Chapter 046: Pan Jieyu's reason for breaking up
"Yang Qi, let's break up!"
Pan Jieyu's words on the phone were very flat, and Yang Qi's heart sank when he heard it, and the smile that had just appeared on the corner of his mouth because of her call instantly froze. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
If Pan Jieyu said this to him at any other time, Yang Qi might not take it seriously, and would think that she was playing a little temper or joking with him, but tonight Yang Qi already had a bad premonition in his heart.
Because she was so abnormal tonight, she hadn't seen her for more than half a month during the New Year, and today she finally went on a date again, but she had been lacking interest and didn't want to say a word from the time she met to the time she opened the room.
When she opened the house not long ago, she was so enthusiastic to the point of madness, she had never been like this.
If something is abnormal, there must be a demon!
This is an old saying, and I don't know how many times it has been verified.
With a heavy heart, Yang Qi did not respond immediately, but slowly walked to the side of the bed, sat down on the edge of the bed, closed his eyes a little tiredly, and asked softly, "Why?"
Yang Qi's exhaustion does not come from the body, but from the psyche! He was in a good mood tonight, but this date with Pan Jieyu made him tired from beginning to end, and hearing her say that the breakup just now made him even more tired.
Pan Jieyu: "Because ...... I don't love you anymore!"
This answer made Yang Qi even more powerless, if it was for other reasons, such as he didn't care enough about her recently, or something else, he could try to redeem it, and promised her that he would definitely change it in the future, but she said that she didn't love it, then there was no way to talk, which meant that she completely denied their previous relationship.
I feel that the intentions and love I once had were like clouds in the sky, blown away by a gust of wind, and there was nothing left.
"Heh, hehe......"
Yang Qi smiled softly, with a bit of self-deprecation in his laughter, and a little lonely.
But he still didn't understand, "Why? You were so enthusiastic at the hotel just now......
Pan Jieyu suddenly interrupted him, "Yes! I was very enthusiastic just now, very enthusiastic, but do you know why?"
She asked rhetorically.
"Why?" Yang Qi asked again at her note, he really didn't understand.
Pan Jieyu: "Because I still want to redeem it, because I still want to try to see if I still have feelings for you, but it's a pity! You also saw just now, I worked so hard and so enthusiastically in the hotel, I tried so hard to muster all my enthusiasm, but do you know? Yang Qi! When I was so crazy and made love to you just now, I actually felt disgusted and disgusted in my heart! I even felt disgusting! I felt disgusting with you now, I felt disgusted with you now, do you think we can continue like this? Can we still do it?"
Pan Jieyu's tone became a little excited, and she also felt a little heartbroken, she seemed to be powerless to do anything about such feelings, and she was also sad, but she just felt disgusted with him.
"Disgusting ......" Yang Qi repeated these two words softly, and his expression suddenly calmed down.
It's calm!
Yang Qi got up and walked behind the window of the room, opened all the curtains casually, and even opened the window glass, letting the cold wind blow on his face, at this time, after half past one in the morning, there was no light outside, only the dim street lamps in the distance were still on, and the light of the two street lamps extended into the distance in the night, like a dying fire dragon.
The reason given by Pan Jieyu, the excited confession she had just now, made Yang Qi's fluctuating heart lake suddenly calm down completely, and let out a long breath, and the white mist blew out of the window, slowly drifting away, like the relationship between them, just like that.
"Okay! I see, since ...... Since being with me has already made you feel sick, I respect your intentions and let you go!I'm sorry...... I'm making you sick......"
With a faint bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, Yang Qi finished saying this in a flat tone, without waiting for Pan Jieyu's reply, lowered his head and hung up the phone, casually threw the phone back to the bed behind him, took out the cigarette case from his arms, shook out one and put it in his mouth, and lit it with a lighter.
At this moment, Yang Qi somewhat understands why some people can never quit cigarettes, if there is something in their hearts, if they are depressed, similar to their state of mind, they have the habit of smoking, probably no matter how long they quit smoking, when they are in such a mood, they will probably want to smoke one, right?
Swallowing smoke, Yang Qi stood quietly by the window, quietly experiencing the feeling of falling out of love.
I don't want to open my eyes, I just want to look into the distance half-squinting, even if I can only see the dark night.
I wanted to purse my lips, but I didn't want tears to fall from my sour eyes.
My heart is empty and a little sour, and I want to squat down and curl up somewhere, but I don't want to squat down and curl up, because of the man's self-esteem, I don't want to be so weak.
I want to go back to bed and sleep under the quilt, and I don't think about anything when I want to fall asleep, but my mind is very clear, and I don't feel sleepy at all, and it's almost two o'clock in the morning.
Scenes and her past surfaced in my mind, and another scene disappeared, trying to grasp something, but I couldn't catch anything, I could only grab the windowsill in front of me.
Yang Qi wanted to laugh, and wanted to use laughter to fight the sourness in his heart, but he found that even smiling was so difficult, he could only make the corners of his mouth upturned, just a laughing expression, which had nothing to do with his mood at all, and he was still so sad in his heart.
She said he disgusted her and disgusted her......
She would have thought I was disgusting? Haha, what a beautiful ending!
Is my Yang Qi's EQ so low? Is it so reluctant to fall in love with me? My relationship with you makes you feel disgusting?
The long soot was blown down by the wind, falling all over the back of Yang Qi's hand, a little hot, Yang Qi smoked his hand, looked down, and saw the soot scattered on the back of his hand, he didn't do anything, just looked at it in a daze, as if admiring a beautiful painting.
This is the first time he has been in love in two lifetimes, he has put his heart into it, he has tried to make her happy, hoping that he can meet all her hopes and do all the things she wants him to do.
But in exchange for this result.
Disgusting......
Hehe, what a sad result.
Maybe Pan Jieyu herself doesn't know how badly the word "disgusting" she said hurts Yang Qi, I believe that when any man is proposed to break up by a woman, it will be difficult to bear it when he hears these two words from the woman's mouth, right?
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Downstairs in Pan Jieyu's dormitory, majoring in business administration at Hengdian University of Commerce, Pan Jieyu squatted in the bicycle shed, holding a mobile phone in her hand, looking up at the starlight at night with tears in her eyes, and the tears in her eyes couldn't stop flowing.
Breaking up is always a double-edged sword, hurting the other party will hurt you at the same time, unless you have never paid sincerely.
She was also sad to break up with Yang Qi.
But what she said was disgusting, but it was not an excuse, when she made love with Yang Qi tonight, she did feel disgusting, very disgusting!
Because she met with Xu Chang this afternoon and confirmed some things from Xu Chang.