Chapter 4 Lives hang by a thread
Maybe it shouldn't come, and no one can stop it if it's coming, not to mention the physiological career that a girl must go through. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info
One day, Bi Lian held the ground in a good manner, and liked others to look at her own window with strange eyes, and the questioning eyes couldn't help but snicker.
Once, a friend of the fourth uncle came to Bilian's house as a guest, but he stood outside the door for a long time, but he didn't enter the door of the hall. Later, the fourth uncle arrived: Why don't you go in? What are you doing standing outside the hall? I only heard a nervous and mysterious voice, "Her floor is so clean! What's the matter today? Isn't it to welcome the guests?"
Fourth Uncle Bilian laughed and said: Our daughters are like that, especially Bilian, they like to mop the floor! What else is going on, it should be to welcome us, we are VIPs, come in, come in!
But no one knows, Bilian is diligent whether she is mopping the floor or doing other work, she can't say, if there is any problem, even the neighbor's sister-in-law will come to ask: Lian, you have a lot of knowledge, look at how the furniture of my house is arranged to look spacious. Bilian will always put the style, elegant, quiet, simple and bright and what three-dimensional space, it is said to be methodical, orderly and unique, it is really convincing, this little girl is not very old, and she knows a lot!
But, but.
But what's going on today?
Maybe no one knows that when she was a girl, she was ignorant and confused.
I always feel that I can't handle it anymore, even if I walk, I can't handle it freely, what is wet and thick and sticky, sticking to myself, what is going on? I have changed a few clothes a day, but I still can't solve it, is it myself?
Bilian didn't dare to think about it, because, in her impression, some things that she might still be far away from herself and shouldn't have experienced them, she didn't want to experience them.
In elementary school, there are no desks or chairs, and classes are held on concrete piers, and the benches are carried by themselves. Not to mention the classroom, it is a dormitory, and dozens of people have a large tube room, and when it rains, they are afraid of getting drenched on their backs, so they hurriedly use basins to catch the leaky rainwater.
Therefore, elementary school and junior high school, such a simple and simple setting, and no menstrual cycle classes have been offered.
When I got to high school, I was taking the exam and then taking the exam, and there were seven sisters, and I was the oldest in the rankings, studying hard, in order to be a role model.
Canteens, dormitories, and classrooms.
How can you have the mind to study other things in your spare time?
In desperation, Bilian went to her cousin's house in the front yard and went to Sister Meihong to talk to Sister Meihong to see if she could solve the problem.
Meihong saw Bilian's nervous face and red ears, and hurriedly asked what was the emergency?
I saw Bilian squeak and squeak, and she said something indistinct.
Sister Meihong smiled, what else should I do?
As he spoke, he picked up a large stack of yellow paper from the back room, and said to himself, a woman has to pass this level, you don't have anything to be embarrassed about, this is a sign of a girl's physical maturity, or later.
It's about how to be a mother in the future, and how to be a mother.
Bilian seemed to understand, but she still asked, Sister Meihong, what are you doing with grandma's incense paper?
"No, why do you need it urgently? If others see it, how embarrassing will it be to have stagnant blood stains on your clothes?"
After all, Meihong is two years older than Bilian, and she only saw a few minutes of effort, trapezoidal, diamond-shaped, and a few irregular, all of which were placed in front of Bilian.
"Otherwise, I'll see how you're going to get home." Don't look at these few steps away, others have seen it, but it's a shame!"
Bilian heard that Sister Meihong had already said it so bluntly, she blushed and had to obey the will to go to the toilet.
After a few minutes of hard work, Sister Meihong carefully and thoughtfully picked up the model from the house, and demonstrated it to Bilian in detail.
"Sister, what is this?"
Who's underwear and shorts are still wearing elastic rubber bands at both ends. Bilian looked at it curiously.
"Hey, why don't you have a civilized mind? Aren't these two elastic bands just skins? What do you think, for the sake of ease of movement, don't move back and forth, and naturally fix it firmly. ”
When Bi Lian heard this, she was even more ashamed, and she felt that her head was sweating.
Sister Meihong said kindly: "Before, when I first found out, I used the newspaper for emergency. Look! People in the city use toilet paper, but how have we ever used it? Usually, when we squat in a latrine, we don't all use notebook paper to crumple it up, and it's good to do it softly. Later, when I felt that the newspaper was very hard, my grandmother gave me the paper she used to burn incense. One day, my grandmother thought it was a waste, so she simply cut me into pieces of cotton cloth that she had woven by herself, and then folded it into a shape with two pointed ends and a round middle, which was not only easy to wash, but also economical and comfortable to use.
But my grandmother was always worried about this and that, and once told me, walking fast, what if I fall off?
No, my grandmother was afraid that it would be inconvenient to move, so she tailored a pair of underwear shorts for me, and specially sewed elastic bands at both ends for a specific time......"
Without waiting for Sister Meihong to finish speaking, Bi Lian's eyes widened: "Ah, sister, it turned out that grandma taught you? I never thought about it, why does it sound so troublesome and messy!"
"Every month, everyone has to spend these days, grandma is thoughtful, catch up with Ming'er, I'll go to the market for you to take a look, see if there are any sanitary pants for sale, and bring one for you. ”
When Bi Lian heard this, she was nervous, and a lot of sweat beads flowed down her cheeks.
"What? I really hate to die, and I can only work on my own self-reliance, why do I have so much!" cried out in his heart with inexplicable fear and surprise.
A casual memory, I thought:
When I was a freshman in high school, a tablemate saw that he hadn't entered the class for a long time after class, and he almost entered the class late, and asked if there was a situation?
Just went to WC.
I didn't expect a sentence that I understated.
I saw the same table, and took out a soft square from the table drawer, and put a thin layer of film on the outside.
I was stunned for a long time without squeaking!
I really don't understand, what kind of magic do you want to play at the same table?
Maybe it was the same table mate who saw his indifferent embarrassment, took it out for a moment and hurriedly explained, "This is the bread for you, your first day is coming soon!"
I was even more confused at the time, and I didn't understand and said, "What is the first day, how many days will it take, is there a second day, a third day?" “
So he handed it to his tablemate and said, "I don't want it!"
At that time, I didn't know whether it was true or false, I didn't understand, in short, I felt that my time had not yet come, and everything was so far away from me.
I saw that the things that were regarded as bread at the same table were marked with a few words on them, special sanitary napkins for girls.
But today I feel that I am still very small and have not grown up.
Maybe I don't want or am afraid to grow up, so my ignorant heart is even more overwhelmed.
Why is it that time is so fast, and the mark of growth still leaves a symbol, or a beautiful note?
Sister Meihong may have seen Bilian's hesitation, uneasiness or fear, I don't know whether it was comfort or, in short, she simply said: Don't worry, it's just two days over.
I returned home with a silent and thoughtful face, the ground couldn't be dragged so hard, and I couldn't work to pull a cart or climb a tree, and there was an indescribable entanglement in my heart.
"Two days! two days...... How can these two days pass as quickly as possible?"
Thinking of Sister Meihong's entrustment, gritting her teeth will always get through.
Hey, Sister Meihong, it's really amazing, it's two days, everything is worry-free, innocent and feels refreshing.
Wow! I can climb the ladder and climb the tree and climb the ladder again, and I don't know how the vines on the roof of my bungalow have been going these two days? Have you died of thirst, how many branches should I prune? Or how many more bunches have I had?
Just as on the third day, with a happy face, I was ready to finish my housework in the morning and plan to go up to the roof in the afternoon.
But there is always a strange abnormality, how can it be weird?
Hurry up and bring a basin of water by yourself, wash and change it, there will be no more abnormalities, right?
The washing and changing procedure has just been completed, but the ladder has not been moved, and it seems to be abnormal.
At this time, Bi Lian muttered angrily: "Dad's stairs are so slow, I have jumped from the roof of the bungalow to the sand pile several times, but it has not been built yet." ”
I thought to myself, now that the sand has run out, the stairs are still not built, and if there are stairs, there is no need to carry any more ladders.
Not only can we not get on the roof, but we can't solve the boredom, and new confusions are coming one after another.
Even more impatiently muttering to himself, it has only been clean all morning? Again, I really hate it! I can't live! I'm very unlucky!
With a complaining face, just sit down in the basin of water and see what is abnormal, shouldn't it be quiet and clean!
So, one afternoon, restlessly sat down in the basin of water again and again.
But in the end, if you don't get your wish, you should go is not going, and what you should go is not going, and intermittently coming and going, dripping and sprinkling.
My heart is so troubled and anxious, what should I do?
At night, my sister also has to take a shower, seven sisters, but there is only one big basin?
Bi Lian discussed with the second sister and Yan Yue: Second sister, your eldest sister and I have been humble to you everywhere since you were born!
Seeing that the second sister didn't squeak, Bilian was afraid that the proposed conditions would be rejected by the second sister, so she said in a roundabout way, "Remember, when I was in elementary school, I was a year older than you, and on rainy days, I was barefoot, and I asked you to carry my shoes and carry you to school." When I went to middle school, every time I bought a soda for five cents, my sister was so hot that her face was flushed, and she was reluctant to take a sip, so she left it all to you. Another time, the school arranged for me to go to the cultural center to see the exhibition, and when I came back, I got lost and simply used all the money to call a human-powered pedal tricycle. At that time, there was not enough money, and the tricycle master said that only one person could be seated. You sit on the tricycle, and my sister and I are trotting and panting, and you don't say, 'Let you come down, let's change!'"
"Sister, tell me a lot, what do you want to do? You can't have a fever, do you? Or are you sick again?"
"Sister, I'm very sober, why am I sick again? What are you talking about, sister, I've never been sick!"
The two sisters argued, perhaps, it was the sister's words that hurt Bilian's sore spot. Because, in the days when everyone thought she was sick, she clearly remembered all the torture process of going to the god-in-law's house to see a doctor.
So, I said to my sister in a somewhat irrational and indignant tone.
The second sister has always been pampered and pampered.
Although Bilian is the boss, she has always had to think well and let the big let the small. This time, Bilian said that she would make an exception, and wanted to wash it in a basin for the first time, and she felt uncomfortable, she really couldn't move, she really couldn't stand it!
Perhaps it was the growing noise of the sisters' quarrels, the quarrels, which alarmed the father.
A harsh reprimand: "You come out, what kind of noise do you make to your sister, and if you quarrel again, go away!"
Maybe my father knew that Bilian was stubborn, and he didn't come out when he stood still.
Another high octave loud voice reprimanded and abused, "***, she took a bath in the house, you gave her a lot of noise, she didn't come out, what's the matter, you can't say it tomorrow, it's really not sensible at all!
Bi Lian was like a wronged kitten, shouting, "I won't come out, why let me let her go everywhere, can't she let me go back?"
When his father heard Bi Lian's stubborn and stubborn voice, he was even louder and scolded and reprimanded, "If you don't come out again, try it?"
Seeing his father make a quick move, he slipped his shoes and smashed them at himself.
Coldly turned around sharply, stumbled, and dodged.
Regardless of the convenience or inconvenience of any activities, the hero did not suffer the immediate loss, and hurriedly ran out of the house.
Because, in Bilian's eyes, her father has always favored the second sister, as if the second sister is the top of her heart, and she has always been called as a tomboy.
The second sister is well-behaved and sensible, her father never dared to touch a finger of her, and when she was reprimanded, she was so frightened that she didn't dare to come out under the table.
And what about himself? In the eyes of my father, I have always been a rebellious.
Therefore, every time my father took off his shoes and hit, Bilian never dodged, and my father became more and more angry, until he shouted that his leg hurt and he couldn't stand!
He never gave in and shouted: "Dad, stop fighting! Can't I change it?"
But every time, seeing Bi Lian staggering and unsteady, Ji Zhi, his father's hands were cramping, so he simply put down the shoes in his hands in distress and put them on his feet impatiently.
Perhaps, tonight, Bi Lian felt her abnormality, or didn't want her father to smash the dragged shoe on her again, in case she caught herself, with her father's temper, she always didn't stop fighting.
It must be a dumb person who suffers a loss in front of him.
Running and running, but when I ran to the gate, the gate was locked, so I didn't care about anything else, skillfully moved, lifted the ladder, and a person climbed to the roof of the bungalow unconsciously, to see if my father could still find it?
But there is always a stomach full of grievances, the world is just not fair!
I picked bunches of grapes on the roof of the bungalow, and I still felt uneasy, so I simply went out to breathe and find someone to complain about my annoyance.
So, when I thought that when my father was looking for someone to build the stairs, I often jumped from the roof of the bungalow to the sand, and I don't know if I had no money to buy sand or.
I thought I would try it, and when I built the stairs, wouldn't I be jumping up and down on it every day?
But when one leg is stretched out, I am still afraid!
Hesitant, no, not so high as the roof of the bungalow, I am on it every day, and I don't feel unfathomable?
Finish another bunch of grapes to give yourself courage.
Can't help but turn sideways, slow motion!
Suddenly, I felt that I couldn't help but jump, what?
Immediately, a hand was consciously stretched out, trying to press the ground, land on the ground, and stand up again!
Perhaps out of instinctive self-preservation, one hand really touched the ground first.
Perhaps it was one hand that touched the ground first, and the rest was unknown.
Lying motionless on the ground, I dare not say to myself, I am still alive. Struggling desperately, trying with all his might, trying to shout, but unable to shout.
Waiting, praying and praying with all my heart, someone will come to him, a life-saving straw, trying his best to preserve his strength, moaning and gasping.
"Who is this, and how is there a man lying on the ground?"
It was Bilian's fifth aunt, who walked by and shouted in horror.
Bilian used all her strength, she could only gasp, she could only breathe, and she couldn't make any other mixed sounds, it seemed to be one word, "I!"
For her, it was such a luxury.
When the fifth aunt walked in, she screamed in shock, "Come on, it's Bilian, come on"!
The father hurriedly opened the door, "I said that I have been looking in the yard for so long, and my mother has shouted, and there is still no movement for a long time", my father said sadly, "It's over, I don't think there is hope......" said tremblingly, "The red on the ground, isn't it blood?"
My mother was crying and hurting, and everyone said that if you say a word to me, go and pull the car, and send it to the hospital, and send it to the nearest hospital.
The fifth aunt kept telling with concern, "Lian, persevere, persevere!"
The operating table, the screams, through the night, seemed to be particularly harsh, and the mother couldn't stop crying, staring at the door of the operating table with a pair of eyes.
I saw a doctor who said who was the patient's family.
"Please be mentally prepared, there is a possibility that you will ...... cripples"
"As long as there's a daughter!" said the mother, in an almost hoarse voice.
Time flies by minute by minute, and for Bilian, turning over is like the New Year, eating, drinking, and Lazar are all on the hospital bed. But she still said hopefully, "Mom, I'm going to be fine, you have to believe me!"
Maybe God played a big joke on Bilian, everyone thought that Bilian was lying in a pool of blood, but who knew that it was a watermelon, and the ripe watermelon caught Bilian impartially.
Due to the hot weather, Bilian bought several watermelons that afternoon, but they were ripe, and they tasted weird. So he put it at the gate and waited to ask the melon seller for justice, but he didn't expect it. It really proves that those things you think is a debt to you in life will eventually become the gifts and gifts of the years to you, because time is the best proof and answer.
In just one afternoon, less than twenty-four hours, those ripe watermelons have become Bilian's strange and peculiar life-saving straw, if it weren't for them, it can be imagined.
Brave, optimistic and strong, Bilian said to herself that we will not do something because it is easy, on the contrary, we cannot give up because of its difficulties.
So, unable to sit, she danced with her fingers and slowly moved her elbows. Unable to turn over, she danced with her feet and limbs, so that the palms of her feet, the big feet, the balls of her big feet, and the other four feet and limbs, and the soles of her feet were moving and twisting as much as she could, as if she was subconsciously dancing from the bottom to the top of her body with the dance music.
Life lies in exercise, and blood circulation promotes physical health and is more conducive to the recovery of patients.
I believe that one day I can turn over and stand up!