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Knowing that there will be no result of the relationship, if you are still deep in the mud, I am afraid that no one will sympathize with you.

Hai Yao clenched the car keys in her hand, a bitter and self-deprecating smile on her lips, and her heart was empty.

Returning to City B is equivalent to returning to their respective lives, no longer intersecting, no longer bothering.

On the day she just went back, she was even a little unaccustomed, she always felt that something was missing in her life, and every time she heard the children talk about Gu Tingchuan, her heart would overflow with amazement.

She can only use her work to numb herself, on the other hand, she helped Xu Yizhong to suppress the company's affairs first, and contacted a well-known local expert, she tried to persuade him to accept treatment, but he was unwilling to cooperate, every time she wanted to speak, he would stop in advance, or change the topic with a smile, "Don't talk about this, Hai Yao, I don't want to talk about illness every day." ”

He smiled bitterly, "People always die, instead of being afraid all day long, it is better to face and accept it calmly." ”

Hearing him accept death, she hurriedly said, "Maybe you will be fine if you receive treatment." ”

"Now that medicine is so advanced, everything will turn around and miracles will happen. ”

"I've never believed in miracles. ”

He reached out and patted her on the shoulder, and said bitterly, "If you are still a friend of mine, spend this time with me, I just want to fulfill some wishes in these last hours, and I don't have to leave with too many regrets." ”

"Hai Yao, I know my own body very well, my illness is not formed in a day or two, and it is not a miracle that can be changed at this time. ”

It was as if he had seen everything, waiting for death to come.

Hai Yao still didn't give up, and insisted on persuading, "As long as you can survive, you have more time to do what you want to do!"

Thinking that he would leave, feeling his negative attitude towards death at the moment, she suddenly felt sad, her eyes were hot, she bit her lip tightly, and said in a choked voice, "I really don't want to watch you die, promise me to be good, follow me to the hospital next week to see a specialist, and start treatment." ”

"Didn't you fear nothing in the past, why are you holding back now?"

"It's not like you at all, have you ever thought that if you work harder, you might be able to survive?"

Hai Yao kept persuading, and there were tears in his clear eyes, which made Xu Yizhong's heart full of pity, he sighed and hugged her gently, and said helplessly, "I really don't know if this matter lets you know, whether it's right or wrong." ”

"It's the greatest luck for me that you can face me again, but Hai Yao, I don't want you to feel sorry for me, and I don't want you to worry about my affairs. ”

"I've done too many things to be sorry for you, why do you bother to care about my life or death?"

He hugged her gently and said with a sigh, "At this moment, you can be by my side with me, it is already the best gift from God to me, I don't want you to be sad and worried." ”

"Then you promise me!"

She said with tears in her eyes, "Promise me to accompany me to the hospital for treatment next week!"

She was too insistent, and he couldn't bear to refuse, so he could only agree temporarily, and he responded helplessly, his uncertain answer, but in exchange for her smile, I saw a smile on her lips, tears in her eyes, "I will accompany you." ”

That sentence: I will accompany you......

He understood that it was out of a sense of sympathy for his old friend......

He also understands that she can help him by his side these days because they have known each other once, and she can't turn a blind eye.

That feeling, as if you once knew a friend, knowing that he was in trouble and sick, your heart will be sad, you will sigh, and then you are willing to do everything you can to help the other person......

Isn't that exactly what she is doing to him at this moment?

Xu Yizhong understands it very well in his heart, but he still loves her.

People always understand the good of the other party and how important they have lost after they have lost......

Even if she is sympathetic to him at this time, it is pitiful, he just wants to have her good for a short time at the last moment.

She was so good to him, so good that he didn't want to leave this world......

She would accompany him to visit his grandmother's grave, and she would accompany him to the places where they had been......

Life became rich in an instant, she would take the children to watch movies with him, cook for them herself, come to his room from time to time, and help him clean up, so that the whole home had a warm smell......

But even though she had done so much for him, he couldn't see the real smile on her face.

There was always a bit of reluctance in her smile, so reluctant that it made him feel distressed......

He still remembers that day when she asked him what he wanted to eat, he didn't think there was any need to be so troublesome, and there was only pasta at home, so he said pasta in passing, but her face changed instantaneously, he asked again, but she reluctantly squeezed out a smile and said it was okay......

If she was really fine, she wouldn't have her eyes red when she was cooking pasta in the kitchen......

Seeing that her eyes were red, his heart was immediately stabbed by something sharp.

But she explained with a smile, "I got a chili pepper in my hand, and I accidentally rubbed my eyes, so I ......"

What a bad explanation!

And he could only nod cooperatively, "Be careful, it will be very uncomfortable to get your eyes." ”

Even if you have a smile on your face, your heart is laughing?

There is a kind of laughter that is more ugly than crying......

There is a kind of laughter that makes you feel like the air is sour and you just want to cry.

He wondered, was he too selfish, he wondered if he should do something for her?

However, what can he do for her at this moment?

He is no longer the rich and powerful Xu Yizhong he used to be, he is no longer the person she loves deeply, he can't do anything in exchange for her happiest smile, he sadly finds that he can do nothing for her except to draw temporary beauty from her......

I really want to ask her what she thinks, and I really want to know what is going on between her and Gu Tingchuan.

However, when he saw the turmoil about Gu Tingchuan and Li Yun'er in the newspaper, he didn't dare to mention the name in front of Hai Yao for a while!

It was too late at night, and it was a rainy night.

He drove her back, and the places he passed along the way were all coincidental that she and Gu Tingchuan had been there together.

When she was standing at a low point in her life, it was Gu Tingchuan who gave her an affirmative look, he took her to too many places, and many of the things she learned later were taught by him personally......

She used to think that it was difficult to fall in love with others, and she used to think that her feelings for Gu Tingchuan were nothing more than a terrible habit.

She is used to having someone hold her to sleep late at night, she is used to his initiative to admit her mistakes, and she is used to having him with her in everything......

It was he who taught her how to taste wine, it was he who took her involved in mahjong places, and it was he who taught her to play golf. ”

I still remember Valentine's Day that year, he approached her three or four times in order to celebrate the holiday with her, but she scolded her, and it was the first time she was afraid that he really wouldn't come home after a long night, and she also thought for the first time, what would happen to her if this man didn't obey her in the future?

She was afraid after all, afraid that she would lose his good in an instant, so she kept her heart tight, so she was indifferent to him, hid her heart from him, and pretended to be strong to him......

She admits that she is a timid woman, a person who hopes to be loved, but she is afraid of losing her original self because of excessive love, she does not dare to give too much, and she is stuck in reality, so she, in the eyes of his Gu Tingchuan, must think that she has never loved him deeply.

He chose someone else, and maybe she really shouldn't blame him.

Raindrops snaked down the window, neon flashing, and the window reflected her worried face, her clear eyes lit up with water.

Her eyes were tired, and she gently closed them to rest, but she fell asleep unconsciously.

The car stopped downstairs, Xu Yizhong turned off the engine, looked sideways at her tired face, and wanted to reach out to touch her face in distress, but the hand that was just stretched out was frozen in the air, and he hung down helplessly after a moment......

He leaned back on the cushion behind him and sat quietly beside her, looking sideways.