The warmth on his lips has not dissipated, but the loss in his heart has returned. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Looking at Qin Lang's gaze like a torch, Gu Nian almost shouted, "Can't!"

Resolutely replied, she suddenly twisted her head to the side, although her face was indifferent, but the light in her eyes gradually dimmed.

He thought he was who he was, so he wanted to take over everything, even her privacy.

It's clear that everything I've done is because of that person, but I'm still entangled with her here.

This kind of ambiguous and unclear connection is a mercy charity that she cannot accept.

So although he stared at the person in front of him, he couldn't wait to put away all the warmth.

"Why?" looked at him with such fierce eyes, why, spoke to him in such a fierce tone.

No longer imprisoning Gu Nian's struggling hands, Qin Lang asked in an almost pleading tone.

In her eyes, there was indifference and ruthlessness that he couldn't understand, and he didn't even dare to hope to find a trace of himself there.

It was a color he had never recognized, as blank and gray as if a hole had been broken.

He didn't understand what was going on today. What was wrong, it was only a few days, but it made him see another Gu Nian that he didn't know.

He knew her little stubbornness, and he knew even more about her intransigence. But now that the injured person is herself, where does she struggle?

"Are you angry that I haven't contacted you for the past few days, so...... Just deliberately angry with me?" I really couldn't think of any more reasonable explanation, Qin Lang looked at her with an inquiring gaze, and his tone was full of caution in throwing away his armor.

Even if there was even the slightest hint of familiarity on her face that he could capture, he would feel at ease.

Heh, Gu Nian sneered. Yes, Qin Lang once again reminded himself of the fact that he was untrustworthy.

The fragile nerves were brutally touched again, Gu Nianqiang raised his head with his mind, and pretended to be indifferent to fall on Qin Lang.

Looking at his resolute eyes, his words were prickly: "Don't think that you are very important, okay? What do I do, who am I with, and what does it have to do with you?"

His heart hurt as if he had been hollowed out and couldn't support it, and as soon as the words fell, he pushed away Qin Lang, who was in a trance, and ran out of the room like a refugee. He was left alone in the same place, and under his eyes was a bottomless desolation.

Is it okay that everything he does is for her, so it really doesn't matter to her?

Qin Lang didn't understand what was going on with Gu Nian today, the sudden abnormality was an unexpected accident he hadn't expected.

looked at the exquisiteness of a room, but his heart was already a mess.

Leaning against the wall, he slowly fell to the ground, and the tears in his heart were as blurry as the light.

It's obviously a spacious two-bedroom apartment, but it's so small that it's suffocating after Gu Nian left.

Sitting on the cold marble floor, Qin Lang was speechless.

I don't know how long it took for the corners of my lips to slowly hook up a wry smile, wipe the bright red that kept oozing from my lips with the back of my hand, and look up at the window.

***

Back in the room, the roommates were not there.

Because tomorrow is the weekend, we have all our own arrangements.

Holding on to his chest, which was still aching, and laughing at himself, running away like this is really a unique way to end a week's hard work.

Locked himself in the darkness of the room, Gu Nian curled up on the edge of the bed with his knees folded. Reaching out to touch her slightly swollen lips, she seemed to be able to hear her own heartbeat violently.

buried his head in the arms he embraced, and there seemed to be the crisp fragrance of the ancient dragon perfume on Qin Lang's clothes.

But the more clear and palpable the cruel tenderness, the more she felt that the chaos in her mind deepened.

Through the night outside the window, she saw the moonlight shining in front of her. subconsciously started the mobile phone, but first thought of the text message sent by Qin Lang.

At that time, she and her cousin Cheng Dongyang were in the car and had a bad quarrel because of Qin Lang's topic.

It was originally an imminent atmosphere, but at the moment when silence was golden, I suddenly received a message from him: saying that he was back and asked where she was.

So loss is nothing more than discouragement that doesn't have time to be depressed.

The greeting was only a few hours late, but it lost its taste like a cold tea.

The instantaneous gap made her forget the surprise, and she was left with the difficulty of letting go after seeing everything through.

He could have gotten her back to him either way, but in the end he chose a greeting from hindsight.

Unconsciously thought of all the things about her and Qin Lang, and naturally pulled out everything about Xia Wenting.

So when I met Xia Wenting at the door of "Hanshe" that day, it was not an accident at all.

She even knew Qin Lang's grandfather's birthday and when he would come back from a business trip, so she was the only one who was not familiar with them.

Oh, she was still excited to help Xia Wenting cross the red line in front of Qin Lang, but now that she thinks about it, it is really redundant.

So Qin Lang came back tirelessly, just for a Xia Wenting from beginning to end.

As for her, she is nothing more than relying on herself and Qin Lang to be neighbors, and she is just deceiving herself unconsciously.

For a while, my heart was numb, and my breathing was as difficult to continue as if someone had choked it off.

It turns out that for so long, I was really just a passerby.

In that case, why involve her.

No matter how persistently Qin Lang called her, he still ignored her.

Looking at the darkness of the room, she seemed to have a black hole in her heart. Constantly contracting, spinning, and swallowing her strength little by little.

In the quiet and unmanned room, Gu Nian cried for the first time.

***

After Gu Nian left, facing a table of candlelight dinner, Qin Lang suddenly felt funny.

So, who is he working hard for and who is busy with his dreams in the past few days?

The air smells of self-deprecation, making the already small space suddenly empty.

I just went out with only a shirt because I was in a hurry, and now my heart is broken, but I don't feel cold anymore.

I don't want to move or get up, but I have a phone at hand.

However, when he made 22 calls in a row, and the other party just rang and hung up, Qin Lang knew that even if he had the courage to wait for her at Gu Nian's door again, there was no need for this.

Because no matter how much he slammed the door, no one would respond.

He thought that Gu Nian's mind was as simple as crystal, but at this moment he realized that she was actually as complex as the intricate patterns in a kaleidoscope, which seemed to have rules to follow, but people were helpless.

But he knew that her heart also hurt, so the corners of his mouth curled into a smile, and he got up from the ground and walked to the table.

Since she refuses, give her time to think.

Blowing out the half-lit candle and throwing it into the paper basket, Qin Lang took out his mobile phone again and dialed Erdong.