Fanwai 1 There is a little monk in my family (8)
Have you ever felt that you can't say no to someone?
There were many people crowded on the riverbank, and the thin body of the little monk was squeezed around by them.
"Let's go back, there's too many people here. "I've never liked this kind of crowded scene, let alone seeing him, and the interest in putting river lanterns has long been gone.
"Eh! eh......" He turned around and was squeezed over, his hands facing me with nowhere to be placed......
Only......
"Rascal!" I slapped the crowd into taking a step back, and he let go, blushing as much as the monkey lamp on the other side.
"I ...... I, kite, I didn't stand still. Yes, I'm sorry. He said aggrievedly, and then recited a few words of the Heart Sutra.
I couldn't hold back my laughter, he was so real, so real that I couldn't tell when I said something angry was true and when it was false.
Strange to say, however, the men did not crowd us downstream, but all rushed in the direction of the lower reaches of the river.
"Don't read it, give!"
He looked at the river lantern I handed over and was a little stunned, "I don't need this." ”
"Everyone writes their wishes on this piece of paper, and then puts the lantern on the river, and the wish will come true. ”
He suddenly curled his lips and smiled, "But I don't believe this. ”
I looked into his eyes, so faint light, but I still couldn't see that heart clearly.
The Buddha has no distracting thoughts, let alone wishes. And I'm like I'm playing the piano to a cow.
"Kite, do you have any wishes?"
My free eyes fell on him, "Yes, you know. ”
"Zhang Gongzi, he's not ......"
"Is he or not, I know, you know better. I looked at his eyes and suddenly flashed, and I already understood that after that incident, Xuanye was no longer that Xuanye, and the little monk was no longer that little monk.
"If you were given another chance, would your answer still change?"
He hesitated for a moment and shook his head, "No." ”
Then, he recited his Heart Sutra, and I put my river lantern. It turns out that no one in the farthest place in the world can catch up with anyone......
When I went back that day, Foxeye told me that there was war in the northwest, and asked me to avoid the road to the northwest, and I would encounter refugees.
I thought I should listen to Foxeye, so he wouldn't die.
……
The sound of horses' hooves was urgent, and it was the third day that I wanted to go home, and on this road I could no longer hold on to my original determination and go alone.
I'm afraid of death, I'm afraid of losing, I'm afraid I'm afraid of not seeing my father.
Half of the dry food on his body was robbed by the refugees, and the rest was not enough to drink on the way. In the past few days, I have not dared to close my eyes, after all, no one on this road can be trusted.
"I heard that there was a monk at the entrance of the village who was beaten. ”
"What?
"It is said that he is half dead, and he is still strong in this troubled world, which is the consequence. ”
……
I stood at the entrance of the village and saw the man lying in a pool of blood, his faint breath falling together.
"Xuanye ......" I fell to my knees and touched the blood, which was still hot.
"Don't die, don't die......" I suddenly felt like a madman, and they could never understand why I was crying with him in my arms, crying so much.
They just took the opportunity to take all my food, and I was no longer able to resist.
"Hey, people are dead, and your stuff is gone......"
I don't know how long it took for the man to remind me, and I came back to my senses, "yes, nothing, no ......"
"What a madman!"
I smiled wryly, like a madman, I stood up, the corners of my skirt were already bright red, and I saw the man in the distance looking at me and walking towards me......
"Genba...... Genba ......"
"What a madman!"
I stretched out my hand, and the man's shadow stood out among the crowd, and I seemed to see the boy's eyes again, so innocent and unwavering.
In the darkness, I had a long dream.
I can't remember what I dreamed about, but I just knew that when I woke up, I was already in a cave.
The eyes were staring at me, "Awake?"
I rushed into his arms desperately, whether he resisted or held him, and then Pear Blossom wet half of his shoulders with rain.
"Kite, kite, what's wrong with you?"
"No, it's fine. Somehow, I laughed again, "I'm afraid you'll die......"
"You just hugged that person, and you thought I was dead?"
I nodded, "It's a troubled time right now, and the war in the northwest may affect here at any time, why are you here?"
"I asked Zhang Gongzi, and he said that you went in the direction of Jiangnan. ”
"You found it all the way?"
He nodded and handed over a cup of hot tea, "I've been looking for half a moon, but fortunately I saw you yesterday, otherwise if you go north, you will have to meet the front line." ”
"Oh. "I'm drinking tea, but where does the tea come from in this barren mountain and wilderness," this tea ......
"Oh, the guy who took your rations gave it. ”
"What did you do to him?" remembered the kid last time, and was a little ......
"I only told him that stealing was bad," he said, "and he seemed impatient enough to give it to me." ”
"This ......" is also, how can he be a person who can do things with people, no matter how you look at it, he will only move his mouth.
"By the way, did you see my dad when you came?" I suddenly remembered my dad and Chun'er, although the location of the house was some distance from the northwest.
But his face changed suddenly, "They ......"
"Why are you spitting and spitting, nothing will happen to them. ”
"Iris, in fact, I just learned about this. ”
I was in a state of flux, "What's the matter?"
"The Northwest Lingshan Army has risen, and poisonous hands are inevitable everywhere, but in fact, there are forces of the Lingshan Army in all parts of the world now. ”
"What's wrong with my dad, you just have to say it directly. ”
His eyes suddenly deepened, "Dead, all dead, the whole village is wiped out." ”
I don't know who the blank space at that moment was left for, I can't even remember what my father looked like, but I just repeated in my mind: dead, the whole village is wiped out.
"There is also Zhang Gongzi, who also died in a fire. ”
Fox eyes are also ...... I didn't cry, it was the saddest I had, but I lost my mind and forgot to cry.
I looked at Xuan Ye, he spoke indifferently, he was indeed not dead.
However, the fox eye is dead, my father is dead, and everything seems to be gone.
"Eat something, and you're on the road. ”
I glanced at the steamed bun in his hand slightly, "Xuanye, if I hadn't gone down the mountain willfully, I would still be able to see my father for the last time." ”
"Then you'll die!"
"What can I do? Do you think I'm better off than I am dead?!"
He grabbed his wrist through his clothes, "Then at least you are alive now, people are alive, you have to look forward!"
I shook it vigorously, "You're too self-righteous, Zifeiyu, you never understand." ”
Yes, little monk, will never understand...... ()
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