Chapter 40: The Dilemma
After thinking about it carefully, he still felt that the problem should lie in the mental method. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Therefore, in this life, he did not dare to practice as hard as he did in the previous life in order to make progress.
At the beginning, he was coquettish and refused to practice hard, Mu Dongheng scolded him every time, and the eldest princess dragged her sick body to protect her. Later, the eldest princess's health became worse and worse, his cultivation progress became slower and slower, and Mu Dongheng's face became more and more ugly.
Maybe he should tell his father the truth, he thought.
When he was ten years old, he plucked up the courage to go to his father's study. When I walked under the window, I heard my father sneering at a close staff: "...... Dantian swelling pain? Nonsense! My Mu family's exercises have been practiced for hundreds of years, and I have never made a mistake. It's just a trick to cheat, you don't need to say it, I just didn't give birth to this son...... If it weren't for his mother's sake, I'd rather not have him!"
He left silently and never spoke of it again.
He knew that with his father's internal cultivation, he must have heard his footsteps. I don't know if he thought it was someone passing by, or if he heard that it was him......
Practice, maybe die.
If you don't practice, your father will be disappointed.
It was a dead knot that he was not capable of unraveling.
He knew that he was not smart, except for some talent in practice, he had never liked or understood the twists and turns of other human feelings.
He had a simple mind, and he didn't take advantage of the opportunity to live a new life, not only did nothing change, but it even got worse and worse.
I can't think of anything I can do...... Save his mother, what did he use to save his mother, he is not even qualified to say this now.
Tears fell on the longevity face one by one, the throat was sour, and the silver silk noodles that were picked up couldn't be sent to the mouth.
"Changsheng, what's the matter?" Mama Hu panicked and touched him up and down with her hand: "Why are you crying? What about Kong Xiang, why didn't he guard you? Is it that stinky boy of the Mu family, Kong Xiang, this kid, I have to scold him, but the Queen Mother explained that he can't leave you-"
"Mama, don't do Kong Xiang's business. I asked him to go to the city. Mu Qing grabbed Mama Hu's hand, wiped her tears and smiled: "No one bullied me." It's because I think about my mother's business, and I feel sad for a while. ”
It is true that no one bullies him anymore, since he was seven years old to worship his ancestors, after he was bullied once in the Mu family, Mama Hu sent a letter to Empress Dowager Jian, and Empress Dowager Jian sent Kong Xiang over.
There is Mama Hu inside, and Kong Xiang outside, all of whom were personally selected by Empress Dowager Jian.
But even if Empress Dowager Jian has hands and eyes, she can't solve his dilemma.
Now he has no face to see Empress Dowager Jane.
The exercises of each family are all secrets, don't say that the Empress Dowager Jian did not practice martial arts, even if the Empress Dowager Jian practiced martial arts, it was impossible for him to take out the exercises of the Mu family and show them to others.
Even he sometimes wonders if he is too suspicious and thinks wrong, let alone others.
"I can't cry today," Mama Hu breathed a sigh of relief when she heard this, and took him in her arms, just like when she was a child: "Mama's immortality is a child's birthday, but it's a good day." Don't be sad, the princess loves you the most, and your filial princess understands it in her heart. ”
"Mama, am I useless?" he whispered.
"What does it mean to be useful, what does it mean to be useful?" Mama Hu sighed: "When you are born, your body is not good, and you are as weak as a little chicken." It's only seven pounds after a month, and his face is not as big as a grandma's palm. But as soon as the princess woke up, she was reluctant to let you go in her arms. The princess said that she wants to make you immortal, she doesn't want you to get ahead, and she doesn't want you to fight the world with martial arts, as long as you are safe and secure in this life, and you will live forever. ”
"But Dad, he's disappointed in me......" His eyes turned red again, and he held back hard, his beautiful fair face was full of loneliness and self-blame.
Hearing Mu Qing mention Mu Dongheng, Mama Hu lowered her eyes and paused for a moment: "Your father is your father, you are you, it is his business that he likes to be this general, I didn't say that my son must be the same as my father." Not all of the emperor's sons can inherit the throne, and each individual has his own life. Your own uncle made the crown prince at the age of three, but who is sitting on the throne now? You don't care about him, you are the son of the princess, and you will not be a general in the future, and you will not be hungry if you don't eat the food of his Mu family. The princess has 10,000 households, and she can inherit 5,000 households to you, and no one can take away this share. ”
"Mama, I miss my mother so much......" Mu Qing looked at the eldest princess sleeping on the bed in the bead curtain and muttered to herself.
"The princess has always been there," Mama Hu touched his forehead, and her eyes were full of warmth and smile: "If you live happily, the princess will be at ease." After next year's birthday, and then marry a daughter-in-law for the princess and come back, and give birth to a big fat boy, the princess will be even happier, and maybe, she will wake up that day. ”
"If I marry a daughter-in-law, will my mother really be happy?" Mu Qing was stunned and asked.
In the last life, he was famous in Yunzhou and was known as the little general of the flying dragon.
Since the age of sixteen, many people have come to the door to test, and even the wealthy families in the royal capital have gone to the Empress Dowager Jian to inquire and signal. This made him very annoyed, so he said that if the eldest princess did not wake up for a day, he would not get married for a day.
Of course, there is a sincere reason for this, but it is also because it is disturbed. He didn't care when he said it, but this was rarely praised by Mu Dongheng.
Mu Dongheng, who has never been smiling, said a rare word of filial piety, saying that it was in vain that his mother gave birth to him.
In this life, there is no longer a little dragon general, and the situation is naturally completely different.
Even if those scholars who are not good at the door have the heart, they are afraid of Mu Dongheng and dare not mention it, and those who are quite decent don't look down on him at all, and of course the Mu Mansion will be cold.
"That's nature. Mama Hu smiled and patted him: "What mother doesn't want her son to marry a daughter-in-law for herself and come back to spread the leaves? Silly child, although your mother is a princess, she is also a mother." When you were young, the princess said that she didn't pay attention to the family, as long as you picked one you liked, she would be happy. ”
What does he like?
Mu Qing was stunned.
He hadn't heard the eldest princess say such a thing.
But he knew that the eldest princess could say such things. No matter in the past or present life, the eldest princess never cares about anything else, as long as he likes it, the eldest princess never objects, only joy.
But does he have a favorite?
In front of him, for some reason, that cold and expressionless beautiful face appeared again, and the black and bright black eyes swept lightly from him, as if in her eyes, there was no such thing as him at all......
No, it's not that he always thinks of her because he likes her, but he doesn't understand it.
Obviously, it shouldn't be like this......
"Changsheng, but you like it?" Seeing his stunned expression, Mama Hu asked with a smile.