Chapter 1 Those Hidden Memories

Suddenly, not only me, but even Gao Wen's father became an outsider.

The scene condensed into two forces, one side is my mother and Xiaofan, and the other side is Gao Wen and their mother and daughter.

"Auntie, I'm Yu's girlfriend, she's not at all. As Xiao Fan spoke, his eyes kept glancing at me, and the meaning was obvious.

I knew she was warning me that if I dared to step forward to help Gao Wen, I would be doomed.

I laughed dryly twice, and my body kept backing away.

I'm trying to escape from here, and I don't want to stay here for a moment.

"Stop, a man should have the attitude that a man should have. ”

Mom's words are comparable to a thunderbolt on a sunny day, I suddenly have a black line on my face, at this time I can't try to escape, once I really go, I'm afraid that I will have a bad time in the future.

"Mom......" I spread my hands and drooped my ears.

"Yu, you just listen to Auntie...... Today you have to make this clear. ”

Xiao Fan is still adding fuel to the fire, this is the rhythm that wants to kill me.

Gao Wen stopped doing it at this time, stood up at Teng, pointed at me and shouted: "No matter what, I will rely on you for the rest of my life." ”

"Why, on what...... Yu can't go with you. Xiao Fan's face was aggrieved, and his tone suddenly changed, his face was full of humiliation, and said: "I don't care, you have to make it clear today, if you want me or her." ”

I really can't answer this matter, once I answer Xiaofan, who is already soft-hearted, she will be happy, but Gao Wen will be in a bad mood and will become depressed because of my words. It may even be depressed.

There's no way I'm going to accept her, though I fucking want to.

My mother stood up to solve the siege: "Xiaofan is not allowed to talk like this." You will only embarrass Ruoyu like this. ”

"Auntie, but ......"

My mom's eyes widened suddenly. Xiao Fan wanted to speak and stopped, shook his hand angrily a few times, and wrinkled his nose at me, I had to touch the tip of my nose and didn't dare to look at her directly.

"You're the child's mother, aren't you?" said my mom, looking at Gao Wen's mom.

Gao Wen's mother saw that her mother was so polite, and she was not rude, and after responding, she said: "I don't know that kid ∞ dǐng∞diǎn∞ Xiao ∞ said, ".→os_ (); What do you have to say?"

I was tapped on the shoulder and turned my head away. Gao Wen's father happened to spit out a puff of cigarette, handed over one and said, "Boy, you can do it so at such a young age, aren't you afraid of big things?"

"Uncle, you really don't blame me for this...... I didn't want to talk to your daughter. I coughed and said the words.

"This is a war for women, and it's better for men to stay on the sidelines. "He looked quite experienced, pointing at me in a similar way, and I could only keep diǎn my head. It's like a chicken pecking rice.

……

"I don't dare to be a teacher, but I'm afraid my son won't be able to climb your house. ”

"This is so good, my daughter does not look down on your son. ”

"Mom, I like Ruoyu. ”

Gao Wen resisted. Saying her thoughts provoked a cold snort from her mother, and her face turned blue and white for a while.

"Hehe......" Gao Wen's father smiled. shook his head and scolded lightly: "The female is not staying." Why didn't you give birth to a boy in the first place, it would have saved trouble. ”

I didn't even dare to look at everyone present. Just keep your eyes on the floor.

……

After standing for a long time, Xiaofan moved a chair and smiled sweetly at my mother: "Auntie, sit for you." ”

My mother smiled with relief, and praised Xiaofan for being a good, sensible, virtuous child, and she will definitely be able to take care of my daily life in the future.

Gao Wen's mother signaled to Gao Wen, Gao Wen didn't seem to see it, turned her head, this high mother's anger was the birth of one Buddha ascending to heaven and two Buddhas.

"Things between children, we of the older generation don't go blindly to get involved, what do you think?" The mother spoke very tactfully, always leaving room for people, in the proverb of the Hokkien people, to be a man and leave a line to see each other in the future.

Gao's mother was not annoyed, and said noncommittally: "My daughter must not let your son take her away, so she can only transfer to another school." ”

"It's not necessary, it's a lot of things, but it's also troublesome, or else...... You turn, I turn, how about it?"

"Mom, I don't transfer schools, if you want me to transfer schools, I'll hang you. ”

Now the high mother broke out.

"Slap ......" is clear and high-pitched.

Gao Wen Ruyu's cheeks were imprinted with five-finger palm prints, Xiaofan was stunned, covered her mouth, and even the corners of my mother's eyes jumped.

I dared to look up when I heard the sound, Gao Wen's beautiful eyes were full of tears, looking at Gao's mother, with a kind of resentment.

"I'm going to follow him all my life, and if you want to separate me from him, I'd rather die. "Gao Wen is very resolute, I even had a quarter of an hour, I was very moved, and I even wanted to give up Xiaofan.

"Get out of here, I don't have your daughter. ”

The escalation of the situation is very strict.

At this time, I don't come out and say a few words, it really can't be explained.

"Auntie, auntie...... Gao Wen just said angry words, don't be angry, extinguish the fire, extinguish the fire. I hurriedly stepped forward, but I didn't dare to get too close to Gao's mother, so I only said on the side.

She glared at me, and her eyes were round.

Forehead...... My heart was pumping, and I really wanted to slap me and dare to stare at me like this?

Now my mother is gone, and her son has never been stared at like this.

"The good things are said and save you face...... Handle your own family affairs, and whether your sons and daughters are made of meat, this generation of children is not like you and me at that time, they should have more rights than us to pursue their own excitement, you and me, how many people in my generation are seeking their own love? I am very lucky, although I am divorced. ”

At this moment, my mother's image is rising in my eyes, my mother is very lucky, or even if she divorces my dad, she has always felt very happy, because I have had more than ten years of happy and beautiful life with my dad.

This is the love that belongs to her.

"Mei Lian...... Forget it, when the child grows up, he should not be restrained by rules, but unpredictable consequences will occur. Father Gao was very reasonable and persuaded him.

It seemed that the mother's words stimulated Gao's mother, and Gao's father's outstretched hand was slapped away by her: "Don't touch me!"

It was as if I heard the sigh in my father's heart. I think they may not really be together because of love, but matched. Feelings are not particularly strong.

"Why do you bother? Although the one in my family married me because of love, didn't he also divorce in the end? At the end of the day, it's all about the right fit. "My mother seems to have gone through a lot of vicissitudes all of a sudden, and she is relieved of her mother.

Gao Wen stopped crying, Xiao Fan opened and closed her mouth, and I kept thinking about every word of my mother.

Love, two people who are together because of love, will eventually divorce, but if it is not for love and marriage, they will feel that they have lost something.

But my mother said that the most important thing is that people are still suitable and habitual, perhaps...... When two people fit each other into each other. are accustomed to every moment and every second of each other's lives, so that the life of the couple can be long-lasting.

Then how do I feel about Xiao Fan? Because of love? Or because I am used to her existence? Because she is suitable for me?

At this moment, I thought about it a lot, and before I knew it, I left the ward.

……

Walking in the corridors, people coming and going, noisy conversations, patients and nurses, patients and family members.

I felt like I had lost my soul. I don't know where to go.

I was in a bad mood all of a sudden, and my mom was very open-minded...... She broke up with my dad, and it was a lie to me to say that I would be happy if I wasn't angry or angry.

Inside, I've always wanted them to get back together. I really wasn't used to eating alone in the cafeteria at the school gate, and I even kept recalling sitting in the hall with my dad every night. Watching TV, my mother was busy in the kitchen.

Dad was smoking a cigarette leisurely. Mom occasionally shouted, and Dad would run into the kitchen in fear.

A family of three. A square table, one person sits in a corner, and at that time, my mother once joked that another place should be reserved for the future brother or sister.

I really want to cry.

If there is anything more precious in memory, it is those imprints that never blur.

Can...... As time passed, I gradually began to 'lose my memory', and the scene of my parents and me, a family of three eating together, I began to degenerate, and those pictures became blurry.

I really wanted to hold someone and cry for a while, and the most hopeful, rhyming emotions in my heart kept exploding, starting from my heart, spreading to my limbs, and finally hitting my mind.

"Ah......h

I went crazy and ran around the hospital and I wanted to vent.

Running and running, I have no sense of direction, I turn when there is a bend, and I run when there is a road.

Running and running, I'm tired...... The paralyzed one is like a piece of mud in the same room, his eyes are blank and his eyes are scattered.

I felt someone kicking me, but I didn't do anything, my heart hurt, and I couldn't get back the picture I wanted most.

Cold tears ran down my cheeks like two vertical lines, sliding down my chin and dripping onto my clothes.

"Mom, Dad...... I really don't want you to divorce, can you reconcile, my son really wants to eat with you all the time as a family of three. "I thought sadly in my heart that tears are not worth anything at all, and it is hard to imagine that I, who usually look like I am about to ascend to heaven, can have such a vulnerable time.

The people who kicked me were still kicking me, and along with yelling, I was hit in the face by some kind of heavy object.

The sharp pain freed me from my lost love and gradually pulled me back into reality, and I looked up.

It was the two thugs I beat under the banyan tree, their hair dyed black, with studs on their earlobes, and cigarette butts in their mouths.

"Boy, did the woman run away with someone?"

"It looks like my girlfriend must have run away with someone, I'm afraid it's ......"

Before he could finish speaking, the man had already hit the wall.

Xu Bing appeared, he was like carrying a little chicken, holding the remaining other person in his hand, and raising his hand was 'pop' two big-eared scrapers.

"What's the wrong?" I ask you what's the wrong with your teeth or a circled tongue?" Xu Bing didn't say a word, just a loud slap.

I looked at the person he was carrying, a bloody tooth was knocked off, and the corner of his mouth was covered with blood and spit, and he looked very disgusting.

Xu Bing beat the two of them up, got up and returned to me, sat on the ground with me, took out a cigarette and stuck it in the corner of my mouth for me, and burned one himself.

I didn't have a conversation with him, only the sound of him breathing and exhaling again.

"Brother Bing......" My voice was hoarse, startling Xu Bing beside me.

Xu Bing responded and took off the cigarette butt that burned to the end but didn't take a puff.

Helped me diǎn burn one again: "Say it, brother is here." ”

"Brother Bing, let me ask something. "My affection is not high, and my voice is very low.

Xu Bing tilted his head, curious about the question I was going to ask.

"If, you have lived in a very happy family since you were a child, and your family of three eats happily every day, and suddenly one day your parents divorce...... Will you be happy when this originally happy family is shattered? Will you remember it in your heart, use it as a teaching material, and swear that you will not let this happen to you?"

"If it's me, I'll pout my ass and let out a loud fart to the sky, and then stretch out my middle finger and poke it at God, so it will be good. ”

I was amused by Xu Bing's nonsense words, and then calmed down again.

"I said you kid, how long has this been going on? What have you been doing so much?Will you get divorced soon?" Xu Bing didn't care about it, and I even began to wonder if he had ever been in love?

"Have you ever been married?"

"Knotted. ”

I don't know where the spirit came from, and it seems to have grasped a lifeline: "What happened then?"

"The woman ran away with a man who came to get married in front of me, and at that moment I was completely discouraged, and I wanted to die, but I survived. “

He glanced at me, patted me on the shoulder, and really got up: "There is no hurdle that cannot be passed, there is no banquet that will not be dispersed, I have a better life without her, my career is thriving, women like me, isn't this kind of thing good?"

I smiled bitterly, will my parents' divorce be good for both parties?

But what about me? I was alone, even though I had Xiaofan with me, but I never got a complete family.

I couldn't eat with them anymore, and I couldn't wake up and see my beloved parents.

This kind of life is boring and boring.

"I can't let it go, even if my mom puts it down, but I really can't let it go. ”

Xu Bing walked up to me, grabbed my shoulders with both hands, and said: "You have to remember that in this world, people always have losses and gains, and the hurdles of getting by are called growth, and one day you will have your own family, do you want to change this result from the past and apply it to your family because of your experience?"

"Man, there are still many things to be busy with in life...... You are a spirit, I am also a spirit, we all have a righteous heart, every time we make a move, we are saving those families, watching those people live together in peace, are you happy?"

I diǎn head.

"What is lost will one day be made up in a different form, and you have to remember that even if no one loves you in this world...... Brother will always be by your side to grow up with you. ”

I closed my eyes, and my eyes couldn't stop flowing. (To be continued.) )