Chapter 202: Low self-esteem

And what is Su Xiaocan doing at this time?

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Su Xiaocan is now sitting by the window of the attic, leaning against the wall, looking at the moon outside, in a daze.

After a while, there was a knock on the attic door.

Su Xiaocan turned his head to look over and found that it was Cui Yimo, who was unexpected and expected.

Cui Yimo didn't say anything, walked over lightly, sat down opposite him, and did the same as her, looking up at the starry sky.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Su Xiaocan continued to look out the window expressionlessly.

I only heard Cui Yimo suddenly ask in Yuangu dialect: "Do you have something on your mind?"

The crisp sound sounded in the low attic, and in the cold air, there was still a bit of echo.

Su Xiaocan retracted his gaze and looked at Cui Yimo, with a faint smile in his eyes, tilted his head, and asked, "Why do you ask that?"

Cui Yimo has always been defenseless against Su Xiaocan, and he will not play tricks, and said very bluntly: "In Uncle Su's office this morning, I noticed you several times and unconsciously looked at the computer. When you go shopping in the afternoon, although you are always very proactive, you will occasionally be in a daze. ”

Su Xiaocan came to his senses, his eyes widened, he sat up straight, and asked with interest: "How do you think that I don't want to go home? I look at the computer, maybe because I want one? I am in a daze, maybe I am just in a bad mood because I want to leave?"

Cui Yimo scratched his head, and was asked by Su Xiaocan to doubt whether he was suspicious, and said with a stupid smile: "You don't want a computer! If you really want it, you can tell Uncle Su directly, he is willing to give you so much money to toss stocks, how can a computer be reluctant?!"

Su Xiaocan got up from the ground, sat next to Cui Yimo, got closer, pillowed his arms on his lap, stared at the almond eyes, couldn't see the joy and anger, and asked: "I can't see it, you are very meticulous in your observation! Continue to analyze, why don't I want to go back to Yuangu City?"

Cui Yimo was already a little flustered because of Su Xiaocan's approach, but now he was asked to continue the analysis, which really made his brain capacity not enough.

Su Xiaocan glared at him, and a "En" with a provocative voice expressed his dissatisfaction and urged him.

Cui Yimo frowned, extremely embarrassed, and finally held back a sentence: "Because you are unwilling, unwilling to toss such a little money in the stock!"

Being seen through his heart, Su Xiaocan said that his mood was very complicated. I don't know whether to be happy because I have this confidant and attention, or I should be angry because my money is exposed.

"I'm just a money fan, what's the matter?" Su Xiaocan withdrew his flat arm, poked Cui Yimo's shoulder with his index finger, pouted, and said dissatisfiedly, "Just allow you to be high?" I don't know yet, it's because you only have a total of about 1,000 yuan, and you can't go more, so you don't care very much? If you are given a thousand or eight thousand, you will not be calm!"

Cui Yimo helplessly let Su Xiaocan lose his temper suddenly, listening to this tone, no matter how dull he was, he also knew where he said the wrong thing and made her unhappy, and now he doesn't know where to start if he wants to comfort people.

I had to passively echo and said: "Yes, isn't it my least money? Even if you are no longer capable, I will not be able to become a big climate, so I will be discouraged." ”

Seeing that the person who was innocently angered by himself had to take the initiative to admit his mistake in order to appease himself, it was not interesting for Su Xiaocan's finger to poke it.

Continuing to sit down against the wall, he said a little unenergetically: "What does it mean to not be able to become a big climate, I hate it when you talk about yourself like this." ”

Cui Yimo continued to obediently say that he knew.

Su Xiaocan was already in a bad mood, and because he was broken by Cui Yimo, his mood value was even lower, so it can be said that he is now in a state where he is not pleasing to the eye.

However, Cui Yimo's cautious, hard-working, and unassertive appearance stimulated her nerves even more, and she became angry again: "Don't always 'yes', 'yes'! You have to have your own opinions, you know?"

You don't have low self-esteem, okay? You're not bad at all!

Do you know how much change you have in the past six months? Everyone around us has seen your efforts and sweat, although you have always spoken very little, and you have not taken the initiative, but everyone has never neglected your growth.

Just like this time in Kyoto, last time at the hotel, although I don't know what you did, but I can see that your body has been tense at that time, and I know that you are protecting me, so I can act so confident and without scruples.

It was the same last time at the club. I'm willful, I'm impulsive, I lose my temper for no reason, and I instruct you to fight, that's because I believe in you, believe in your ability, deal with those bunch of boys, even if they are outnumbered, you won't suffer too much.

You see, the ability that you have earned in exchange for hard work and sweat has become an act of my subconscious trust in my heart, giving me enough capricious capital.

What are you still inferior?"

"I ......" Cui Yimo's eyes flashed with a little brilliance, and he looked at Su Xiaocan fixedly, wanting to say something, but he found that his language was so poor, and he didn't know what to say when he was excited.

"Is it because of me?" Su Xiaocan vented, and said the words that had been pressed in his heart these days, he was much more relaxed, and his mood was much better.

No longer losing his temper, Su Xiaocan's reason slowly returned, and he looked at the excited Cui Yimo seriously, and without waiting for him to speak, he continued: "You think I'm the first in the exam, I think I'm very smart, right? You see that I can write something, and think I'm very capable, right?"

Su Xiaocan said as he reflected on himself.

She found that her ability to make people feel very proud, and the things she used, were actually not her true abilities, but just some benefits brought by rebirth, and they were not talents that she worked hard or was proud of.

In other words, if you are not reborn and rehearse your life a hundred times, the final result may be the same as in your previous life, doing nothing, not even being able to see your heart clearly, and even holding on to your own happiness.

Look, in essence, what a failed and mediocre person he should be! Compared with Cui Yimo, in fact, he should be the person with low self-esteem, right?