Facing the undulating strings of notes on the computer screen in front of him, Wang Nanqian clicked the small triangular arrow hiding in the inconspicuous corner with the mouse, and the soft piano accompaniment sounded from the speaker with his movements, filling every corner of the small studio on the third floor of the S.M. company building.

Since EXO's completion of the second and last all-inclusive singing stage in South Korea on May 24, Team M has entered a very idle state: their next trip is to go to China in early June to record an interview variety event, and while Team K will continue to play on the singing stage in South Korea, Team M has already enjoyed the first rare "long vacation" in the dormitory since entering the debut preparation period.

You can relax yourself like your younger brothers who are lying in the dormitory and sleeping with their heads down, but Wang Nanqian has appeared in the company early every day for more than a week like a trainee. Although he still couldn't sort out his chaotic mind after meeting Park Chulong, he had already made up his mind: after being punished by the company in such a harsh way as refrigeration, Wang Nanqian was determined to get back to his original intention when he was a trainee.

Regardless of whether he really has a crush on Park Chu-ryong or what it means to have a rapid heartbeat when he sees Kim Tae-yeon, he just wants to concentrate on what he should do and what he can do. Even if he has accumulated some popularity, even if he is a "monster newcomer" who debuted from S.M. in the eyes of the company, he may just be a guy who can't even talk about "money-making tools" and can be abandoned anytime and anywhere. Although Wang Nanqian once thought that he was no longer the older trainee who could barely see the hope of the past, S.M. told him in a "unique" way: You must recognize your identity and position.

In order to prove to the company that he has deeply reflected on his impulsive behavior, Wang Nanqian has devoted almost all his energy to the creation of songs, and he has applied for a separate studio through Guò Lin Xuanjun, and these days he has almost thrown himself into it: but even if Wang Nanqian is seriously "thinking about it in front of the wall", it seems that some people do not know how to understand his current state of mind at all.

"Is Nan Qian inside? I'm going in!" This woman who disturbed his silence had an outrageous voice, although she was in Chinese, few people in the company could understand it, but she couldn't be so unscrupulous, right?

Shaking her head helplessly, she paused the work in her hand, and before she could say to this familiar sister to please come in, Song Qian had already pushed open the door and walked into the room with a big grin: she had already found out the whereabouts of this younger brother from Lin Xuanjun, the former agent of f(x) and the current agent of EXO-M, and naturally knew who the person in this studio was.

"Sister, how do you know that I'm using the studio?

"What kind of expression are you, don't welcome me?" Seeing the subtle expression on this younger brother's face that he wanted to dislike but didn't dare to dislike, Song Qian couldn't help laughing. Since Han Geng left the S.M. company, the friends who have a good relationship with her in the company except for Zhou Mi are this younger brother, and she was really happy for several days when she learned that this guy was finally able to debut. Unexpectedly, it was only less than half a year, and this kid got into trouble with himself, "This is Yifan's kid specially asked me, so I took the time to come and see you, do you think I'm very idle and have time to fool around with you?"

What is this sister talking about? Is it fooling around with herself? Does she seem to be a person who has nothing to do all day? Stimulated by the words that Song Qian, who had dyed her hair yellow again, seemed to use unintentionally, Wang Nanqian twisted her brows and counterattacked: "Sister, I'm also busy, okay? Don't you see that I'm working now? Do I look like I'm messing around?"

"Okay, okay, what are you pretending to be in front of my sister? I heard Yifan say on the phone, didn't your trip for the second half of the year be canceled? Something happened, tell my sister." Song Qian couldn't help laughing when she saw that her younger brother was making trouble: although she usually looked very mature in the company, as an older sister, she knew that this child was actually no different from a child when she was naïve.

"Wu Yifan is really, how can he trouble his sister for such a trivial matter? He doesn't know that his sister is preparing a mini album recently, and she is very busy with work. "I feel ashamed to be punished by the company for saying this kind of thing, an artist who has just debuted got into trouble because of his carelessness in his words and deeds, and no one wants others to know about this kind of thing, right?

"Since you know I'm busy, what are you going around with me?" unceremoniously dragged the younger brother up from the chair, and then sat down on his own ass: After the Han Geng incident, Song Qian no longer wanted to see any close friend have any unpleasant things with the company, so she took the time to talk to this younger brother after receiving Wu Yifan's worried phone call, "Hurry up, what's going on?" Although my sister may not be able to say anything in the company, she is at least more experienced than you and can definitely give you some useful advice. ”

The song, which had taken nearly a week to be repeatedly revised, happened to enter the chorus, and the soothing strings and harp sounds blended lightly into the piano's undertone: feeling that the lyric seemed to paint a bit of sadness in the studio, Wang Nanqian sighed and explained what had happened to Song Qian.

"Sister, you are not allowed to laugh at me, but I really can't figure out what is going on even to myself. I haven't seen any pretty girl in the company, and how could you be dizzy for such a girl?"

"Be quiet, that's your senior," Listening to this younger brother vent his bitterness to himself, Song Qian understood what was going on. She herself is also a person who has spent a lot of time in the female trainee dormitory of the S.M. company, and the popularity of this younger brother among the little girls in the company over the years has always been good: I used to think that this younger brother didn't want to find a Korean girlfriend to be alone, but now it doesn't seem to be the case, "Actually, you are in such a mood, sister has never been." ”

"Sister has too?" This is the real life-saving straw, I believe that Pei Zhuhyun and Lu Han are too stupid, why didn't they think of talking to this eldest sister earlier?

"Yes, although I debuted much longer than you do now, my popularity may not be as popular as you are now. Recalling the past, the expression on Song Qian's face also became a little subtle, "You also know that I filmed a variety show with JYP's Nikun and asked us to get married, at that time, as long as I saw him, I felt hot all over my body and my heart beat faster, which is much stricter than you are now." ”

As one of the most popular imaginary couples in the history of "We Are Married", until now Song Qian and Ni Kun, a "couple", have great support, Wang Nanqian naturally knows this sister's past: "So sister, you really like him?"

"For a long time after filming that show, I couldn't get out of that mood, I desperately told myself that it was just a variety show, just a show, but it didn't seem to be useful," Song Qian still had a grinning expression, so that he couldn't see any change in this sister's mood, "I also thought I really liked him, and I was worried about it for a long time." But after a long time, I suddenly woke up one day, and it was actually not really a liking. ”

Not really liking? What kind of feelings is that?

"I think you're just like me at that time, we went overseas as trainees at a young age, but when we should be enjoying life freely, we had to desperately suppress ourselves, blocking our future lives in order to make our debut. Seeing this younger brother looking directly at herself, Song Qian couldn't help but stretch out her hand and pat the other party's arm, "In fact, it is impossible for people to truly abandon their emotions, and the things that have accumulated over the years will not disappear like that." It just stays hidden in your heart, and then when you stop suppressing it so deliberately, it slips out of your heart. My experience is that maybe you don't really like someone, but you just need someone in your heart at this point in time to like you. ”

Song Qian's words sounded very awkward, but he understood what this sister wanted to express in an instant.

"Sister, I seem to understand what you mean. ”

"I don't think I'm very clear, and it's not easy for you to understand. All in all, after making a debut and gaining popularity, everyone will definitely feel that they can finally live a more comfortable life. At this time, it's the easiest thing to get into trouble, you guys have been a trainee for too long, so the outburst is more powerful, right? Clamp your tail and be a man during this time!" Song Qian stood up from the chair, reached out and rubbed the hair of the boy in front of him: This younger brother is a very smart person, since he has already understood the reason, he will naturally know what to do in the future. The only way I can help him is to share with him the experience of someone who has come before, right?

"Sister, there is one more thing I want to ask you. ”

Isn't it because the girl named Park Chulong said a few more words in the interview session, so she was taught a lesson by the company? Why did something else come about?

"Sister and Brother Zhou Mi are very close friends, right? But does my sister sometimes have feelings of affection for Brother Zhou Mi?"

Song Qian looked at this serious brother who asked questions in a daze, and didn't understand what he wanted to say: "How is it possible? Brother Zhou Mi is my eldest relative and friend, how can it have something to do with that kind of relationship?"

"Sister...... I think I can understand what you said before, and I can probably figure out what that mood is all about. But you say, why do I get my heart beating faster when I see my big relatives and friends recently?" Hearing that Song Qian didn't seem to have experienced such a thing at all, Wang Nanqian hesitated for a long time, and finally threw out this question that bothered him.

Startled by this younger brother's words, Song Qian subconsciously jumped back.

"You, you, I've always regarded you as a close brother, don't say anything strange!"

Dumbfounded by Song Qian's overreaction, he covered his eyes with his right hand, stretched out his left hand and made a "please" gesture to this sister: "Sister, I was wrong, I shouldn't have asked you." ”