Chapter 408: Ruyi Langjun (5)
Holding the hilt of the sword in his hand, a drop of water flowed between Ji Lingduan's eyebrows, but it suddenly turned into a wisp of smoke under the firelight.
"Why do you want to please me? ”
"Then why do you hate me after that?" asked the woman, who trembled at the white shirt, "I know you want to join the army." I begged Master, and I wanted you to stay. But in exchange for your words, fearless. ”
"You know it's impossible, why do you cling to this thought. ”
The woman suddenly smiled and said, "Since I was a child, my mother told me that I must never touch the feelings of men and women. I begged the eldest brother who knew how to tell fortunes in the family, and he told me that you were my wishful husband. If it were possible in this life, that wishful man would only be you. ”
The corners of Ji Ling's eyebrows fell, no longer tightened together, and said, "He's a liar." ”
"Didn't you just ask me who was the man who took care of you when you were seriously injured?"
Ji Lingduan knew that the person was her, but she couldn't say anything at all.
Her voice was like ashes in the firelight, resisting powerlessly, "I just want to know, if you had known that person was me, would you have treated me like this?"
That person is not Shi'er, but her? All of Ji Lingduan's memories seem to be confused, what if the person who rode the horse and traveled with her was her?
"I don't know ......"
The woman seems to be finally relieved, maybe she believes her mother's words, don't touch love, because love is the most sad thing in the world.
"I hope you will forget all that I said today. I will protect you and go to Yudu to find Miss Yan, I hope that from then on, you and I will have nothing to do with each other. ”
How could Ji Lingduan forget, the thing that was already in his mind, unless he lost his memory, he couldn't take it out again. And what is left in his heart now, his unwillingness to Shi'er, and his guilt for her, are all mixed together and cannot be separated.
Avoiding the pursuit of the assassins, he finally came to Yan's mansion, but it was only then that he learned that Yan Xi'er was married and married to a rich Luo Gongzi.
His head was swollen and painful as if it was about to burst, and he thought that Shi'er would wait for him to come back, but he didn't expect that this time he would say goodbye without saying goodbye, and it would be goodbye forever.
Ji Lingduan began to drink alcohol from that day, drunk himself in the tavern all day and night, he didn't even know which moment was real and which moment was nothing.
The Assassin took this opportunity to hunt him down, he was a helpless drunkard, but fortunately, the woman next to him kept sacrificing her life to save him, once, twice...... Is this what she said to have nothing to do with it? Ji Lingduan just felt that she had fallen deeper and deeper, just like when he fell into Shi'er's eyes at the beginning.
"Let's go......" Ji Ling lay on the ground full of alcohol, but kept shouting, "Let's go, let's go, let's go......"
The woman felt sorry for him, and the woman had a perfect family and her own children, but she left him alone to grieve.
That night, the woman went to find Yan Xi'er alone, she came with her stomach up, and there were a few small servants beside her.
"The girl is looking for me, but what's the matter?"
The woman gave up, looking at Yan Xi'er's appearance of caressing her belly, that kind of happiness was what Ji Lingduan wanted to see, so she couldn't bother it.
Back at the tavern, she picked up Ji Lingduan's body, and he whispered in her ear, "Shi'er, let's go horseback riding, I still have a lot of places to take you to......"
Tears flowed spinelessly in her eyes, the woman's heart began to bleed, her face turned pale, looking at his face full of happiness, is it really drunk and dreaming of death to have such happiness, and the heart will stop aching?
On that day, the woman was very drunk, and she suddenly saw that she was the one who was riding his horse with her. The smile in the dream, it was only in the dream, because when I woke up, all the original pain was still there.
She left everything behind, just to spend the rest of her life with Ji Lingduan, and they went to see a lot of scenery. Whenever he was drunk, she risked her life to shield him from all his injuries. Finally one day, Ji Lingduan couldn't bear it anymore.
He said, "If I am really your wishful husband, then what is this that has happened to you now?"
The woman smiled and replied, "It's all that happens now, and I'm sure that that person is really you." ”
Ji Lingduan seemed to have untied the knot in his heart, and in the half a year he was drunk, he saw a lot of things clearly, his father's affairs, Shi'er's affairs, and his entanglement with this woman.
He agreed, and went back to her hometown with her to live again.
But what he didn't expect was that this woman was a descendant of Dongfang Jibai. Ji Lingduan, this is probably the reason why you owe her!
He is not Ji Lingduan, he is Shangguan Lingduan, he can't forget his life experience. What if she knew that the Shangguan family had been destroyed? What if she knew that the person their ancestors had always held a grudge against was him, Shangguan Lingduan?
Ji Lingduan decided to give it a try, and he told the woman that he was actually the descendant of Shangguan Yueqian, the person their ancestors hated. If she can still accept it, then he is willing to protect her until death in this life, and he will stay by her side.
Or, it was torturing her, and she might have known something early on, that her master was an enemy, that the person she loved was the enemy's descendant. But why did she not give up, in the end, in exchange for his repeated temptations? Could it be that he still misses that woman? The woman who rode with him?
She couldn't bear this anymore and locked Ji Lingduan in a palace in the harem.
At this moment, she knew that the woman's child was not a rich businessman's, but Ji Lingduan's.
She felt guilty and regretted, if she had plucked up the courage to come forward and explain the truth to her that day, would it be possible for Yan Xi'er and him to do so? But just as she was on the way to find Yan Xi'er, she learned that she was no longer alive.
Ten years later, she never told Ji Lingduan this fact. Perhaps, if he doesn't tell him that Shi'er is dead, he still has hope to live.
The woman was only for Ji Lingduan from beginning to end, and Ji Lingduan's feelings for her, she seemed to be unable to see it anymore.
Until that day, news came from outside the palace that Shangguan Yueqian's descendants appeared, causing chaos in the northwest. She knew that in this world, it was his only bloodline. But in the East, she hated the Shangguan family to the core, so she had to find someone from Qin Tianjian privately and ask Bai Li to rescue her.
That was the only thing she could do for him in ten years.
Therefore, she was cautious and declared that this person was the future prince of her Eastern Kingdom.
It's a pity that the child at that time lost her memory, and she didn't remember anything. Perhaps, it's just that she can't remember anything to keep her alive......
The woman told her, "Don't be easily emotional, trapped by love, and suffer from love." "Because, such a person is her.