After lunch, most of the people in the office, including my father, went to deal with the afternoon chamber of commerce, and Ye Jing couldn't help but feel proud when she saw that they were carrying all kinds of documents and under the leadership of their father, they were dressed up like soldiers going to the battlefield together.

Ye Jing, who originally planned to go back after lunch, made the old mistake of lying in front of the computer and forgot the time for a while. The computer on her father's desk was smoking, but at least it was enough for her to browse the web.

Ye Jing was in such a state of having no purpose but just not wanting to leave the computer, holding the mouse and clicking on the campus network, browsing all kinds of news that were not available in the university town, and deliberately avoiding entries with their own names. Until the mouse was glued to a seemingly inconspicuous message.

"Uh, isn't this the one who returned my mobile phone?" Under the cooperation project of a research group in the field of optics in a university town, there was a photo of his ID, Ye Jing couldn't help but click in to learn about the relevant content, "Yo~~ I can't see that he is still a very capable brain surgeon......"

Staring at his information, Ye Jing always felt as if he had forgotten something important.

What is it......

Without waiting for Ye Jing to think about it, a refinement post on BBS broke into her sight again, not for anything else, just because Ling'er's name appeared in the entry, because of the dream she had before, when Ye Jing saw Ling'er's name at this time, she always felt a very subtle feeling of suffocation in her chest, and subconsciously clenched her palms, and reflexively clicked into the main sticker.

It was a video of Ling'er staying at school during the holidays, showing Ling'er singing and dancing for students who couldn't return home for various reasons. With a lovely smile and charming dancing, even if there is no sound on the company's computer, Ye Jing can still feel the charm that shines from Nan Ling all the time.

"It's really like a star...... Ye Jing looked at the jubilant audience below and couldn't help but sigh, "It's impossible to win her......"

While thinking like this, Ye Jing seemed to unconsciously enter her name in the search bar, and while pressing the enter key, she also saw those posts with her own title, and the number of views was not even a fraction of that of Ling'er. I couldn't help but sigh and stretched deeply.

Ye Jing rubbed her eyes, looked out the window for a while, and suddenly felt so tired.

"Let's go home......"

After leaving a text message for her father, Ye Jing said goodbye to the front desk and left for home.

Maybe it was yesterday's festival that exhausted the city's physical strength and made it so that there were not many pedestrians on the road, or maybe it was that yesterday's class reunion was too lively, in short, Ye Jing, who was alone at the moment, felt extremely lonely. As she walked, she couldn't help but think of the college town, the club and the dormitory, yesterday's party, and all the lively places, which always made her smile.

And when you're happy, you think of her, and once you think of her, you don't think about it anymore.

It's only been a day since I started thinking about her again......

Ye Jing took out her mobile phone and called up her address book, but she inadvertently saw her reflection in front of the glass window of the shop on the street. It was a light, curvaceous girl. It was a girl with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes. She seems to symbolize many good things in this world, but ......

She's not a boy......

Ye Jing frowned, and swallowed the feeling for Lu Jingying in her chest like a pungent chili pepper, until the pain was replaced by the numbness and emptiness after adaptation......

I like her...... There is no doubt that she likes me too...... But...... Like and like...... It's not the same......

Ye Jing took a deep breath, raised her head and looked around, it is not difficult to find a video game hall in such a downtown area, it is usually like this, located on the top floor of a large comprehensive shopping mall. When she is bored, she likes to play games, and the colorful virtual world has always been the best place to escape all kinds of unhappiness in reality.

"Ahhh......h The women's clothing department on the third floor, the amusement city on the fourth floor......" Ye Jing said to herself to the guide map, "The women's clothing department ......"

In the dark, Ye Jing looked at herself in her glasses again.

She remembered what her father had said to herself during the college entrance examination.

"Xiao Jing, stress and irritability cannot be avoided, the only solution is to calm down and think about the root cause of stress, and then face it and solve it, this is the right way to achieve liberation. ”

"So what if I can't fix it? Dad? Actually...... There are things that can't be done, right?"

Ye Tianqin touched his daughter's head: "If you really encounter something like that, just wait for time to solve it......"

"Is it time...... Ye Jing closed her eyes, and Qianqianyu's fingers pressed on the third floor of the elevator.

Time is a good doctor, Ye Jing smiled helplessly, when she wanted to come to see a doctor, she always couldn't understand what the doctor wrote on the prescription, what method would he use to be optimistic about my illness?

"Ding-dong......"

When the elevator door opened, Ye Jing was faced with a familiar and unfamiliar world.

Ye Jing wandered in the women's clothing department on the third floor of the commercial building, she didn't know why she came here, and she didn't know what the meaning of her trip was, but she looked at it by inertia, and her eyes were a colorful color like flowers. Ye Jing couldn't help but laugh at herself, maybe this time, she really found the feeling of shopping.

"Miss~~" A clerk at the cosmetics counter called out to Ye Jing, "Do you want to try our latest skin care products?"

"Uh......" Ye Jing instinctively looked left and right, this time, she was really the only one who came here to hang out.

"That...... No need, thank you......" Ye Jing excused herself awkwardly, she really couldn't imagine how many jokes she would make when she approached this counter, she couldn't even tell the difference between an eyepen and a lip pencil.

"Are you looking for something to buy? I can show you the way. The clerk was very enthusiastic when she saw that she was cute.

"Hmm......" Ye Jing swallowed her throat, "I don't buy anything...... Only...... Just take a look at ......"

The clerk saw that her doll was blushing very shyly, so he smiled knowingly: "The ** department is on the left-hand side past the fourth sales area." ”

"Huh...... Belch...... Thank you......" Ye Jing, who was made a mess by the clerk's kindness, thanked her indiscriminately and left quickly.

Ye Jing, who breathed a sigh of relief, gradually slowed down, and then found that she was in the midst of a piece of soft skirt. Ye Jing glanced at the skirts on the models in the hot sales area.

It was a sleeveless dress decorated with floral patterns, bright colors and slim cuts, I believe it will make every girl who wears it look so charming and moving. In the past, Ye Jing would always think of what she looked like when she wore it on Lu Jingying.

So what if, wear it on yourself?

Find it, face it, and solve it......

Ye Jing looked at the fitting mirror.

This is Ye Jing, this is me, I am Ye Jing, Ye Jing is me. She may not be brave enough but she is a person who can stick a knife in the ribs for her friends, she may not be decisive enough but she is a person who can sacrifice everything for **......

Ye Jing should be an optimistic person, Ye Jing should be a strong person, and Ye Jing should be a ...... Ye Jing should be a serious and alive ...... Girl......

"Little girl, if you like it, do you want to try it on?"

Ye Jing looked at the enthusiastic clerk and nodded as if she had made up her mind......

"The little girl is beautiful, she looks good in anything~~" When the skirt was handed over, Ye Jing was surprised that the clothes as thin as cicada's wings had such a weight, "You came alone, don't forget to lock the door when you go in, Auntie is outside to help you watch ......"

Ye Jing nodded amicably to the kind and enthusiastic clerk aunt, and then turned around and entered the dressing room.

Soon the T-shirt left the fair-skinned **, the jeans got rid of the slender legs, and a pair of jade feet jumped out of the sneakers, waiting for the beautiful dress, like the sun blowing through the clouds, like the white snow wrapped in plum blossoms, like the clear spring passing through the mountains and rivers, like the raindrops falling into the spring mud. Gently, quietly, on the body......

It's beautiful......

Ye Jing admired the girl in the mirror, but the girl's eyes were red, her beauty was like an ugly duckling who transformed into a swan, or like Snow White who learned that she would be banished to the forest?

Don't cry, this is the way we are going, this is the way we are going......

However, Ye Jing's comfort made the girl cry even more, and tears beaded across her cheeks, so she desperately covered her mouth so that the girl in the mirror would not cry out loud.

A sour feeling from the heart, a dizziness from the mind......

I can't......

I still can't do it......

There's no way I can do it!

I don't even believe that time can do it!

But it doesn't matter, at least I know how much I love her!

If such suffering is the price of love, then I gladly accept it!

Even if this bitterness is destined to be unrewarded, I have no hesitation!

I...... In all conscience......

The girl in the mirror watched Ye Jing take off her long skirt, put on a T-shirt and jeans again, and jumped a few times on her sneakers, and the girl smiled, although she still had tears......

It was almost time for dinner when my daughter finally returned home, and as soon as she entered the door, she collapsed into her room.

"Xiao Jing, why did you come back so late?" her mother shouted at Ye Jing's room.

"Ah......" Ye Jing pursed her lips, "I bought a skirt......"

"Oh...... Ahh