If life deceives you, don't be sad, don't be anxious,

Be calm in the days of gloom: believe it, and happy days will come.

The heart is always yearning for the future, but now it is often melancholy.

Everything is instantaneous, everything will pass, and what has passed will become a kind nostalgia.

I don't know how many people Pushkin has encouraged to continue to be optimistic in the trough and strive to continue to move forward - Wang Nanqian, who has experienced many setbacks in his life as a trainee for many years, and does not know how many methods he has used to motivate himself to continue on this road, is naturally very familiar with the content of this poem.

However......

What if you need to be calm on a gloomy day, but you can't keep your composure no matter what?

Will happy days come? Everything is fleeting, everything is going to pass?

When will it come, when will it pass?

Wang Nanqian, who has never believed in horoscope numerology, can't help but have some doubts about his life at this moment - did he really make any mistakes in his previous life, or did some sinful evil when he was young and ignorant, so that he would encounter this kind of tribulation?

If this is not retribution, then what can it be?

The more he fears that something will happen, the more it will happen, and this nightmarish development is almost about to become an inseparable plot in his life.

'What the hell is it about being your spring?'

When such a sentence rang in his ears so abruptly, Wang Nanqian felt as if his whole person had suddenly burst from the inside out--he hadn't imagined the situation when this matter was exposed, and it wasn't that he hadn't imagined various ways to deal with and save it, but he never expected that the first person to pierce this secret that he didn't want to be discovered would be Zheng Endi.

I should have found some crappy excuse to gag her.

That's the right solution.

knew what to do at this time, but Wang Nanqian found that he had no way to do it.

Faced with this girl who had been intimate for a period of time, and then was politely rejected by him, those explanations and prevarications couldn't be said - it was because he had to hurt the other party, so at such a moment, did he have no way to deal with the other party with those lies and excuses?

Wang Nanqian, who had already survived the whole day in a daze, but still hadn't sorted out his clue and didn't know how to face the situation that he couldn't escape and had to face, mechanically finished practicing with the other members, as if he wanted to escape reality, and shrunk his whole body into the sofa in the practice room.

“…… Brother, what's wrong with you?"

“……”

Looking at the guy who was paralyzed on the sofa in the practice room with blank eyes and a whole person as if he had lost his soul, Lu Han, who was also a little exhausted after a full day of high-intensity practice, couldn't help but lean in and asked softly.

Although Wang Nanqian is the member with the most personal schedules and activities in the entire group, but in the recent period, all the members of EXO have been concentrating on preparing for the upcoming return, almost all of their personal schedules have been postponed, and everyone's life is not too hard, at least there is still time to lie in bed and sleep every day - but why does this brother in front of him look like he is about to die? It seems to be even worse than the time when he was so busy that he couldn't even go back to the dormitory.

Just as Lu Han had expected, the slumped brother didn't react to his voice—he quietly looked back, and when he confirmed that the other members weren't paying attention to the two of them, he raised his voice slightly.

"Brother, what's going on with you, has something happened?"

“…… Huh?"

Although the guy in front of him still looked half-dead and out of his body, at least this time he finally responded.

"Brother, are you not feeling well?"

“…… I'm fine. ”

It's weird if it's okay, think everyone else is all idiots?

Complaining in his heart about the other party's words that were obviously perfunctory to himself, so he seemed extremely cold and indifferent, Lu Han sighed softly, not knowing what else to say at this moment, and silently retreated.

After experiencing so many messy, ridiculous and speechless things that happened at the beginning of the year, the relationship between the members has become more or less strange, although everyone does not show anything on the surface, but Lu Han can still clearly feel the faint and strange atmosphere.

And the four Chinese members who used to have a very close relationship so much that Lu Han felt that they might never be separated for the rest of their lives also created a huge estrangement because of those very bad things- Although Wu Yifan, who is the initiator of everything, has been very low-key and humble since he returned, as if he has indeed changed his ways, he always feels that this guy seems to have put an invisible mask on his face, and Zhang Yixing, I don't know when he began to notice that this younger brother always seems to have some indescribable emotions in his eyes when he looks at him......

Now, even the brother who is closest to him and has a very important position in his heart seems to be reluctant to open up to him.

How did things come to this?

It was probably two or three o'clock in the morning.

After a hard and busy day, he should have felt sleepy, but Zheng Endi, who was leaning on the wide seat of the nanny car, didn't even feel the slightest sleep.

Although she was extremely tired, both mentally and physically, she just couldn't close her eyes and temporarily disconnect herself from this unforgiving and cruel reality.

Stunned, he watched the street lights flashing back outside the car window, what had he been working so hard outside all day? Zheng Endi could hardly recall, what had he done today, what would he do tomorrow?

The announcements and work that had taken up most, if not all of her life, were completely unimportant to her at the moment—there was only one extremely simple, yet extremely complex thought in her mind:

How did things come to this?

There had been a lot of speculation and doubt in her heart, and when all this really became a reality, the huge impact made her lose her mind almost immediately—she was ignited and exploded in an instant by all kinds of uncontrollable negative emotions, and she poured out all the feelings that had overflowed in the first place.

I can't remember exactly how I dialed that number, and I can't remember exactly how I hung up the call, and Zheng Eundi can't even remember what she said to the other party.

And then it turned out like this.

She used to think that she was Cinderella who lost everything after twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, but the crystal slipper that belonged to her should still be treasured by the prince, as long as the time is ripe, she, the owner of the crystal slipper, will definitely return to that position, who would have thought that what she played has always been an idol drama with an extremely lame script that makes people get tired of watching it-

The kind of idiot female number two who makes people laugh when they see it.、I didn't understand the situation at all.,But I'm still self-righteous and living in my own world.。

“…… Is...... Forget it...... But ......"

Sighing unconsciously, unconsciously spitting out incoherent words from his mouth, Zheng Eundi, who has always insisted on the things he has decided, and is most tired of hesitating after making a decision, or even giving up halfway, is upset, and regrets it inexplicably.

'Oppa, I want a complete explanation. ‘

It was one of the few words she could still remember vividly when she was completely out of control, when she was really bent on wanting to know the truth of the matter, just trying to figure out why she was being treated so ruthlessly and coldly, but when she gradually controlled her emotions and gradually calmed down, she felt that maybe she didn't want to listen to the so-called 'complete explanation' at all.

Where can there be a right or wrong relationship?

Since she is not the right person, since she is already out, so obsessed with an explanation and an answer, it seems that she is too stingy and has no energy-

At this time, maybe it is refreshing to say a free and easy word such as 'Okay, so be it's, and then turn away completely, no longer entangled, but more in line with the character of 'Zheng Endi', more like the style of 'Zheng Endi', and more able to win the favor of the other party, right?

Maybe it was a red light suddenly, and the nanny car that was still driving at high speed just now suddenly braked suddenly, making Zheng Endi, who was a little stunned and completely defenseless because of all kinds of thoughts just now, suddenly hit the car window - she was about to reach out and rub her forehead, which was knocked to pain, but the mobile phone that had been holding it in her hand vibrated at this moment.

Lowering her head and looking at the name that was displayed in the center of the phone screen, Zheng Endi's eyes narrowed unconsciously: the moment she saw this name, everything she was still hesitating and thinking about before had been thrown out of her mind.

Like an instinctive reaction to the enemy, Zheng Endi's spirit suddenly perked up.

"Is it Endi?"

The voice coming from the headphones was obviously a familiar voice that she couldn't be more familiar with, but it seemed extremely hypocritical.

"Ernie, it's me. “