What should be the title of Chapter 13?
In this chapter, Ah Xin really doesn't know what name to use to explain the theme of this chapter.
I don't know if you have noticed one thing when reading Ah Xin's story, that is, basically, about 10,000 to 15,000 words, there must be a chapter that seems to have nothing to do with this book.
That is actually a small summary made by Ah Xin. Although no one notices this. But he still stubbornly persisted.
This seems ridiculously stubborn. It's the experience of Ah Xin, a bookworm who has been reading books for 12 years.
This way you can write better things.
Actually, there are two themes in this chapter. First: is why Ah Xin is still insisting on writing this book.
In fact, Ah Xin himself knows that if there is no hope, he should not even be able to pass the signing hurdle, but why is Ah Xin still insisting!
The reason is simple, this book is his own story, his own memories of the past.
Maybe 110,000 words can be written very easily for other authors, but for Ah Xin.
Ah Xin is not just writing, he is telling his own story. These stories may seem to many people, and they think that Ah Xin will be very scummy and very bad.
But in these stories, didn't he himself give his sincerity and feelings?
Wrong, very wrong.
He gave his sincerity and affection again and again, why don't you think about it with your brain, these memories and memories, when he wrote it, it is equivalent to experiencing it again, isn't it?
In your opinion, it's showing off and scum. But who knew that he would cry when he wrote while reminiscing!
Think about it, on top of the old scar, tear out a new scar, what is it like?
That kind of heart-rending pain, who can feel it, who can understand it!
In the dead of night, when many thousands of thoughts rush to your heart, who to talk to. And who wants to be a listener to your story. Is it you? him or her, or some unknown person.
Among the listeners, will there be someone who can empathize with you and talk to you?
O longing for a distant place! Do you hear those thoughts in the wind?
Can you still remember the appearance of your former lover, and whether you can still remember the beautiful pictures of the past?
Are you okay now?
Don't forget the original intention, you have to always. The original intention is easy to obtain, but it is always difficult to keep.
Some losses are doomed, some fate is never fruitful, loving someone does not have to have, once you have a person, you have to cherish it.
It is said that fate is destined, but you don't understand, cherish it well, no matter how good fate is, it is in vain, isn't it?
Since you have gained a person's sincerity, you should cherish it well, instead of holding it with an indifferent attitude.
No matter what it is, we have to pay attention to a heart-to-heart comparison, don't we?
In this world, the forest is big, and it's not just a crooked neck tree like you, why do others have to hang themselves there!
As the old saying goes, "A thousand dollars are easy to get, but hearts are hard to find". If you can really ask for money to buy sincerity, then you believe it yourself, is that true!
There can be no equation between money and sincerity, and it is okay not to be so sincere, because that kind of sincerity has a purpose in itself. Isn't it?
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Second: Do you know what it means to be a girl?
In fact, there are many boys nowadays, in the process of dating female friends, they don't know what their words mean.
First of all, there is a real example on Ah Xin's side: the boy is a distant relative of Ah Xin, and his girlfriend is a little stubborn, and he is reluctant to say anything.
PS: It is with this example to illustrate some of Ah Xin's own cautions.
Relatives and girlfriends: I'm angry, you bastard, I don't want to pay attention to you.
Relative: Okay! Tell me when you're not angry.
His girlfriend: What do you mean?
Relative: Didn't you say you were angry? Everything I said was wrong, so I shut up.
His girlfriend: You stupid......
Of course, there are a lot of dialogues in the future, so Ah Xin won't write them one by one.
Later, I don't know how to do it, the two of them had a lot of trouble, and the relatives found Ah Xin and sent the following message to Ah Xin, asking, he really doesn't know why he is like that. Send in the information and analyze the cause.
His girlfriend: I don't love you anymore, break up!
Relative: Why, what's wrong with me?
His girlfriend: No, I just don't love it. Got it?
Relative: Okay! I see!
Although they broke up, Ah Xin's relative still received messages from his girlfriend every day, reminding him to pay attention to eating after work, when it is cold, pay attention to his body, remember to add clothes and so on.
Okay, Ah Xin will analyze and analyze!
First of all! The girl says she's angry, so don't you still ignore him? Say you don't love him anymore, will you send a message to remind him, pay attention to his body, and so on! So here comes the problem!
The girl said that she was angry, either she was really angry, she just wanted her boyfriend to coax herself, you know? If the girl is angry, why do you still ignore you and talk so much to you.
Didn't I just want the boy to say, "I was wrong, I shouldn't have ignored your words?"
If you're really angry, will you talk so much to you? Actually, girls! Don't you just want you to spend more time with them!
If they're really angry, why bother with you!
Many men always look at women from their own perspective. This in itself is wrong, it is a logical mistake.
Men and women think about problems differently, and in the eyes of men, some simple truths are not simple problems for women.
Sometimes, women are really silly and cute. Obviously said that he was angry and didn't want to pay attention to you, and he clearly said that he didn't love you anymore.
But she will always find all kinds of reasons and excuses to contact you, and in the name of friends, she will care about you.
But your friends will care about you, when it's time to eat, when it's time to rest.
Why is she just messing around with you, not with others? Men, have you thought about it?
Every time you reply to a message without a match, why does she reply to the message in seconds!
Always find a variety of topics that interest you, to talk about, have you ever wondered why?
Don't I still love you, thinking about you! I can't bear it! I can't let it go, I can't mention it.
Man, let's have a snack, okay!
Don't take her sincerity for granted. And rightfully so.
Don't wait until her heart is numb by your injuries to know that she regrets it, and it's too late to regret it at that time.
The sea is not formed in a day, and the heart is not broken in a day, it is all accumulated over time.
Don't be like Ah Xin, wait until you lose it, you will know that it will be recovered, it will be too late by then!