Chapter 113: Future or Past
When Xu Le saw Lu Ran again, she sat in front of Lu Ran with a confused expression with the doctor's examination report.
She put the film she shot and a series of checklists in front of Lu Ran.
Lu Ran picked up the heart color ultrasound and electrocardiogram that Xu Le handed him, red and shiny, some places were obvious, and some looked blurry and couldn't understand.
Lu Ran directly skipped these pictures and looked at the final explanation: the measured inner diameter of each atrioventricular cavity was within the normal range, and there was no thickening of the left ventricular wall......
"Tell me what the doctor said. This is the professional domain of cardiologists, and Lu Ran believes that her doctors must have made full judgments.
"Well, the doctor said, there is no problem, one qiē is normal. Xu Le replied mechanically.
There is no problem, Lu Ran breathed a sigh of relief, but Xu Le's head kept down, and his expression was not relaxed.
Lu Ran looked at her with a smile, hoping that she could relax a little, "Are you still not at ease?" I have thought about it, every time you have an attack, there is a sign of difficulty breathing, could it be that you have a certain range of breathing disorders?
Lu Ran asked very directly, in order not to make Xu Ledong think about it and be too paranoid in the wrong direction, Lu Ran had to try his best to find out all possible situations.
"I checked, but no. ”
Xu Le's words were simple, but they surprised Lu Ran.
How many tests did Xu Le do this time?
"I checked the nasal cavity, throat, and respiratory tract, and even if there is asthma, I checked it, but no. ”
I don't know why, when Xu Le said this, he didn't feel relieved to be worried, but on the contrary, he looked more nervous, and his brows tightened.
"Then you suspected that you had signs of illness, did you ask the doctor about this?"
"Yes. ”
"What did the doctor say?"
He said that there were no signs, that he was in good condition, that he was mindful of it, and that there was no problem at all. After saying this, Lu Ran knew that Xu Le was going to be "disappointed" again.
Sure enough, Xu Le sighed involuntarily.
This reminded Lu Ran of a report he had read before, about a patient with "AIDS phobia".
Because a person suspects that he has AIDS, he is extremely afraid and depressed, even if he goes to the hospital for an examination, and the test results show that he is not sick, he still does not believe it, and he is still suffering from fear and anxiety, and the situation deteriorates to the end, he can't stand this inner pain, and even takes the initiative to find the infectious agent of HIV, so he simply infects himself with the disease, in order to seek inner stability.
At this moment, Xu Le's expression is not exactly the same as that of the AIDS-phobic patient, but the anxiety because of the uncertainty of the cause is somewhat similar to the anxiety of the AIDS-phobic patient.
We must do our best to help Xu Le find the pathogen, since the results of the hospital's examination are normal, then Xu Le should be made aware that there are other possibilities, don't cling to a thought, then you have to drill the horns.
"I think the advice that the doctor gave you is professional. You say that your phobia is a sign of a future disease, and I don't know if there is such a possibility, at least so far, I have not seen such cases. I think it's too unlikely that this will happen.
The future is very difficult to foresee, how coincidental must this kind of thing be to be foreseen by yourself?"
Lu Ran's rhetorical question made Xu Le, who was in a depressed mood, reuse his brain.
"Then you say, what is my problem?" It seems that Xu Le is a little anxious.
"Don't rush. Lu Ran wanted her to relax first, and said in a long end, "I think so, a symptom, it is impossible to predict the future."
However, if it is said to reflect the past, the possibility is much greater. ”
"What do you mean?" Xu Le, who had been keeping his head down, finally raised his head and looked at Lu Ran.
Meaning, I still think that your phobia, related to your past life experience, or a certain memory, is for some reason that triggers your fear. ”
Xu Le skimmed his face, shook his head and said, "This question, Dr. Yu asked me, you also asked me, I said, I really can't remember, there is such a thing, I am suddenly afraid to get up the elevator." ”
"Did you have any experience that made you afraid of water?" Lu Ran asked the question he had asked last time.
Xu Le thought about it for a while, and smiled a little helplessly: "You also asked me this question, it shouldn't be no, I can swim, and I will now." ”
Xu Le's face was gloomy again, and she thought that her problem was going to be unsolvable again.
Lu Ran's smile has never changed.
"Let me, help you remember?"
"Help me remember, how?"
Xu Le was surprised by Lu Ran's words again, she looked at Lu Ran and asked.
"You relax, I'll take you through hypnosis again. This time, you are free, your memories are free, and you are free to go back to any period for as long as you want.
You can go back to that time when there was no fear and reminisce about the feeling of security, or you can be brave and go back to the moment when the fear happened and see what the problem was. ”
After a series of hypnotic instructions, Xu Le's consciousness had become blurred.
In the consultation room, she slowly closed her eyes and leaned back against the sofa in a relaxed posture.
When she opened her eyes again, she felt like she was wet.
Her eyes were dripping.
It's really close at hand, dripping with water.
It's not rain, it's not that far. In the sky, the sun hangs, and it is a sunny day.
Xu Le looked up, and then felt a wet handful of hair stick to his forehead.
Here, it's outdoors, and it's sunny, but my head is covered with water.
Xu Le stretched out his hand and touched his head, which was wet, and touched his face again, as if he had just washed his face, but he hadn't dried it with a towel.
She touched her body again.
"My body ......"
Xu Le looked at his body.
If it was in normal times, Xu Le in reality must have screamed in fright at this time.
As soon as she woke up, in this strange place, where she couldn't figure out her direction, she was standing naked and naked, without a single piece of clothing!
But at this moment, she just looked at her body, didn't feel anything unusual, and then said, "Wet." ”
Not only was her hair full of water, but her body and legs.
It's as if you've just turned on the water and taken a shower, and you've crossed over here before you finish it.
Lu Ran was embarrassed for a second when he saw this situation, but for the sake of his profession, he didn't care too much about this, he paused his direct observation of Xu Le, changed his way, closed his eyes, asked through Guò, and asked Xu Le to answer him, what was happening now.
Xu Le looked at her feet, she didn't have shoes on her feet, and the ground was a sandy area.
She looked up, and she saw a sea.
The endless sea was right in front of her. (To be continued.) )