Chapter 173: Don't force it, let it go
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Nan Ronglie stubbornly hugged Ling Caiwei, for fear that she would disappear in the blink of an eye. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Ling Caiwei Under his domineering and strong embrace, his heart as hard as ice gradually melted.
The summer breeze swept across the lake, and in the dark and quiet room, Nam Rongyeol's slightly heavy breathing sounded in harmony with the sound of the lake hitting the bamboo, making this beautiful night seem more ambiguous.
When Nam Rongyeol was about to make the next move, there was a panicked footstep, and Xiaoxing's cowardly voice sounded outside the door.
"Pavilion master, the fourth brother is here. ”
Although Xiaoxing deliberately calmed his unsteady breath, Nan Ronglie still heard the panic in his tone.
Xiaoxing has been by Nan Ronglie's side for a few years, and he knows that this child is precocious, more alert and steady than ordinary children, and it is rare to see him so flustered. And Si Liang obviously stayed in Diancheng, how could he come here with him?
"What's the matter with him?"
Xiao Xing quickly said through the door: "Master Miaozhen is going to take you back to the Prince's Mansion, and people are already waiting on the shore! He poured out all his words like a jumping bean, and was finally able to catch his breath. He was really afraid that the pavilion master would interrupt his words, and if he couldn't complete Shitai's order, he would be ruthlessly punished by Shitai for chanting the scriptures.
Ling Caiwei quickly got dressed in the gap between the two of them, although Nan Ronglie still stopped him, because of the little star outside the door, he didn't dare to make too much movement, the two of them held their breath and pulled the clothes back and forth, and after fighting for a long time, it was Ling Caiwei who bit him the arm before he let go.
When she bit down, she really didn't show mercy.
She knew that he would leave with Master Myozhen. This parting may be indefinite.
The sourness of devouring the heart came to my heart, and a heart was hollowed out in an instant. The gaffe just now was coldly ridiculed by reality, and she regretted that she wanted to kill herself, but fortunately Xiaoxing appeared in time, otherwise, otherwise......
This complex unspeakable emotion turned into the strength of her teeth, and when she bit his forearm, the tip of her tongue tasted blood.
Nan Ronglie seemed to understand her thoughts, and let her vent the emotions in her heart, the more real the pain, the more he could feel the helplessness and entanglement in her heart. Some comforts can't be expressed in words, so I can only accompany her quietly and guard her.
But this stay together will not be able to do it immediately.
"Pavilion master, the master has always been the same. Look at ...... "Xiaoxing deliberately said it in a complaining way, you see, if you don't come out, everyone will suffer."
Ling Caiwei relieved, pushed away Nan Ronglie, who had been refusing to take his eyes off, tidied up his clothes without raising his head, and said categorically: "You go." All emotions were buried in these three words, and all he could hear was the distance beyond his reach after removing all emotions.
Nan Ronglie grabbed her hand: "You go with me." ”
Ling Caiwei raised her eyes and smiled lightly, the corners of her mouth raised a touch of sadness that only she could experience.
"Let's go, if you are willing, your master will not agree. Why bother with no turning back. Mrs. Shi treats you like a son, don't break her heart. Besides, I have my responsibilities to bear, and I can't go back with you. There are some things that don't be forced. The prince will understand!"
"Don't force it?" Nan Ronglie sneered, not laughing at others, only laughing at himself, if he wasn't the crown prince but just a realm pavilion master, there wouldn't be so much pain between them at all. Even if she wants to avenge her family, even if she wants to increase the Qin State to find someone, he can follow and bear it for her.
However, he is the crown prince.
The title of the crown prince seems to be beautiful, but it is the most dangerous position in the world.
There are emperors to respect, and brothers to guard against, and if you get too close to your courtiers, you will think that you are forming a party for personal gain and have ulterior motives. If the relationship with the courtiers is estranged, there will be brothers who are eyeing the crown prince and will run to collude and conspire. Every step is frightening, and if there is a slight mistake, there will be a catastrophe.
Although he is not afraid, there are those loyal ministers who have always supported him behind him, there are secret guards who have always protected him, and there are Shi Tai, Si Liang, Xiao Xing, Yu Qing, Nan Yan and other people who have been following him, if he loses, these people's lives will not be saved.
He's not alone, and he can't afford to take a wrong step.
This is the scenery of the crown prince. The height is unbearable, who can understand his dilemma. What's more, the Southern Party has always coveted this position. did not hesitate to kill his mother with black hands, so that he had to pretend to be disabled and show weakness.
He can't let go of these hatreds and shames.
If he let go, then how can he still be alive.
He really couldn't see as well as she did.
The Buddha said: Don't force it, just follow the fate.
He and her can only not force each other.
"Come out quickly, the prince. Mrs. Shi is about to be killed. At that time, it will not be good for Miss Ling. Four taels couldn't wait, ran up from the boat, and knocked directly on the door outside. He wasn't afraid that the prince would put two more feet on his ass. He was only afraid that Mrs. Shi's temper would really come up, and he would not give face to the prince, and when the time came, Miss Ling would be humiliated, and if the prince fell out with Mrs. Shi because of this, it would be the biggest disaster.
Ling Caiwei jumped off the desk, walked around to the window, pushed open the window, the fresh air rushed in her face, and the water stains on her face were blown even colder by the wind, but she said with a smile: "The prince let's go." My master may not be my opponent! Please don't embarrass me. ”
"Master. After listening to Ling Caiwei's words, Siliang was a little relieved. He knew the prince's thoughts, and if he wanted to take her back, he had to pass the Shitai pass first. This is also the reason why Mrs. Shi came to arrest him personally.
Ling Caiwei stopped talking and waited for him to leave.
Even if he is reluctant in his heart, he will eventually go his own way. He still has to miss out on her.
Nan Ronglie picked up the thin cloak hanging on the wall and draped it over Ling Caiwei. It was the only thing he could do for her at this point.
"It's cool at night. He sighed, "Take care." ”
He turned around and walked out of the study, and Siliang and Xiaoxing followed closely behind him, and they all hurried downstairs.
Ling Caiwei stared at his back as he walked away in the corridor, but she still couldn't hold back, tears welled up in her eyes, and the long back gradually became blurred in the halo.
I don't know how long she stood there, until the sound of the oars hitting the water disappeared and returned, and Xiaoxing ran to her, Ling Caiwei gradually felt a trace of pain, which slowly spread from the hole in her heart and spread to her whole body, and finally even her eyelids hurt. I feel torture in the blink of an eye.
Xiaoxing pulled her sleeve: "Sister, don't be sad. The Pavilion Master will be back. ”
Ling Caiwei looked at the moonlight outside the window and didn't know whether to answer Xiaoxing, or to talk to Nan Ronglie, who had already left: "I can't come back." Even if I come back, I'm not there. There's no one waiting for him here, what is he going to do when he comes back!"
Xiaoxing didn't seem to understand her words, and remembered that the pavilion master had something to bring to her when he was leaving, so he said: "Sister, the pavilion master said that your master was fine, and he left by himself." He didn't hurt your master, so you can rest assured. ”
"What else did he say?" "Master is fine.
Xiao Xing thought for a moment and then said, "The pavilion master said that if my sister doesn't want to wait, let me send my sister out of here." ”
(To be continued.) )