If one person's voice and footprints can be remembered or remembered forever by another person, this is eternity. A new book

- Sanmao

Ah Xin and Fang's emotions are memories that Ah Xinfang does not want to forget, not only because Fang gave Ah Xin the warmth of his home.

What's more, this emotion is pure, without any other factors in it, pure is a little unreal, and the first love is ignorant and simple.

First love is pure and immaculate in people's hearts, and it is a sacred pure land.

It is a memory that can make people nostalgic and recall a lifetime, and that beauty is worth remembering for a lifetime. Why does Ah Xin use remembrance, because it is a lost youth that cannot be recovered.

The relationship between Ah Xin and Fang ended quietly and silently when Fang went home for the New Year, and the end was unguarded.

Maybe it's just a thick cloud, maybe it's just the wind and sand flying into my eyes, I can't see it, but I still feel warm

- Sanmao

Although the relationship between Ah Xin and Fang ended defenselessly, Ah Xin still loves you in his heart!

For so many years, Ah Xin can't see or touch Fang. But Ah Xin can't deny that he has always had Fang in his heart. One might say, it's not worth it.

Perhaps! Maybe in Ah Xin's heart, Fang is an obsession, that's all, but Ah Xin himself doesn't want to admit it.

Obviously in the lunar calendar in 2005, when they were on holiday, they were still in love together, and when Ah Xin sent Fang on the train, he also agreed to spend Chinese New Year's Eve together in Kunshan after the New Year.

Obviously, on the first day of the Lunar New Year, they blessed each other, but on the third day of the Lunar New Year, there was suddenly no contact, the mobile phone could not be reached, and there was no response on QQ. asked Fang's best friend, and said that she didn't know what was wrong.

Ah Xin panicked, and finished the New Year in a trance, on the eighth day of the Lunar New Year, Ah Xin returned to Kunshan, and waited and waited, but what he was waiting for was like a thunderbolt on a sunny day. Or the news brought by Jing.

When Fang came home for the Chinese New Year, she told her parents about the person she was talking to. For some reason, the mobile phone was confiscated by Fang's parents, and after the New Year, Fang was taken by his eldest brother to Guangzhou to work.

This was the last news Ah Xin heard from Fang in all these years. I still know about it through others.

Now think about the past, it's not very funny, whether Ah Xin is too infatuated, or Fang didn't keep his promise, it doesn't matter anymore, the important thing is that Ah Xin saw each other again a few days ago, after thirteen years with Fang, just a video call.

Ah Ming's wife, Lingling, reprinted Ah Xin's book, and attached a recent photo of Ah Xin, and also commented as follows:

For more than ten years, everyone thinks that you have forgotten our mutual friend Fang, I didn't expect that you have always kept Fang, deep in your heart, why bother, and write a book, infatuated with one, but is it worth it?

Originally, it was just an ordinary space to talk about it, but I never expected it, but at about nine o'clock in the evening of the same day, I received Fang's QQ that had been offline for more than ten years, and sent a message: Everyone has been doing for more than ten years, are ......you okay? How are you doing all these years!

Lingling couldn't believe it, and she would receive Fang's message, so she took Ah Ming to find Ah Xin as soon as possible, (Ah Xin and Ah Ming's house was bought together and they were neighbors).

Ah Xin was ecstatic. Let Lingling and Fang video, in order to be able to see more clearly, it is the big display screen that Ah Xin usually uses to start video conferences.

When Fang's figure appeared in the video, Ah Xin's eyes quietly shed tears, and he couldn't control himself! It's been 12 years!

At first, Ah Xin didn't dare to appear in the video, a little afraid to face it!

Lingling Amin and Fang are in the video, chatting about each other, the changes and thoughts over the years. After chatting and chatting, they talked about Ah Xin's book, Lingling asked Fang, have you read it? Fang replied that she had read it, and everyone was silent for a while.

Fang suddenly sobbed softly and asked Lingling: ...... he (pauses for a moment) Ah Xin, how have you been all these years?

Ah Xin heard Fang shouting "Ah Xin" again after so many years, and his heart was mixed, he ran into the room, closed the door and cried, I don't know if it was because of happiness or what's wrong.

Ah Ming, this other stove thing, came to knock on the door, saying that Fang wanted to see Ah Xin, just wanted to see, over the years, Ah Xin has not changed.

Ah Xin told Ah Ming to wait, and he would go later, but he himself was in the room, rummaging through the cabinets, and found the white sportswear that Fang bought for him and put it on.

When Ah Xin came out of the room, in the living room, he saw Fang in the video. The two of them were silent again.

But at the same time, he greeted each other: Fang (Ah Xin), how have you been doing these years!

Ah Xin and Fang, like old friends, chatted for a long time, chatting about the past and the present. Ah Xin asked Fang if he would eat a bite of "cherry crisp" when he was in a bad mood, Fang nodded, but Ah Xin didn't tell Fang, he had developed this habit himself.

It's not that I don't want to say it, it's just that Ah Xin thinks that it's good to know for myself.

At the end of the video chat, Fang said something like this: Ah Xin, let the past be the past, we all have to look forward, life still has to go on, isn't it?, cherish the present, cherish the present.

Cherish the present, cherish the present.

Just like Ah Xin's new friend, the crazy two gods who are also authors, said:

"It's time to let go, and letting go doesn't mean forgetting. Just let her settle down. Maybe when you're older, you'll have more time to reminisce. When you remember it at that time, it may not be sad, but just a kind of youthful remembrance

Didn't you say that yesterday? because we didn't understand it before. Now we understand more, because we have experienced more and reflected.

And those girls don't necessarily feel like you're sorry for her now. Because they're probably going to understand it now

As long as you have paid sincerely at that time, no one is sorry for anyone. Besides, even if you know why it's like that, what can you do? Life goes on, yours, mine, and everyone else's

In fact, I don't think there is a need to have obsessions, all experiences are life. It's all like listening to a soul song that makes people cry. After singing, you still have to live.

I remember a saying: If you are happy, you will be able to make many people around you happy. So, it's your responsibility to make yourself happy. ”

Indeed, life goes on and everything has to look forward.

The past is like smoke, let the past go away with the wind, if one day, you hear Ah Xin's soft voice in the wind.

Ah Xin just wants to tell you that you also have the same experience as Ah Xin. Sympathy.

Then Ah Xin tells you, don't be sad, don't be sad, raise your head and take a step, and walk forward bravely, because you will never know who is waiting for you in front of you, and what interesting things are waiting for you.

Don't learn from Ah Xin, for the sake of one person, I have been going around for more than ten years. I don't know it yet.

Standing still is a waste of time and life, it is not right, you must learn to look forward, do not let down the person in front of you, who is waiting for you.

Ah Xin now figured it out, but suddenly found that he had failed a lot of girls over the years, treated him sincerely, and hurt their hearts that were sincerely giving, but not cherished by Ah Xin.

I'm sorry, Ah Xin knows that it's too late to say sorry, and you may never know that Ah Xin said this sorry. But I still have to say that this is owed to you.

The following words are for those who have encountered setbacks in the emotional world:

Others can comfort you, but they never know the pain in your heart.

No matter how many grievances there are, how uncomfortable they are,

Remember that in the end, it was up to you to heal.

There is no empathy in this world at all, only cold and warm self-knowledge.

These few words are so right, there is no empathy, only cold and warm self-knowledge.

You are hungry, only you know, and no one will come to remind you: it's time, it's time to eat.

When you are tired, others will not know that you feel sorry for yourself, and you say to yourself, when you are tired, just rest!

Ah Xin wants to say, forget the past, the past is the past, who does not experience unforgettable love in their life, just take it as a memory, don't be too persistent, look at Ah Xin! is the best example.

The story about first love, this is the end, there may be a lot of details, Ah Xin didn't write it out I'm sorry, because writing while reminiscing is really, really hurt.

The instability of the update,Ah Xin knows that it is the biggest poison point.,I'm sorry.,Ah Xin will try to write as much as possible in the future.。