623. Chapter 129 I Love You in Those Things
Seeing Cheng Hao angry, Xiao Yuan was frightened, but he still mustered up the courage to continue:
"Mr. Cheng, don't be angry, I will rot in my stomach about these things, and I won't say it. ”
Cheng Hao got up suddenly and roared, "Do you think I will care? I don't want the person who knows the last thing to know, who knows now, does it matter to me?"
Xiao Yuan lowered his head and whispered, "I'm sorry......"
Cheng Hao saw her embarrassed appearance, and suddenly felt that he was simply stupid.
Why do you want to be angry with her? What does all this have to do with her? She is always like this, whether it is her fault or not, she will apologize first, this appearance makes Cheng Hao feel even more uncomfortable.
"Xiaoyuan. Cheng Hao stretched out his hand, stroked Xiaoyuan's pale face, and then slowly lowered his head: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be angry with you." ”
Xiao Yuan raised his head and looked at him with those big eyes:
"Aren't you going back?
Hearing Xiao Yuan say this, Cheng Hao suddenly withdrew his hand and said hatefully:
"It's too late, you go back to your room and rest!"
Then he turned around and walked like a bedroom, and hurriedly grabbed his arm from Xiao Yuan and said eagerly:
"Mr. Cheng, listen to me! No matter what happens this time, you must go back!"
Cheng Hao shook her off and closed the door tightly, so Xiao Yuan had to knock on the door and beg:
"Mr. Cheng, please listen to what I'm talking about, shall we talk?"
But no matter how much she pleaded, she couldn't get a single answer.
Cheng Hao heard her call himself at the door, couldn't help but be upset, and opened the bathroom door to take a shower.
When he returned to the bedroom, he heard no sound outside, so he opened the door, only to find Xiaoyuan sitting stupidly at the door.
"Mr. Cheng, shall we talk?" Xiao Yuan slowly stood up and continued to plead.
"You!" Cheng Hao was speechless and closed the door again.
Although he decided to resolutely ignore her, because in this matter, he would never compromise, and it was useless for anyone to say, but he still couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning.
He knew Xiaoyuan's temper, and he knew that she must not have left yet.
It was already very late at night, Cheng Hao opened the door again, and sure enough, Xiang Xiaoyuan was still sitting at the door.
She sat cross-legged by the door, her head leaning against the door frame, her arms folded and her head bowed, dozing off.
Seeing her like this, Cheng Hao's heart hurt fiercely.
If there is one more stubborn person in this world than herself, I am afraid that she is the only one.
"Get up, what do you want to say, I'll listen!" Cheng Hao squatted down and patted Xiao Yuan's head, startling Xiao Yuan, who was half asleep.
Hearing that he agreed to his request, Xiao Yuan got up and smiled brightly.
Cheng Hao was so angry that he said with contempt: "Why are you smiling like this? The smile is like a pug, I listen to it, and I may not agree to your request!"
Xiao Yuan is still very happy, and now that he has succeeded in the first step, he is at least willing to talk to himself.
Cheng Hao was wearing a nightgown, sitting on the sofa in the living room, casually smoking a cigarette. In fact, he hadn't smoked in front of Xiao Yuan for a long time, but he was in a panic today, and he wanted to hear what this nosy little girl had to say.
Xiang Xiaoyuan looked at Cheng Hao under the floor lamp, every time he was half-draped in a nightgown, faintly revealing his bronzed skin, puffing out a cigarette with a lazy look, and then looking at himself with a cynical expression, she would be very nervous. But she knew that this was a defensive posture for Cheng Hao.
Every time she was scared, but today, she suddenly felt that he was particularly pitiful. It's like a child, as if you have to disguise yourself as strong and indestructible.
"Mr. Cheng, go back! I know that there are some mistakes in this world, once they are made, there is no chance to change them. It was true that they were at fault for those things back then, but some of them were caused by history, and they were all blamed on individuals, which was unfair!"
Hearing her words, Cheng Hao took a deep breath and did not answer.
Xiao Yuan continued: "Mr. Cheng, no one can guarantee that they will not make mistakes, and no one knows how much of a consequence one of their decisions will have. As you know, there is no regret in the world......"
Cheng Hao snuffed out the cigarette fiercely: "It's my sister who asked you to tell me this, right?"
Xiao Yuan looked at him and shook his head: "That's what I want to say." ”
"When will your nosy problem be cured? Love overflows at every turn, are you the Holy Mother?" Cheng Hao became angry again.
"I know it's your family affair, and I shouldn't be talkative. Xiao Yuan lowered his head and rubbed his hands uneasily.
Cheng Hao felt that he had said the wrong thing, and hurriedly explained: "Xiaoyuan, I didn't mean that, in fact, you will know these things sooner or later, I just haven't prepared to tell you yet...... Xiaoyuan, what I just said was unintentional, don't care. ”
At this moment, Cheng Hao seemed very flustered, he was most afraid that Xiao Yuan would clear up the relationship with him in his heart. He couldn't put on that iceberg face anymore, but took Xiao Yuan's hand and tried his best to defend it.
Xiao Yuan looked at his face and said softly: "I have to take care of it this time, not because I promised your sister, but because I am afraid that you will regret it in the future." ”
Cheng Hao retorted sharply: "Regret? I have never regretted what I have done!"
"Really?"
Xiao Yuan's question made Cheng Hao, who was full of anger, immediately cool down in his heart.
Yes, he dared to say this to anyone, saying that he had never regretted what he had done, but he didn't dare to say it to Xiao Yuan.
Looking at her face, he knew that the phrase "no regrets" couldn't even lie to himself. Every day, in the face of Xiaoyuan, he is tormented by the word "regret".
If he could, he would be willing to erase everything in the past, and there was nothing he didn't regret. He only now understands that at that time, Fu Xianlong told himself that he would strive to be a perfect person, not for himself, but not for himself when he met that person one day.
Cheng Hao never expected that person to appear in his life, he felt that he didn't have this life. But now that she appeared, he knew the weight of that sentence back then.
Xiao Yuan saw the confusion flickering in his eyes, took his right hand and gently grasped it with both hands:
"Cheng Hao, go back, it's been so many years, you should be relieved. No matter how you say it, she is a mother who gave you life, and she has paid the price for her selfishness. I don't think there's any punishment in the world more cruel than your own son denying himself, right?"
Seeing that Cheng Hao's expression was a little loose, Xiao Yuan knew that he had listened to his words, so he said again:
"It's their fault, but there's a lot of helplessness in it. You feel that you can't forgive, it's just because the time is not long enough! But life is so short, sometimes even if you wait for that time, you can't wait for those people. Don't punish yourself for the mistakes of others, and don't promise tomorrow with today's attitude. Because we really don't know if one day we will regret it. ”
Then he stared at those big transparent eyes like a poor kitten, and begged with tears rolling in his eyes: "Please, go back!"
After listening to her words, Cheng Hao sighed: "You win, I know I will always lose to you!"
Xiao Yuan smiled, tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, Cheng Hao wiped away her tears with his fingers, and said with a smile:
"Anyway, she's my mother, and she gave me this life so I met you. For this, I will go back. ”
Hearing him say this, Xiao Yuan was very happy, and just wanted to get up to call his sister, but was pulled into his arms by Cheng Hao.
"Don't move, let me hug you!"
Cheng Hao hugged Xiao Yuan in his arms, Xiao Yuan was so frightened that he didn't move, his face was tightly pressed against his hun mouth.
This was the first time he had hugged himself like this, and listening to his heartbeat, Xiao Yuan felt that his heart was beating faster than his. Only then did she realize again that Cheng Hao was only wearing a nightgown, and he hugged himself so tightly, as if he was afraid that he would run away as soon as he let go.
"As for being so nervous?" Cheng Hao suddenly touched her forehead and then let go of his hand.
Xiaoyuan was covered with sweat, her little face was flushed, and she stammered when she spoke:
"You...... First, rest...... I, I'll help you pack your bags tomorrow morning. ”
After speaking, he wanted to run upstairs, but Cheng Hao held her hand and refused to let go.
"Xiaoyuan, I love you!"
He suddenly said this, then let go of his hand, and couldn't help laughing when he looked at Xiao Yuan's even more panicked appearance......
Xiang Xiaoyuan returned to the bedroom, her heart was about to jump out of her nervousness, and she didn't know how to calm it down. Her face was also very hot, and she covered it with her hands, and her mind was in turmoil.
She didn't know why Cheng Hao suddenly said such a sentence, she had been trying to deceive herself, trying to ignore some of his behaviors, she had been trying to bury her head deeper like an ostrich, when everything didn't exist, but today she really couldn't fool herself.
In this way, without any psychological preparation, he said that sentence directly.
For the whole night, the words lingered in her mind like a magic spell, "I love you", "I love you", and she didn't fall asleep all night.
Early the next morning, Xiao Yuan cautiously went downstairs, but fortunately, Cheng Hao was as usual, and didn't say anything to her to make her frightened, Xiao Yuan couldn't help but secretly breathe a sigh of relief.
Cheng Hao himself contacted his sister and was very happy to know the news that he was going home. She knew that Xiaoyuan must have done a lot of work here, and even she was very strange, how could Cheng Hao, who was so stubborn, listen to this girl's advice.
She vaguely felt that just as she had made her initial judgment, this girl was definitely not Cheng Hao's "nanny".
Cheng Hao's secretary sent them to the airport, but Xiao Yuan didn't dare to come out all the time, and lowered his head without saying a word. My heart was so chaotic that I didn't know what to say, so I could only politely say goodbye: "Have a good trip." ”
Cheng Hao waited in line for the security check, and then couldn't help but look back at the small garden that saw him off.
Xiang Xiaoyuan stood there stupidly and waved to them, and when he found Cheng Hao looking back at him, he immediately put his hand down, pretending to look left and right casually.
Cheng Hao handed the luggage in his hand to his sister and said, "I'll be back soon!"
squeezed out of the queue and ran all the way to Xiaoyuan.
Seeing him rushing over, Xiao Yuan was very nervous, and just wanted to ask something.
Suddenly, Cheng Hao hugged her and lowered his head and kissed her lips.