Why is his relationship like this?

Before he met his sweetheart, he had never believed in marriage or love, and he thought about living a single life for the rest of his life, or casually marrying someone his father was satisfied with and returning home to fulfill the obligation of passing on the lineage.

Later, when he met his sweetheart, he would occasionally suddenly think - what would it be like if he suddenly lived a life where he could see her every day?

The selfish desire gradually swelled, and he began to not only want to see her every day, but even wanted to eat her every day, and to be able to sleep with her every day.

Sweetheart is almost of no help to him except for dragging his feet, and he has to follow her endless heart every day, not only asking for trouble but also looking for trouble, but this is not the most terrible.

The most terrible thing is that she made him, a soldier, greedy for life and afraid of death.

He once lived without worry, even if he died suddenly one day, he should be to accompany his mother, whom he had never met, but now it is different, a few days ago, when he picked up his own gun, he suddenly thought, what if this gun goes off.

Once there is concern in his heart, he can no longer make a decisive decision with an open-minded mentality, how fatal this is in the process of performing the task, he knows very well in his heart, a moment of hesitation, can make him die.

It is precisely because of these complex factors that he can't accept being with his sweetheart, and he is afraid that sooner or later, he will drag her down.

He has been silent, and the sweetheart is lying on the side and is uneasy, she doesn't understand why Qinglang doesn't agree to be with her, he obviously ...... Obviously, I like myself......

Did he suspect that he was not...... Place?

Thinking of this, she suddenly got up, knelt in front of Situ Qinglang, and said seriously, word by word: "I have not been touched." ”

Situ Qinglang turned his gaze and glanced at it in surprise, the faint light outside the window came through, and he couldn't see how much courage his sweetheart mustered up to say this.

"My first kiss was given to you......" Sweetheart bit her lower lip and was about to suffocate the corners of her clothes, "Qinglang...... I, I want to be with you. ”

The more she said this, the more he couldn't face it, the alcohol gradually passed, he began to regret his previous confession, his eyes were dodging, and he was about to get up: "I'll go back, you sleep by yourself." ”

"Qinglang!"

Sweetheart's brain is hot, and she suddenly does something that she can't think of in her life!

She actually ripped off the nightdress, and pounced on Situ Qinglang like a little loach, directly throwing him from the bed to the floor, and then pressing on him, straddle his chest.

"Sweetheart, you're crazy!" Situ Qinglang panicked instantly, the alcohol that had not completely faded honestly urged the hormones in his body in front of her beautiful body, he hurriedly dragged the quilt from the bed and covered her, and roared in a low voice, "Do you know that the consequences of doing this will be very strict! Who made you undress in front of others!"

"I'm not crazy! I'm serious!" Sweetheart said as she tried to hold him, wrapping around his body like an octopus, her eyes red, "I want to be your man, I don't want to ...... anymore I went on alone like this!".

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