609. Chapter 115
Willing to run as he looked back at Tang Yuan and smiled, the sun hit her smiling face, but tears blindfolded his eyes.
The surrounding scenery sped away in a mist, and in his mind it was like a shot in a movie, reversing the image with his memories.
I still remember the first time I saw her on the road, she was sweaty and asked for a ride; I still remember the second time I met her, she crossed her waist like a shrew to help herself out of the siege; and the third time she met Lu because of the dispute over land acquisition.
At that time, Tang Yuan didn't remember why she was making a fuss with them, but she still remembered that she was willing to wear a pink and white nightdress that night, the moon was very big that day, and the ground was shining with silver light, she had just washed her hair, her hair was tied to her face one by one, her eyes were slightly raised, and her eyes were so bright.
Everything she had experienced, her smile and smile, he remembered, remembered very clearly. Now he understands that everything he has now will not be taken away in the future, and only those memories remain in his mind, and no one can take them.
Leyi pulled Tang Yuan to run to the middle of the wheat field, stretched out his arms and stood quietly, closing his eyes to feel the gentleness of the wind blowing on his face with the fragrance of wheat, and listening to the rustle of the wind blowing wheat waves.
Tang Yuan looked motionless and couldn't help asking, "What are you doing?"
Happy to laugh, revealing a row of white teeth.
"I'm thinking I'm a scarecrow, I've always stayed here, no matter how the season changes, I'm here!"
Tang Yuan suddenly thought of "The Catcher in the Rye", the lonely, tenacious and even somewhat paranoid person, who also guarded a hopeless hope in this way.
Tang Yuan knew what he wanted to say, but in fact, she didn't need to speak, he could read her heart with a single look.
It's just that he knows that it's time to make a decision.
"Willingly, I'...... I'm not one of those people you should be waiting for. ”
Hearing this, a happy smile suddenly froze on his face, and his outstretched arm slowly retracted, and the whole person was stunned.
Tang Yuan continued ruthlessly: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry! Lee, do you know Lu Dao, Lu Fan has been waiting for you." He has endured a lot of hardships over the years, but his heart for you has not changed......"
"That's enough!" Willing suddenly yelled and interrupted Tang Yuan's words: "Did I say I was waiting for you? Why do I have to wait for you? Wait for you to pity me? Sympathize with my self-inflicted affection?"
Speaking of this, happy to cry, Tang Yuan saw big tears rolling down from her eyes, and her expression was full of desperate anger. He wanted to explain, but he didn't know how.
Leyi continued: "Mr. Tang, Xie Lu thanks you for your kindness, but I must tell you, you can dislike me, you can annoy me, I don't blame you. But you can't assign me to someone else casually! I don't need people to tell me how to do or love someone in my life! I have never regretted loving someone, and I have never thought of turning back when I have let go of someone!"
Then he turned and ran out of the wheat field.
Tang Yuan suddenly felt a special pain in his stomach, a burst of dizziness, he slowly squatted down, those ears of wheat covered his body, and the wheat stinged his skin like a needle, but he couldn't feel it.
He crouched in the wheat field, weeping like a child returning to his mother's arms, as he had never wept since he could remember.
Tang Yuan has never been afraid of life and death, but he regrets the impermanence of the world, that is something he can't reverse, that is the sadness that he longs for the most but can't touch.
I don't know how long it took for Tang Yuan to slowly stand up and walk to the edge of the wheat field step by step, such a good season, such a good sunshine, such a good wheat field, he will remember it for a lifetime, including the unfulfilled promise in his heart.
Tang Yuan walked to the edge of the field, but found that Leyi was standing beside the bicycle with his back to the wheat field, and was still sobbing there.
Zhilu said that Tang Yuan came over, and was willing to wipe his tears, and shouted: "Get in the car! It's so far, are you going to walk back?"
Tang Yuan had no choice but to sit on the back frame of her car again, he could hear Leyi crying, he knew that Lu Dao Leyi might hate him, but it was okay, at least she wouldn't wait alone for the rest of her life......
Finally arrived at the location of the railway community, willing to put the car along, choked up: "Come down, you can walk back by yourself!"
Without looking back, he threw down Tang Yuan and left......
As soon as Xiao Yuan returned to the dormitory, she found that her mood was very wrong, and she just said: "Mr. Tang......"
Leyi immediately stopped: "Don't face him in front of me in the future!"
Xiao Yuan was stupid, and hurriedly said, "What's wrong with you two?"
Leyi turned his face and said very seriously: "There has never been two of us! I am me, he is him." We don't let the water of the well interfere with the water of the river, so don't mention him again. ”
Xiaoyuan is going crazy, what the hell is going on?
Willing to do not hide it, he told Xiaoyuan everything that Tang Yuan said when he went to Maitian today.
"Who does he think he is? Does he think I won't be able to forget him? Can't I live without him? He doesn't like me, and there's no need to help me find a home! I know that I'm annoyed by stalking, but I'm not a shameless person. Just say you don't like me, and I'll never see him again!
Happy to cry while talking, Xiaoyuan was also dumbfounded, how could it be like this?
After finishing speaking, he covered the quilt and turned his head over, Xiaoyuan couldn't, so he could only sit aside and pat her lightly to show comfort.
It wasn't until he fell asleep crying that Xiao Yuan tiptoed out of the city to discuss with Zhong Yuan.
Zhong Yuan could only sigh deeply when he heard Xiaoyuan finish speaking, and Panpan was also angry and cried, and said directly: "I misjudged him!"
But it's useless to say anything now, just hope that I'm happy to take it as a nightmare and wake up from this dream as soon as possible.
The night was already very deep, but Zhong Yuan couldn't sleep, and there was a sound of "bang, bang, bang" outside the window, and it turned out to be raining.
Zhong Yuan put on his clothes and got up to close the window, this rain is really not small.
She went out again to check that the windows in the hallway were not closed, and walked all the way to the balcony of the water room.
Here you can see the villa area opposite, the lights of Tang Yuan's house have not been extinguished, and he has not slept so late. Zhong Yuan stared at his window for a long time, there were too many things in this world for her to figure out.
Based on everyone's intuition, they all felt that Tang Yuan was willing, and it took him so much effort to open his willing heart, but why did he retreat when he was willing to take the initiative?
She really couldn't figure it out.
Suddenly, the light in the opposite window turned off, Zhong Yuan was stunned for a moment, and then was about to turn back, but saw Tang Yuan's car slowly driving out of the gate of the villa and stopped under the happy window.
She could see Tang Yuan sitting in the cab, but she couldn't see his expression.
Zhong Yuan hurriedly took an umbrella and chased downstairs.