Chapter 182 - A Hymn to Humanity 17
It was the tone of command, and her mother undoubtedly ordered Liao Xueqing to act with her own thoughts. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info That's what the girl looks like, without any tolerance or forgiveness, like a "tyrant" repeating his commands to the untouchables, not pity, not understanding, no tolerance, no sympathy.
Liao Xueqing only threw cold eyes at her, looking at life and death, and did not move. Just when Sixteen Nights felt that Dio would pull out the gun and put it on her head at any time, Liao Xueqing suddenly spoke:
"You can't win against that monster. ”
“......”
"You need me, that's why I'm doing all this stuff. I knew what you were thinking, so I did it, and everything was the same as you thought, right? ”
What a scary guy. To what extent did she understand Dior? Obviously she hadn't been with her for a long time, what did the bottomless eyes see? The tyrant in front of her was still angry, but she laughed unscrupulously, she showed her fangs like tiger teeth, leaned down and looked at Liao Xueqing.
"I really didn't expect you to 'see' so many things, I thought you were a brainless guy, yes, you guessed it. ”
She generously admitted her purpose, and it was pointless to conceal it now.
"I need you, but you don't need it. You've probably thought of that, that's why you're talking so solemnly, you want to 'use it for me.'" Of course I could have left you alone when I ran out, which might be the best option for both you and me, but now I'm starting to get curious. Liao Xueqing, are you doing this just for that little girl? or your sister? or both? No, it doesn't matter, because it must be one of them. But what is the purpose of burying that so-called "relationship" with your own hands? I'm very interested, and I want to know, tell me. ”
“... To "get started". Liao Xueqing replied slowly.
"Oh?" Dior raised an eyebrow, "Interesting, I've always thought of the worst-case scenario, I don't think you've been like this from the beginning, have you always been a "disguise"? If that's the case, then you maybe..."
Dio didn't continue.
Liao Xueqing discovered that her life was nothing but a "scam" and that there was no such thing as a future. She pursued the honor of her family, and after that honor was denied along with the meaning of existence, she realized. She still has nothing, so she destroys it along with her last obsession, so that her life can be called "over", and only then can she "start over".
"Do you think relationships can 'end'?" Dior narrowed his eyes.
Even if you can't, you can go back to a certain point, a point that can only be called a "person you know", and start again from there, so it's best. I've already had this realization. ”
“......”
Dio thinks she won't have any friends in her life, and she avoids the word 'friend'. She is afraid, the fear of 'betrayal', the fear of 'trust', the fear of 'expectation', she believes that the world is full of lies, she refuses to trust anyone. Leave behind those who expect you, refuse everyone's concern, push others into the pit you dug out of your own hands, and laugh at the stupidity of others. But there are still people who stick to her like idiots, so she treats those 'things' as "props". Gradually, possessiveness and fear made her think about it.
That's my stuff.
No one is qualified to move it but myself.
"Don't be stupid, you're not 'enlightened' at all," Dior scoffed, "and where you don't know, the relationship you expect to end is still spreading, and it will become more and more expansive and unreachable. I'm not your life coach, but... Let me teach you one thing, the so-called enlightenment is to carve out a bright path in the dark wilderness! That's your thing, what you do is none of my business, but we won't allow me to have a fool like you under my hands. You're not like me, I've been conquering fear for more than ten years, and not only have you not even conquered the past, but you've even left everything you have to escape from hell?"
"Even if you seek death, it's too late, Liao Xueqing, five years, ten years, a hundred years, you will always live, live in this painful hell, live in regret and unwillingness. This is an ultimatum, stand up, Liao Xueqing! This is your fucking life, it's your thing! You shouldn't kneel down like me, a villain full of evil deeds!"
"Even you, who are full of evil deeds, won't you allow my behavior?" Liao Xueqing sighed.
"That's a good question, even if everyone in the world allowed it, I wouldn't allow it," Dior narrowed his eyes, "but... You have, right? ”
"What?" Liao Xueqing was stunned.
"Even if the whole world doesn't allow it, it will allow you." ”
“!”
"I'm so jealous. Dio grinned and looked in the direction of the laboratory door.
"Little... Light snow. ”
Standing timidly in the doorway, his legs trembling and looking at Dio's terrible eyes, the chill projected by the blue pupils alone could make the girl shudder, and anyone present could strangle her in the dark, leaving no trace. She is the one Aiyi of Linyuan.
At first, Dio wondered how she had come here. After all, she and Sixteen Nights came to the laboratory with two abilities that were impossible to track, and it was impossible for Ai to find this place at all. It was only when the door opened that Dior smelled the breath outside the door.
"You..." Liao Xueqing opened her mouth, unable to say a word.
"I... I don't know what to do, I'm an idiot, my brain doesn't work, I don't know if I should cry or laugh, but... But I don't want you to leave me behind. ”
“... You should hate me," Liao Xueqing lowered her head, "I ruined everything about you." ”
"But you're still there. ”
“......”
Dio closed his left eye and glanced at Sixteen Nights, who was watching the play with his arms crossed, and the next moment, the two of them both disappeared into the laboratory, along with Eishtab and Jacqueline.
I see... Is this your "malice"? Dior... After Liao Xueqing stayed for a long time, she clenched her fists.
She's not human anymore. Five years, ten years, a hundred years, or even a thousand years, she will always live, living in this painful hell, and now she will face the same outcome no matter how she chooses. In the end, she will only be left alone, and leaving her alone in this world will indeed be "hell".
"I don't know what to do," Liao Xueqing bowed her head to Aiyi Linyuan, "I'm also... Nothing. ”
Besides, Dio said that she would be wanted by the Ming Empire, which is certainly not a joke, she has no "future" anymore. Having given up her life and lost everything she could rely on, what could she do now?
She looked up, but there was a hint of bitterness on her stubborn face. Lin Yuan Aiyi knelt down violently, her hands outstretched, and she was only holding her.
"So... Wouldn't it feel better..."
"Perhaps. Liao Xueqing smiled bitterly.
"That..."
Aiyi raised her head, the two looked at each other, and another kind of "light" seemed to be born in the dark pupils. She subconsciously raised her head, and Aiyi Linyuan put her arms around her neck and pulled her over.
until the lips are printed.
The wounds on her body haven't healed yet, maybe she doesn't care about the pain anymore. She suddenly remembered what Dio had said, and she thought she knew a lot about Ai Harina.
yes, it was a matter of course that she would do this, and she was like an idiot who didn't know the point of doing it.
But... Why...
She closed her eyes, tears rolling down her cheeks.
――――
They don't actually know anything about it.
They keep their own secrets to each other, and each lives a life that should never have crossed paths.
Nor did they ever try to get to know each other.
Even so, now they want to get to know each other.
Fingertip tap.
Embrace.
Burning tears and body temperature.
There are no words.
There is no past and no future.
All that remains is the feeling called "pure".
Is that relationship real? Is it illusory?
But they didn't care.
Embrace all that is true and false in the world.
It must be something "pure".
――――
"Whew. ”
The girl spat out the smoke ring, pursed her lips, and the silver-haired girl standing next to her held the wine jug in her hand, and glanced at the blonde girl with some curiosity.
"Why are we leaving? Isn't there not enough time?"
"Thanks to her, I have figured out a lot of things," the girl chuckled, "I have saved a lot of time, and I have seen something "pure", which can be considered satisfying, and the "challenge" left for her will be better when she is interested. ”
"Pure stuff?"
"Yes, something "pure" that can't even appear in fairy tales you've heard. ”
Neither true nor lie. It's not ambiguous, it's not clear. Something in between these concepts is the majority of this world, she bites the cigarette butt and looks at the stars. The silver-haired girl had just opened her mouth to say something, but the blonde girl seemed to know what she was going to say, and said:
"I'll have to think about it. And so on and so forth, and many more in the future. Now there are more important things. ”