848: Forget your worries
Perhaps, she is like this because of the hurdle in her heart, right? ?? ??? However, these days, Yu Lingchun feels that she is still a very easy person to get along with, not as vicious as others say, and she has done all the bad things, and she is more like a flesh-and-blood, idealistic and ambitious young man.
A tear slipped through and touched the candle flame, Qingli lit it again with a fire breaker, and quietly stood by Lu Lu Haichuan's side.
Before, he never knew his thoughts, in fact, the person he liked had always been himself, but he failed to cherish him well, and he lost his life. Qingli swore that he would never let him be wronged again.
"Senior brother, senior brother, wake up quickly! I have a lot to say to you!" Qingli looked very sleepy, but she didn't want to let herself fall asleep.
Suddenly, Qingli remembered one thing, the senior brother liked that song the most, whether it was happy or sad, the senior brother always liked to play that tune. Qing Li had an idea, took out the carefree flute from his sleeve, put it horizontally to his lips, and played it gently.
The sun, moon and stars in the sky are cold, flowers bloom and fall, and in an instant, life is only as first seen. A wisp of love, gloomy soul, and a smile for Junyan.
Looking back, I don't know where to go, the twilight clouds cover the sky to the evening, and an inch of softness is not good. The high-rise buildings are broken, the falling flowers are colorful, and the fragrant dream wind blows away.
……
Qingli blew over and over again, as if he himself was about to forget who he was.
I only vaguely remember that when I saw him for the first time, I thought he was very unusual, and the facts proved that he was indeed different from other boys.
The sound of the flute is melodious, and people can't help but be fascinated and imaginative.
If one day, he is gone, will he remember that he once existed, even if only once?
If after many years, he is not married, and he is not married, can the two be together?
……
Too much to imagine!
It was dawn again, and Yu Lingchun came in to bring him food.
Last night, she played the flute all night and kept repeating that tune. And he also sat on the tree of how to listen to it for a night, and he still hasn't gotten tired of hearing it.
Gently, Lu Lu Haichuan's fingertips trembled, this small action, in their eyes, was so joyful, because they knew that it was successful!
Slowly, Lu Haichuan opened her eyes and saw a strange and familiar world, perhaps accustomed to the darkness, the candlelight seemed a little dazzling, she blinked back and forth, and it took a while to get used to it.
He just felt like he was asleep, and then he had a long, long dream, in which he experienced so many things that he could no longer remember.
Sunlight streamed in through the panes and fell silently on the north wall. It's been a long time since I've seen the sun, and when I think about it, I feel that the outside world is beautiful!
He slowly got up and jumped down from the Ice Jade Lotus Platform, his movements so smooth. Lu Haichuan continued to walk towards the door, and when he saw the blue sky and white clouds, green trees and flowers, the corners of his mouth raised a bright smile.
It's just that, faintly, there is a slight melancholy between his eyebrows, he seems to remember something, but he can't remember. So he quickly turned around, took his flute and sword, and turned to leave.
"Hey...... Senior (brother) ......" Qingli looked at his back and suddenly shouted, she wanted to reach out and grab him, but she stopped in mid-air, and the person stood there stunned.
It seems that Senior Brother Lu Haichuan is really indifferent to herself, and the two of them are like strangers, could it be that she wants to cut off relations with herself? If this is really the case, Qingli also feels that there is nothing to be wronged about, after all, she owes her senior brother too much!
"Senior brother...... Where are you going?" asked Qingli in a loud voice.
Lu Haichuan looked back at her, completely unimpressed, who was she and why did she call herself senior brother?
"It's funny, I'm a disciple of Taihua Mountain, of course I'm going back to Taihua Mountain. Besides, now that Taihua Mountain is in a sea of suffering, do I want to be alone outside and happy?" Lu Haichuan said reasonably.
Qingli was stunned, the misunderstanding back then has not been explained clearly, and now that the senior brother is going back like this, he will definitely not be treated by Taihua Mountain, they must hate themselves and the senior brother.
"You can't go, they'll kill you!" Qingli felt the need to remind him for the sake of his senior brother's safety.
"I didn't do anything wrong, why did they kill me? But you, I think it's suspicious, you want to hit my idea, but be careful of your little life!" Lu Haichuan said indifferently, and gave him a contemptuous smile.
Such a move, in Qingli's eyes, is simply sad. Could it be that he doesn't remember himself anymore, but why does he remember Taihua Mountain? Could it be that the memory of himself is the most painful in his life, so when he is half alive and half dead, he has gradually forgotten it, so that when he wakes up again, he will not be tormented.
If the senior brother forgets himself because he wants to forget the pain, then he should fulfill him. It's just that he finally saved him and gave him a new life, but in exchange for this kind of result, it was really unexpected. She knew that the senior brother was not pretending, he had really erased himself.
It's okay in this way, for Lu Haichuan, it's a relief, just let the past drift away with the wind......
Qingli looked at him silently, it seemed that he was destined to be destined to be inseparable from her.
He really left, and Qingli didn't want to stop him, because Qingli knew in his heart that even if he could keep his people, his heart was not here, so even if he left with him in the end, he wouldn't be happy.
In his heart, the senior brother is unhappy, and he will be sad, so he wants to let him go and let him live the life he really wants, which is a kind of broad love, I hope that one day, he can understand his true feelings.
On the side, Yu Lingchun stretched out his hand and shook it in front of Qing Li, pointed to Lu Haichuan who was far away, and asked very puzzledly: "Hey, you just let her go, you saved his life, you like him so much, how can you let him go like this, I'm really disappointed in you!"
After finishing speaking, Yu Lingchun sat down on the square stone on the side, and she really couldn't understand what was going on in her head.
As long as the person you love can be happy, no matter how much you want to do, you are willing, this is the true meaning of it, and you will not regret it at all. Those memories with Senior Brother Lu Haichuan are already precious, in this life, if you can have these, what can you not be satisfied?