Bi Lian looked at her mother's haggard face, her hair was fluffy and yellow like grass lacking nutrients, her brows were tightly locked, and the corners of her mouth were sometimes open and sometimes slightly closed, as if she wanted to stop talking and still be unfinished. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

I said to my mother in distress, "The doctor came to check on the ward today, and said that my illness will get better quickly, Mom, don't worry, why don't you see my father come over during this time?!"

"You're embarrassed to ask, your dad thought you deliberately jumped off the building to play a prank, what kind of hero did you become, this time lie down comfortably, don't fight out of righteousness, and come to the hospital to see you, when you get better, don't scold you, it's enough to bear." Bilian's mother deliberately covered it up and teased.

I was afraid that my daughter was thinking about it and leaking a flaw, so she deliberately changed the topic and took the opportunity to return the opportunity to say,

"Yesterday, your aunt came to our house and said that there was a person who wanted to see you, whether you were crippled or blind, he didn't care, did you know him, how long had you been dating, he wanted to come and see you. ”

"Mom, are you from a planet? Which planet, Mars or a meteor?"

"You kid, you don't have a serious word. ”

"Your aunt still said...... What else do you say, what if I came to take care of you?! It seems that your aunt is a hundred satisfied with this person!"

"Mom, I don't see anyone, so I don't bother to come to you, I don't go anywhere, I don't leave an inch. ”

"You kid, you want to worry about me to death, if only there was such a person, it would be good!" Bi Lian's mother sighed half-worded.

looked at her mother's helpless expression, as if she had a sad face, knowing that it was herself, dragging down her mother, seven sisters, she was the eldest, and she always added troubles and sorrows to her parents.

The next day, when the doctor was doing rounds, Bilian was crying and noisy, "I want to be discharged! I want to be discharged! I can't stand ...... for a day."

The doctor said, "Wait and see for a few days!"

Stubborn and unreasonable, "No, I'll be discharged from the hospital today!"

stubbornly pulled out the needle, kicked the back of the bed with the sheets, and tossed the whole ward to be uneasy.

"What's wrong with this leap girl, why doesn't it look like her today, not only does she not cooperate with the treatment, but she is also clamoring to be discharged from the hospital, it is really a bolt from the blue, in case there are three long and two short, how can I explain it to her father", Bilian's mother cried, thinking.

"Mom, please, I won't let anyone take care of me, I can do it!" Bilian almost cried, so hard and soft, "Mom, let's go home and raise it slowly, if you can't come in a hurry, it's not just a hundred days, how can you eat a fat man in one bite, and you can do it overnight."

Then, he naughtily squeezed his eyebrows and made a grimace.

"Alas, who has a lot of ghost ideas for you, it's really naughty, so naughty that you can't move, and you're not honest. I really can't help you. Bilian's mother was helpless.

During the time she was lying in the hospital, Bilian clearly felt that it was more difficult for her mother to take care of a baby than for her.

A handful of shit and a handful of urine, I can't turn over, my mother is like pushing a heavy jack, the sweat on her cheeks is along the scattered and messy white hair, a thread, a strip, fine and dense flow down, every drop of sweat seems to flow in her heart. It was the mother's rough skin due to excessive worry, no longer smooth, no longer delicate, I don't know if it was the traces of time, or it was a broken heart for her daughter.

The mother doesn't know whether she feels sorry for her daughter's innocent face, or is afraid that her daughter will toss herself.

Unexpectedly, I found a four-wheeled car, and the doctors and nurses of the hospital sighed one by one without knowing whether they were pitiful or pitiful.

Alas, it's a pity that this leap girl can't even sit......

I saw two young and powerful male doctors, strong arms dragging Bilian's thin waist, a female nurse dragging her head, and two patient family members who had started hurriedly came up to help, holding Bilian's feet and legs.

After thanking her repeatedly, Bilian's mother pulled the heavy four-wheeled rickshaw and struggled forward, slowly step by step, and finally arrived home.

A happy face, well, there is a leap girl here! I am content with a life, and it is a big deal to eat and drink!

Looking at the ceiling 24 hours a day, "Am I just lying like this? I can't do this!"

Countless voices echoed in his ears and shouted, "Bilian, you have to stand up, you have to be strong, you can't be on crutches, let alone crutches." ”

Bilian hysterically heard the call from the bottom of her heart.

The first time I sat up, my back hurt like a pinprick, and I couldn't sit because my waist couldn't bear weight.

Try to stand up no matter how hard it is, no matter how much pain you endure.

Gritting his teeth, enduring the pain, along the side of the bed, stood up, suddenly the sky was dark, I felt that the earth was spinning, rapidly spinning, the wall, the ceiling, and the table were all turning, what kind of world is this, where am I, the feeling of fainting, a black in front of my eyes, and I fell on the side of the bed.

After a moment of soberness, grit your teeth and stand tall, with the first time, there will be a second time.

No one can succeed casually, how can you see a rainbow without experiencing wind and rain......

Bilian thought back to this familiar song that could not be more familiar.

Not long ago, she also rehearsed with a group of deaf and dumb children, because of love, so love, no one can stand the injury, fall, and get up again.

Time flies by minute by minute, and for a girl, it seems to be a turning point in life and an uncrossable post station in life.

Finally, I can stand up against the wall, comb my messy and long yellow hair, and after feeling comfortable in an instant, I carefully and slowly move to the mirror in the corner.

When she was about to successfully move to the destination mirror, Bilian hesitated, she hadn't washed her face properly for nearly half a year.

On the spur of the moment, he set the next grim goal plan.

Work hard, step by step, carefully, finally, you can rush into the bathroom, stand firmly, and quickly wash yourself. I simply tied a ponytail, lightly put on a light makeup, and when I felt tired, I leaned against the wall and returned to the original place step by step.

Maybe it was the excitement that made me feel a lot more relaxed.

It's still step by step, it's hard to move an inch, and with a hard pace, Bilian not only thinks about it, but is she cocooning herself?

At this time, I don't know what kind of regret comes to my heart, I want to go back to the past, to the past when I naively said again and again, I don't know what back pain is, and now I am walking hard.

Self-sufficiency self-deprecation, breaking out of the cocoon into a butterfly?

Why? Who pays for all this? At this time, Bilian felt that life was so fragile.

If life makes me do it all over again, I will definitely cherish it, cherish everything that is precious in life.

Be cynical.

But there are no ifs in life, no buts, only results and consequences.

Unconsciously sighed, step by step in front of the mirror in the corner again.

Holding himself up, even for a long time, I don't know if it's because of lack of nutrition or exercise, or because I don't see the day, I lie in bed all day looking at the ceiling.

I didn't expect to be able to stand in front of the mirror, and I was so happy!

Duanxiang looked at his almost pale face with yellowish skin, Bilian, who was not to be outdone, the corners of his mouth were slightly depressed, his teeth were gently tapped, he stretched his brows, and looked at a girl in the mirror, pursed his lips slightly, smiled faintly, and gave a girl in the mirror a confident smile.

As if to say, I can do it!

The days are not fast or slow, and four months have passed since I was discharged from the hospital in a blink of an eye.

Wearing a fluent, decent, slender floral white dress, like a quiet white lotus in summer, white and flawless, with clear lines, without any impurities and dust.

Young and beautiful, full of vigorous vitality. It makes people look extraordinarily comfortable, like a warm heart like a warm sun.

Fluttering like a light butterfly. Bilian walked lightly, intoxicated and charming with her long hair, as if writing everything quiet, harmonious, and beautiful, and people could not feel the sadness and pain of a girl experiencing the transformation of a cicada into a shell.

Slowly try to shabu shabu, learn to bend over to support the ground, I don't know how many moments, neighbors and friends come to visit the door, always dare not enter the house, asking, "What is the festival today, her house is so clean, tidy." ”

Bilian couldn't believe her ears, and said to herself with relief, I didn't expect to meet the standard, and my health index should also meet the standard, and she almost wanted to jump up with joy.

Slowly standing, walking slowly, slowly, little by little, she learned to sit, she learned to jump, and she learned to jump.

There seemed to be a girl on the earth whose crisp and hearty joy alarmed the birds.

With music playing, Bilian danced unconsciously, dancing excitedly and happily. The little birds chirped and giggled and flew around, "Little bird, do you like freedom too? Do you like to dance too?

The next morning, Bilian made a calm decision.

Pick up the long hair, the long hair is distinguished, and the whole person looks exceptionally clean, refreshing, pure, neat and neat, all rippling with youthful energy.

A person silently came to the attending physician, Dr. Niu.

"It seems that I'm busy!I'll consult later!" Bi Lian said nervously, "I don't know what the outcome will be. ”

Minute by minute, short half an hour, it seems to be longer than half a century.

"It's you...... Ye Bilian?!"

Doctor Niu's eyes couldn't help but flash a bright light.

Perhaps he had only seen a girl lying down, silent, her hair long draped over the white pillow, weak as a sick cat, well-behaved and pitiful, with thin arms, so slender that the veins seemed to have nowhere to hide, as if they were about to come out at any time.

I didn't dare to look at the girl's eyes, only to see the slightest needle, prick the girl's white skin, white mushroom clotted snow skin, and the thin one couldn't be any more thin.

I couldn't help but tremble, stabbing the white skin like snow, trembling for a short time, Dr. Niu trembled and paused, "Bear with me...... Bear with me, it won't hurt for a while."

The girl was silent, with a calm and indifferent expression, smiling, and her eyes were holding back tears, as if the rain brought pear blossoms, and like a drop of water on a lotus leaf, so Dr. Niu had a particularly deep impression of Bilian.

It's just that the girl standing in front of her is connected with the one lying on the hospital bed in his memory, and Dr. Niu has a lot of thoughts and doesn't dare to think about it at all.

He couldn't believe his eyes, "You are my masterpiece, I really didn't expect you, you will stand up!"

Bilian was pleasantly surprised.

Moment. Listen to only one man's calm voice.

"Of course, you can ...... now Being able to stand up is not equal to later. It is not representative of the future...... Maybe ten years, twenty years, you can stand up, but thirty years, forty years, I can't guarantee it!"

Bilian was puzzled and silent, and the doctor next to Dr. Niu said, "She is really our sick number, a girl named Hai is on crutches, and the hospital also advertises on TV, why, she doesn't ......"