Bilian loves this family very much, loves this group of children, as if in this silent world, she forgets the hustle and bustle of the world and the noise of the world, but the noise of the traffic every day, the sharpness of the reinforced concrete all impact her, her pure as a clear stream, eternal flow, the heart of the beginning of the world, and whenever she is with this group of children, she forgets all the troubles and sorrows, as if there is no grievance in the world, there is no naked taste of commercial money, full of human affection and faint fragrance. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

One day, she was quietly and devoting herself to class as usual, for some reason, a little girl who had always answered positively suddenly fainted, Bilian walked over, touched it lightly with her hand, her palm was hot, obvious fever, unexpectedly, she was diagnosed with acute tonsillitis.

The little girl's name is Lili, seven years old this year, her parents have been disabled since she was a child, and she has a younger brother, color blindness in both eyes, and autism, never communicates with others, in her own world, she loses her temper for no reason, throws things, fights, and has cold air, whenever she is angry, the navel at the navel is still bulging high, a large bulging piece, the corners of the mouth are purple, and her face is pale, so that her parents are afraid of being cautious, in order to avoid Lili having any mood swings, only report good news and not bad news.

Lili's family was already struggling to rely on subsistence allowance to survive, but now not only does Lili need medical treatment, but her body is so weak that she needs to enhance nutrition and improve immunity. Bi Lian thought back and forth, what should I do? All her savings to support the four deaf and dumb children have already sighed. But right now, I can't let Lili's parents know that in the face of her family that is so aggravated, Bilian asked herself one after another, what should I do?

For the first time, she borrowed money from her dearest aunt, plucked up her courage, sometimes opened her mouth, sometimes closed her mouth, and the eldest lady asked, "Lian, today, what's wrong, how do you speak?" Bilian knows that the kind-hearted aunt was originally very fat, but her heart is more like Milai Bodhisattva, and the enthusiastic living Buddha is here. Bilian was determined, as if there was no way out, and there was also a lady against the wall, so her voice murmured, "I want to borrow money?" ”

The eldest lady laughed and said, "What else should I be?" It turns out that it was a loan of money, don't you say it earlier, it will make you embarrassed?!"

Next, Bilian was about to brew the eldest lady to ask the reason for borrowing money, but she didn't expect that the eldest lady didn't ask, what was the reason for borrowing money. Instead, from the clothes in the frame, he took out a bag, wrapped a food bag in the bag, took out a hundred yuan from it, and gave it to Bilian, "Lian, this is the living expenses of the eldest mother, don't worry, if the eldest mother eats, there is yours!"

Bilian took the money, and the two simple words "thank you" ran away and disappeared into the originally hearty and bright air.

Xiao Lili's illness is getting better day by day, but Bilian still wants to give her another vaccination, seeing that she is a drop in the bucket.

Bilian's brain turned, one day, while the sky was not yet dawn, the whole family was drowsy, Bilian unknowingly, tiptoeing, took out a thick warm package, wrapped in a flower cloth sheet, but no one would have thought that this is the camel hair futon sewn by the aunt in Xining, Qinghai for Bilian in winter.

Without doing anything, the heavy bedding wrapped in the flower cloth sheet was wrapped tightly, and tied to the back of the bicycle with a rope, Bilian stumbled and came to the bazaar, I don't know whether it was cheap or expensive, I gave it without thinking, how many yuan was sold, perhaps, only Bilian knew best in her heart.

She happily gave Xiao Lili an epidemic vaccination, bought nutritional supplements, and did everything so solidly and reliably. There seems to be no impermeable wall, Bi Lian thinks that she can't usually act normally, there is nothing abnormal, but she still alarms people who don't know.

One day, in the evening, a crisp phone rang, Bilian's mother went to answer as usual, only listening, "Hello, please find Wen Bilian!"

Bilian's mother heard the word Bilian, and it was a strange man's voice, so she said bluntly, "What's the matter with finding Bilian?"

On the other end of the phone, I heard "She asked, what is the matter with her?" and then stopped for a moment, and said after a pause, "You write it down......"

Bilian's mother snorted, the phone hung up, and when she heard it, it was a deaf and mute person who called Bilian, and she couldn't say it, and let others call. It turned out that Lili's matter was known to the editor-in-chief of a newspaper, I don't know if it was out of curiosity or for other reasons, he wanted to get close to Bilian and know what was going on, but Bilian repeatedly asked Lili to keep the secrets of the two, so there was a scene just now.

Bilian knew that the matter might be revealed, and as soon as she got home, she walked around the phone, not daring to run far, lest there be another accident, and the family would make a fuss if they received her unknown call. I really didn't expect that just as she was around the phone and wiping the table, a crisp phone ringtone, jingle bell, jingle bell, "Hello!" Bilian's gentle voice was like a magnet, the other party didn't squeak for a long time, Bilian was silent and the second monk didn't know his head, and was about to hang up the phone, "Muttered, who is this, calling, don't squeak, what kind of harassing calls are you making in broad daylight, I'm really angry!" Just as Bilian was about to drop the microphone on the base slowly, the three words "Wen Bilian" were fresh and loud, which made her stunned.

Bilian was puzzled and said, "Excuse me, what are you looking for her?"

"I know, it's you!"

Bi Lian said generously and categorically, "If there is nothing else, hang up!"

I only heard a sharp and robust voice on the other side of the phone, "Wait! When, let's meet, okay?"

Bi Lian didn't call out angrily, "What?!, even a phone call to the house, and take the initiative to meet, how can there be such a presumptuous and casual, too much deception, arrogant, domineering and rude." ”

Then he said angrily, "There's no need for that." Before Bi Lian could say the word "goodbye", a fresh and bright voice on the other side of the phone, "Please don't put others as they think, reject people thousands of miles away, have one more friend and one more way, I hope" Bi Lian didn't wait for the other party, and hung up the phone after saying what the word hope was following.

Unexpectedly, this scene was heard clearly by the mother standing outside the door, and asked angrily, "Who is it not necessary" Bilian did not squeak, and her mother said breathlessly, "I see, you have eaten the gall of a leopard, you are bold, what do you say you are busy every day, the whole one is blindly busy, your father bought a pair of socks for his birthday, explaining the problem." ”

Bilian knew in her heart that compared to her father's birthday, a pair of socks was really difficult to say, and even more, she couldn't take it. However, can these two words represent her helplessness?

Bilian's mother strongly opposes Bilian's contact with deaf and mute children, in the eyes of her parents, what is the future of a group of deaf and mute children all day long? ”

While taking care of her frail father, she provided for her sister to go to school and did housework diligently, but she didn't expect that one day, she received a letter, Bilian read the clean, neat and crooked handwriting, and knew that it was a letter from the East, "Sister, what are you doing at home?...... Although the sentences are not fluent, and the words are incoherent and out of order, Bilian understands that logical thinking is the voice of the bottom of the heart, and it takes a hundred times more effort than ordinary people to read and write for a group of deaf and dumb children, not to mention writing letters, she communicates in their own unique language and unique way.

On Bilian's birthday, I didn't expect that in a city, the mail delivery was a heavy package, open it and see, what came into my eyes was a string of sparkling and clear hearts, the words "Happy Birthday" were reflected in Bilian's heart, she didn't dare to walk on that familiar street, as if she saw the familiar figure of the East, the cloaking of her hands, and the hearty and familiar smile of a group of children, and the eyes of Xiao Lili when she was helpless and sick......

Joyful and relieved, stunned, melancholy and dazed, the intricate intertwined moods are hovering in Bilian's heart, perhaps, what her parents said is right, the economic base determines the superstructure.