Ni Yang...... Only by experiencing the suffering that ordinary people have not experienced can we get everything that ordinary people cannot get...... You are now a superstar in the limelight, and that woman doesn't recognize you, it's because she's not blessed...... But you have to believe that God's gift to you will be late, but it will not be absent...... One day, you will get what you once craved. ”

"Sister Huo Mian...... I suddenly felt that there was no point in being good...... What does my existence represent? I'm dead...... Let the earth also turn, and the world will not change because of my departure...... The fans who mourn me will also be lost with time, and one day, everything about me will disappear...... It won't leave a trace, as if I hadn't been here before. ”

Ni Yang's words were full of despair......

Huo Mian had also seen patients with depression before, and most of them had no hope in life.

Suicidal tendencies and thoughts......

Ni Yang is no exception......

The lack of maternal love has always made him look like an insecure child.

I envy the happiness of others all the time......

Mother's nagging......

Mother's Meals......

Mother's smile......

Including the mother's rebuke......

Everything that a normal child has is a luxury for him......

She really felt sorry for this child in her heart......

"Since God still keeps you alive, there are other arrangements...... Why don't you just sit down and wait and see what gifts God will bring you. ”

"Will it?" Ni Yang was slightly stunned, as if he had no confidence in Huo Mian's words.

"I've never lied to anyone, so why don't you be patient and take a look? Sometimes it's harder to live than to die...... And you are not such a humble person in my eyes, not the kind of person who runs away when encountering difficulties, so you shouldn't always die in the countryside, because it is too easy to die, and it is the hardest to live. ”

"Sister Huo Mian......?"

"Remember Naruto Uzumaki in Naruto? He was born with both parents dead, and because he had nine tails in his body, he was treated like a monster by the whole village, but he never gave up his faith, and even his desire since childhood was to be a Hokage, to protect the village, to prove his worth and existence, and you too...... You are now standing on the stage of the limelight and being regarded as an idol, not only because of your beautiful appearance, but more importantly, because of your perseverance, how inspirational it is, so that those fans who worship you know that you are sticking to your dreams and never giving up, so you have come to this point, and you want to be the dawn of everyone. ”

"Dawn, am I?"

Ni Yang asked Huo Mian in confusion......

"Of course...... You have always been. Homien patted him on the shoulder.

"Yes...... I still have so many fans and they have a lot of expectations for me. ”

"You think they are fans of you because of your good looks, but in fact, no, they are all smart people, the most comment I have seen on your Weibo is one sentence, I feel deeply. ”

"Which sentence?" Ni Yang was a little confused.

"Your fans say that liking a person starts with appearance, loyalty to talent, and character, it can be seen that your fans are not all face-looking, they have seen your transformation over the years, your efforts, the wonderful risks of each of your plays, the extreme singing of each of your songs, your efforts, everyone can see it, why do you deny yourself because of a person?"

"I myself ignored these ....... Ni Yang said to himself.

"So you're thinking too useless about yourself, and you're in a loop. ”

"Sister Huo Mian...... So what am I going to do now?"

Ni Yang slowly got up and stood up from the corner......

Like a lost child, he looked at Huo Mian with cute eyes......

It seems that from her words, she has found a way forward......