Chapter 176: Love Words
"Are you embarrassed to even say this little bit of love?" said to me at this moment,
And I don't know what to do with him.
I only stood silently in place.
At this time, Ah Dao also stepped forward to hold me and said, "You can't leave right away, I have to make it clear to you." ”
As he spoke, he pulled me back again.
When I heard this, I was speechless and replied to him, "Brother Island, what do you want to do!"
"What do I want to do? I just want you to understand a point. ”
I was even more speechless when I heard it.
But from time to time I want to get out of here and calm down, and preferably let Ajima leave right now, so that I can continue my work.
But it seemed that my imagination was immediately shattered by Ajima.
Just when I was about to go again.
Ajima suddenly said again.
"Okay, if you really want to leave, then I'll wait for you to leave, and then call Zeyu over and talk to him about it. ”
As soon as I heard Ajima say this, I immediately didn't want to leave.
Because I really don't want him to call Zeyu again, which will only make her feel more embarrassed, even if I really leave later, what if he really calls.
In this way, I seemed to be pulled back by his "coercion".
As soon as I came back, I said, "Ashima, please don't go and spread the word, okay?"
But when Ajima heard this, he immediately laughed and said, "Then I can't guarantee it." ”
Saying that, Ajima also took another sip of "loneliness".
At this moment, I think I've really been defeated!
It's really speechless to lose on this, and I really don't know what to say.
(I don't think I know how many times I've said and I don't know what to say, but in fact, my heart is very chaotic, so it's like this!)
"Alright, Ashima, I beg you to stop making trouble. ”
As soon as Ajima heard me say this, he immediately became serious again.
He immediately said to me again, "Is this a fuss? Isn't this the truth? ”
As soon as I heard this, I also replied decisively, "I don't know." ”
"But your usual sign is to tell me that you like him! Why do you quibble. ”
"But I really don't know!" At the moment, I am still doing a weak "struggle".
And from time to time I said it again.
"And I think it's because I don't know who I like and what it's like, so I asked you!
Ajima nodded thoughtfully when he heard me say this, and then said, "Okay then, if you don't admit it, but I'll give you a good talk." ”
At this moment, I was forced to sit down and listen!
"Jiaya, there may be a lot of things you don't understand, but I'll let you understand slowly. ”
When I heard it, I also replied with an "oh" word.
( How did this rise to the point of perfunctory again!)
"Jiaya, you asked me before what it feels like to be in love with someone, and I also told you, and I also saw something about you from your actual situation, although you have repeatedly quibbled but I already know, don't forget that I am your very good friend, and I see your every move. He said such a long sentence.
I don't think it's "me" telling the story at the moment.
Instead, I changed to Ajima to tell the story.
But that's not really the story.
"Actually, after we have a good impression of the other person, we should say it out loud! Why do we have to spend all kinds of methods or ways to cover it up! We obviously love him (her) deeply, why do we have to not say it! Don't you feel very tired of yourself? Every day we just treat it simply without really having a good "chat"! I think this should be very bad! You say that your heart is too chaotic, because you put this feeling that you should have said it in your heart, isn't your heart chaotic? There are still so many things to do every day, but there is something in my heart that should not "exist," and does this really need to be preserved? Every question I have raised at this moment should not be a question, they can completely practice, and if they do not practice, how can they get results? They just blindly tell their friends who can't, but why don't they tell real people? This is really quite incomprehensible.
Jiaya, in my eyes, you are indeed a special girl, but you are a special girl who still has the things of a simple girl, and you also need to do it like a simple girl. By the way, it is possible that when I say this, you will have questions again, why do you have to be a girl to confess? Shouldn't a boy do this first? Of course, I know that you will also wander in this situation, but first tell me who was the first to be emotional! If it is a girl! If it is like Zeyu, who doesn't know Jiaya at all! If you say that Jiaya doesn't say it, Zeyu will know? And some people will say that maybe time will tell, maybe the boy will eventually know that the girl likes him, but I think it will be too late then, because the boy has already left or is in love with someone else. Is that what the girls want in the end? I think that's really it!
Alas, how much can you understand after saying so much, Jiaya! Or did you not listen at all, but whether you changed or not, but I think it was enough for me to say it, and you should think about it or understand it. ”
After saying this, Ajima also took another sip of "loneliness".
Then he confided, "At this moment, it's really lonely." ”
And I, on the other hand, quietly listened to what Ashima said (emotional language), and slowly thought about something!
I probably haven't really understood it yet, or is there something else!
I don't think there's any way to know ...