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In order to avoid Lu Jingying and the people from the drama club, he deliberately waited backstage for a while before leaving.

Pushing open the thick door of the theater, the cold wind outside the house rushed in, and the cold that made Ye Jing sneeze.

People say they sneeze because someone is thinking about you, that person ... Could it be her?

Ye Jing rubbed her face to dispel the cranky thoughts in her mind, took out a thick scarf that was crumpled into a ball from the schoolbag she was carrying, and wrapped it around her neck a few times to resist the cold on Christmas Eve.

Next... Where to go?

I couldn't help but think about it, Ye Jing had already subconsciously moved her steps, even if she didn't know what the road ahead was, but at least, it wouldn't be worse than staying where she was at this time, wouldn't it?

I pulled out the thorn in my heart with my own hands.,It should be painful to drip blood.。。。

Maybe it was the cold wind that kept her mind clear, or maybe it was Christmas Eve, where the hustle and bustle of the college town was distracting her thoughts. In short, Ye Jing did not go all the way and be painful as she thought, and she was entangled. In fact, at this moment, she didn't feel any pain, as if she had lost her soul, she just walked forward.

Go home...

But Liu Lian and Luqi are not there, as if they can see that in today's bedroom, it is pitch black, and there is no one waiting for her to go home...

Gradually, Ye Jing only felt that the dazzling colored lights seemed to be hanging in the universe of Qionggao, and the noisy voices repeatedly came from the ethereal distance. Everything seems to be far away from itself, like some kind of tipping point, counting down the collapse of the whole world...

"Xiao Jing ~~~"

"Huh?" Ye Jing's death-like silent heart suddenly rippled because of that affectionate call...

"Aha, it's you!"

Ye Jing looked at the beautiful voice that came to him...

"Ling... Ling'er?"

Nanan Ling is wearing a red Christmas dress trimmed with white velvet, a black silk base under the furry coat, and a pair of round scalp boots, all filled with a cheerful Christmas atmosphere. Her appearance, it seems, in an instant, brought those neon and noises that were far away back to Ye Jing's side.

"How is it?" Ling'er gently pinched the corner of her clothes, like a butterfly that has always been cute, and turned around in front of Ye Jing, "Is this dress cute?"

"Uh-huh... Ye Jing nodded, and through Ling'er to bring the light around her, she saw the girl's bright eyebrows clearly, smiled lightly, and the shiny lip gloss was delicate, making people feel that her face was burning and her ears were red, but she didn't dare to bow her head, for fear of misunderstanding that she was staring at the girl's short skirt, the slender legs...

"Hey, hey... Ling'er played with the white pompoms used to decorate her Christmas dress, "Look at you, why are you so stupidly frozen?"

"Uh? no... No... Ye Jing defended, "I'm curious, aren't you cold wearing this?"

"It's okay~~" Ling'er smiled, grabbed Ye Jing's hand and pressed it on her thigh, "Do you feel it?" I wore an extra pair of leggings~~"

"Ah~~Ah~~" Ye Jing touched Ling'er perfunctorily, and hurriedly withdrew her hand in embarrassment, "Beware of don't... Don't catch a cold... ”

"Hehe, thank you for your concern~~~~" Ling'er naughtily threw a wink at Ye Jing, and then unscrupulously, and full of anticipation to capture every change in Ye Jing's expression, like Ling'er is so clever, it is naturally not difficult to notice the faint and lingering sadness between Ye Jing's eyebrows. . .

"What's wrong?" Ling'er frowned lightly and asked with concern, "Did anyone bully you?"

"How... How can it be... Ye Jing hurriedly covered up, "It's you, why are you here? Shouldn't Little Red Riding Hood be very busy today?"

"I'm just working... Ling'er pouted, "Otherwise, what do you think I'm wearing this for?"

As soon as the words changed, Ling'er immediately laughed again: "I'm already done, I'm about to go back, I ran into you without thinking about it, why are you alone?"

"I... I... Ye Jing hesitated for a while, and finally couldn't suppress the sadness of the instant burst in his heart, sighed lightly, clearly felt that the circles under his eyes were hot, and he felt anxious, even if he crossed a trace of tears, he was quickly dried in this cold night, "Today... I would have been ... It's a person ... ”

Ye Jing, who is usually very aggressive, suddenly became sentimental, which naturally surprised Nalan Ling, but at the same time, she also recalled more or less clues about Ye Jing during this time, maybe it was because Zhou Jinyun's illness had exhausted the joy in the bedroom, or maybe the recent heavy idol work made her tired in front of her original introverted personality?

Still is...

What I feel deeply, the feeling that I want to say and stop, I think about it, I am honestly afraid, but I am sweet and sour?

Ye Jing: Could it be that in your heart, there is also a lover who is deeply hidden and cannot speak to him?

"Xiao Jing?" Ling'er leaned over to Ye Jing and gently scratched her nose, "You're not alone, how can there be a reason to spend Christmas Eve alone?"

"Huh?" Before Ye Jing could understand, Ling'er had already taken her hand and trotted up, "Ling'er?"

"Na~~A rare Christmas Eve~~" Ling'er, who was walking in front, turned her head, and between her smiles, there was exhaled heat, and the smoke curled, bringing a trace of life to the cold night sky, "I'll take you... Go somewhere ... ”

"Where?"

"Secret~~" Ling'er pouted, "You'll know when you arrive~~"

The two girls held hands like this, gradually left the colorful lanterns, bid farewell to the frolicking crowd for a while, and returned to the depths of the campus, the quiet joy of the students on weekdays. With the help of the street lamp, which was not bright, Ling'er took Ye Jing to tiptoe around the back door of the big cafeteria on the West Campus.

"Ling'er~~ Where is this?" Ye Jing didn't know why she was suppressing her voice like a thief at this moment, was it because the surroundings were too quiet, or...

"What are you making a fuss about?" Ye Jing saw Ling'er holding the window with both hands on her face, and arched into the restaurant with a pout. That's right, it was this 100% thief action that Ye Jing couldn't help but lower her voice.

Ling'er, who slipped into the house, was not in a hurry in the face of Ye Jing's surprise, clapped her hands familiarly, dusted off the dust on her clothes, and then opened the door from inside, and stretched out her hand to pull Ye Jing closer to the house.

"We ... The empty canteen has undoubtedly become an exaggerated speaker, amplifying every sound, so bluffing that Ye Jing stopped as soon as she opened her mouth, and had to cover her mouth with her hands and ask, "What are we doing here?"

"Ahh This is the old cafeteria on the West Campus... Ling'er's voice was crisp and pleasant, echoing back and forth in the hall like an echo of a valley, "You don't have to be so quiet, no one will be here at this time... ”

Thanks to Ling'er's calmness, and also because the school cafeteria is not a great place for people to enter, Ye Jing couldn't help but feel that her nervousness was really stupid at this time, so she let go of her words.

"That being said, but... Ah... Because the black lights in the cafeteria could only rely on the faint moonlight to see the way, Ye Jing couldn't help but bump into the tables and chairs placed in the hall, and suddenly felt a hot knees, "At least... At least turn on the lights, right?"

"Where are you waiting ... Ling'er smiled, "This old canteen has long been abandoned, except for the occasional student who comes to clean it, no one cares about the water and electricity cuts." ”

"Huh?"

"Here, come~~" Without waiting for Ye Jing to complain, Ling'er led her again, walked sideways past a few rows of tables and chairs, and after a few corners, she entered a small room located behind the cafeteria, that is, next to the kitchen.

"This is it~~"

With Ling'er's relieved announcement, she only listened to the sound of "click" two switches, and a light bulb hanging on Ye Jing's head emitted a faint light in the hissing of tungsten filaments. Although it was like a ghost movie scene, it was at least a little brighter. Through this faint light, Ye Jing proudly saw the environment she was in.

This is a small cubicle of seven or eight square meters, scattered with fragments of unknown prints, accompanied by damaged table and chair parts, which makes people feel an indescribable sense of nostalgia, like the feeling of revisiting the old place produced by piecing together the fragments of various memories.

"The entire cafeteria has been abandoned and the power has been cut off, and it's amazing that the light bulbs here are still on... Ye Jing complained.

"Not without reason ... Ling'er squatted in the corner of the wall and didn't know what she was tinkering with, and said, "This room was originally used as a rest room for the staff on duty, maybe for some emergency reasons, the circuits in the room are all additional, including this... ”

Call~~~~

With a burst of mechanical exhaust sound, Ye Jing realized that what Ling'er had been tinkering with was a wall heater.

"It's still connected to steam, as long as it takes a while, the room will be so warm that you take off your coat~~"

"Oh~~" Ye Jing couldn't help but praise, "It's a little interesting, how did you find such a secret place?"

"It's nothing, Xiyuan once organized an investigation of vacant buildings in the university town, aiming to remind the school to make environmentally friendly use of the resources on campus, and on the other hand, it also opened up more activity venues for the club, which is when I found out here... Speaking of this, Ling'er pursed her lips, "It's a pity that I don't pay much attention to this old canteen, but it's okay, I'll treat this place as my own private space... ”

"Private space?" For a moment, Ye Jing couldn't help but think of the small pavilion in high school, "It's like a secret base?"

"Hmmm... How to say it ... Ling'er smiled bitterly, "You know, as a campus idol, I have no ego outside, and I have to look shiny anytime and anywhere... But here it is ... No one will disturb me and give vent to the truest side of my heart ... Those pieces of paper on the ground are all shredded when I'm unhappy~~"

"Oh... Ye Jing sighed noncommittally, "It's a good thing to vent when you're under pressure... Eh, you broke those tables and chairs, too?"

"No!" Ling'er couldn't help laughing, "How can I have so much strength, those are originally bad, hateful, what do you think of me?"

"Haha... Ye Jing also laughed, because as long as Ling'er laughed, she would not continue the topic that was bound to become heavier and heavier just now. Because today, Ye Jing needs laughter so much, even those laughter that is very against her will...

"Xiaojing, do you know? You've been smiling a lot lately... I'm not as happy as I used to be ... ”

However, just as Ye Jing was joking with a sloppy grin, Ling'er's expression suddenly became serious again, and Ye Jing couldn't help but feel palpitations, as if she was being held tightly.

"In this room, I have to face no one but my own heart... So I can be real here ... I hope... You are here, the same ... I can also let go of all the baggage... Ling'er bit her lower lip lightly, her eyes lit up with stars, and said, "I want to cry... Just crying... ”

Ye Jing's heart couldn't help but pass a sourness, and inadvertently his eyes became blurry.

"I can't say I understand you... Ling'er swallowed her throat, "But at least, I can understand that feeling, when I am not with you, I can deeply feel someone who is very important in your heart, maintaining all your joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and carrying all your hopes and happiness." But that man ... It must be far away from you ... But on the other hand, it will appear before your eyes from time to time, as if to remind you of the unbridgeable gap between you ... Xiao Jing... Believe me, the bitterness ... I... I can understand ... So... ”

In Ye Jing's heart, everything about Lu Jingying, about herself, and everything between the two...

"Actually... We are all the same, blindly strong, blindly persistent, in fact, how much you wish someone would say something in your ear... Ling'er closed her eyes, two lines of tears, across her delicate cheeks, "Xiao Jing... You have done well enough ... Thank you for your hard work... ”

The melancholy, even the grievance, like boiling oil, kept gushing out in an instant, until she couldn't help it, and she cried bitterly...

Sometimes, instead of laughing, we need more ... But it was tears...

"That's right ... Xiao Jing... Cry if you want to... For her sake and for herself, Ling'er choked up, took Ye Jing, who was crying silently, into her arms, and patted her back gently, "When you finish crying and walk out of this room, you will still be the one, smiling, kind, and cute campus idol... It's still the one everyone loves from the bottom of their hearts... Princess Jing... ”