

Sometimes, we who yearn for freedom and longing for independence hope in our hearts that someone can tell us what to do next? And how to do it? At least in that case, even if there is nothing in the end, at least a broken heart, there is still someone to confide in or vent to, it is all your fault, you made me do it......

I'm really scared to lose everything I have because of my reckless, self-righteous actions, even if I don't have everything I want, but it's still like a sugar pot full of honey, soaked with sweetness......

Silently guarding her, just like I have always done, I just want her to be happy all the time, all the time, isn't it? But why, every time I see her in a dream, my heart always wants to be choked by something, I can't breathe, and my eyes are full of tears......

Early the next morning, Zhang Luqi, who has always been the earliest in the bedroom, was surprised to find that Ye Jing, who was used to lying in bed, got up very early today and was outside the balcony, leaning on the railing to look at something.

Zhang Luqi put on her clothes and pants and quietly pushed open the sliding door of the balcony, but even so, the balls in the door rail still made a sliding sound. But what's interesting is that Ye Jing didn't seem to notice, still carrying her on her back, looking blankly at the scenery outside the house.

"Ah~~" Zhang Luqi came behind Ye Jing and hugged her, "What are you doing?"

"Wow!" Ye Jing was excited, although she was prepared for this way of greeting her senior sister, but being suddenly hugged from behind by a girl like this, Ye Jing would still be in a mess, and her excessive reaction always made the mischievous Zhang Luqi feel more accomplished and satisfied.

"Why did you ...... early in the morning" As soon as she met Ye Jing, Zhang Luqi noticed her dark circles, "Uh, didn't you sleep well last night?"

"Uh...... I ......" Ye Jing wanted to refute, but seeing Zhang Luqi's concerned look, any quibbling must be in vain, "It's true that I didn't sleep well, there are ...... Some things on my mind......"

"What's on your mind?" Zhang Luqi frowned, "Seeing that you are so entangled, you don't look like yourself anymore......"

"Not like myself?" Ye Jing didn't seem to have heard someone say this for the first time, so she couldn't help asking, "What ......about it?" I...... What am I supposed to look like?"

"You......" Zhang Luqi smiled, "You don't seem to be the kind of person who will be entangled in your heart for something, blindly move forward bravely, and do what you want is you......"

"Say...... I seem to be very brainless...... "Although she said this, Ye Jing was still quite impressed by Senior Sister's evaluation of her straightforwardness and bravery, but it was just ......

"It's just that you still have to think twice about everything, right?" Ye Jing sighed softly, "Otherwise, if there are any consequences......

"Then we'll talk about it then......" Zhang Luqi interjected.

"Huh?" Ye Jing was stunned for a moment, unable to answer for a while.

"Hehe......" Zhang Luqi said with a smile, "Do what you think, even if you get into trouble, you don't run away, but use this to slowly try to make up for it, maybe it's a bit of a bit of a don't hit the south wall and don't look back, but ...... You're that, aren't you?"

Ye Jing's eyes lit up, as if a strong wind had violently blown away the blockage in his heart.

"Just like you did in Li Ming's idol club,......" Zhang Luqi continued, "I obviously don't want to take this job, but every time I am so dedicated, I am so committed to the point that I will not hesitate to cause trouble for those people, I guess Li Ming feels a headache when he sees you, right?"

Ye Jing smiled embarrassedly.

"But ......" Zhang Luqi said and held Ye Jing's hands, "Every time you get into trouble in the idol club, you don't run away, don't you?"

"I ......"

"You smile at others every day, but you also have your own troubles, right?" Zhang Luqi gently touched Ye Jing's head, "Sometimes, what you want, you can't get it with a smile alone!"

The little girl in the memory of "Papapa...... "The little girl who was still planted in the mud ditch after running from afar, was throwing the mud off the ground along the trouser tube. The immature face did not cry, and the red ankle was actually not so painful, and he reached out to push away his father's arm because he was worried about wanting to pick her up, and said to his father with a stubborn face.

Almost, if I do it again, I'll be able to jump through!

The father laughed, okay, good daughter, Dad is waiting here, jump again!

"But the clothes are dirty......"

"If your clothes are dirty, your mother will wash them for you, but neither your mother nor your father can help you jump farther......"

Ye Jing, who woke up from the memories, nodded gratefully at Senior Sister Luqi, clenched her fists and seemed to have regained the courage to pursue.

"Senpai......"

"Aha~~" Before Ye Jing could speak, Zhang Luqi preemptively said, "Look at you, you have figured it out! I'll just say it......"

Sister Luqi asked with a gossipy face: "Is it about the girl who came back with you last time, Peach, you really like the same boy as her!

"Huh?" Ye Jing had a black line on her face.

I saw that the senior sister looked recognized, and gave her a thumbs up: "Don't worry, if you like it, if you like it, I will definitely support you, senior sister!

I'm dizzy......

Ye Jing was really speechless......

But, like the senior sister said, like ...... I just like it......

To me, you are such a real being, and any illusory speculation will only blur the bond between me and you.

To me, you are irreplaceable, and any fear of losing you reminds me to hold you firmly