Text Text_Chapter 124 [Rose's Choice]
124The autumn rain fell lightly on the surface of the pool in the small courtyard, bringing the slightest ripples.
Two large plantain plants swayed gently in the wind, and the broad leaves blocked out the already dim light, allowing vague shadows to rub onto the floor inside the floor-to-ceiling glass doors.
In the early morning, Rose's bedroom was cold and quiet, and the bedside lamp with quaint graphic decoration was not turned off all night, and because it was a cloudy day, the light was particularly bright at the moment.
Yang Chen, who had changed into blue and white loose linen pajamas, was lying on his back on the bed, his eyes closed, and he breathed faintly but evenly, but his thick black brows were lightly locked.
The coffee-colored sheets were as crumpled as liquid chocolate, as if to tell others what violent movements the man who fell asleep in bed last night had done.
At this time, the door was quietly pushed open, and Rose, who was holding a plate of millet porridge and a plate of sweet garlic, had changed into a milky white silk nightdress, her beautiful face was full of sorrow and worry, Lianbu gently moved to Yang Chen's bedside and put down the porridge and vegetables, and leaned down to pull a thin quilt for Yang Chen.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Rose looked at the sleeping man with a complicated expression, she didn't sleep all night, took Yang Chen to the hospital first, and after the examination, she called a private doctor to come here to treat Yang Chen. After Yang Chen calmed down and made sure that there was no danger, Rose went to deal with the after-banquet matters.
After making a series of important decisions that would affect the future underground pattern of the West District, Rose hurried back to the house and took care of Yang Chen until this morning.
This man once again brought her a complete shock, but at the same time, it also made her feel the gap between each other once!
Rose didn't like this feeling, she had too many questions, but everything had to wait for Yang Chen to wake up.
Just as Rose was pondering some complicated pictures, Yang Chen, who had closed his eyes, opened his eyes and exhaled a long breath.
Rose sensitively captured this moment, and suddenly a burst of surprise swelled up, and grabbed one of Yang Chen's hands hard, "Husband, are you awake?"
"What time is it?" Yang Chen smiled faintly and cast a reassuring look at Rose.
"It's still early, it's only seven o'clock, do you want to rest for a while?" Rose looked at Yang Chen's pale face, her heart was sour, but she couldn't help but smile and said, "You scared me, suddenly it's so weird, I haven't slept all night!"
Yang Chen propped his arms on the bed, sat up by himself, leaned over to Rose's cheek and kissed it, "I'm fine, but what happened after I passed out last night?"
Seeing that Yang Chen didn't mean to explain herself, Rose also obediently didn't ask, sorted it out and said: "I took you to the hospital yesterday, and after a brief examination, the doctor said that there was nothing special, but you seemed to be very excited, and your heartbeat was relatively fast, and after giving you a sedative, you were much quieter." Then I took you back here and asked my personal doctor to prescribe you some tranquilizers, and you've been asleep ever since. ”
"Really...... I don't even remember", Yang Chen touched his forehead with a wry smile, in fact, the only thing he remembered was the sharp pain that exploded in his brain.
originally thought that after a year of cultivation and more than half a year of leisurely days, even if he was forced to make a real move and kill dozens of people, it would not be as difficult to control as in the past, but he didn't expect that his old problem still didn't get any better.
Fortunately, as the realm of his strange kung fu continued to improve, he was able to barely restrain his terrifying violent emotions, and only then did he have the scene where Rose knocked himself unconscious, otherwise......
Yang Chen was afraid for a while, it seems that he is still holding himself up, and in the future, he still needs to pay attention to keeping his nerves relaxed, relaxing his mentality, and not overworking, otherwise he can't suppress his emotions, and if he can't control it in time, it will be difficult to recover a big mistake.
Rose continued: "As for the banquet venue, only Situ Mingze and the four bodyguards survived, and I have already imprisoned Situ Mingze. The Western League is now in chaos, and almost all important people have been killed by you. I have asked my subordinates to cooperate with Zhang Hu to rectify the forces of the Western League, and there may be a lot of things in the coming days, but it will not be long before there will be no three words in the entire Western District. By the way, what's funny is that Zhou Guangnian, the old fox, took the initiative to call me to congratulate me after getting the news, and said that he would get along in harmony in the future. ”
Yang Chen nodded and asked, "Then Situ Mingze, what are you going to do?"
A sharp glint flashed in Rose's eyes, but she hesitated for a long time and sighed: "I don't know, I plan to send him abroad for a while, choose a small country in Europe, give him a sum of money, and let him retire." ”
"You won't kill him?" Yang Chen was a little surprised, in his opinion, Rose obviously had the potential to be the queen of the iron-blooded underworld.
Rose looked at Yang Chen with a complicated gaze, "If it was before, I would definitely kill him, but now, because of you, I don't think I can kill him." ”
"Why?" Yang Chen felt that he was not smart enough.
Rose smiled sadly: "Actually, he is right, no matter who he is, whether he is a human or a beast, but his blood flows in my body, and this fact will never change." He was my father, and although I hated him and looked down on him, it was he who brought me into the world with my mother. Without him, there would be no me. I think that for whatever reason, it is an unforgivable mistake for a daughter to kill her father......"
"It's like ......" Rose looked at Yang Chen steadily, and said, "Like, if we have a child in the future, I really can't imagine how the child can kill you and his father...... Even as a mother, even if I was dead at that time, I would be heartbroken in another world. ”
Yang Chen was stunned, and then said with a smile: "This doesn't seem to be comparable, how can I be the same as Situ Mingze, I won't let my children hate me or even want to kill me." ”
"Situ Mingze didn't want my daughter to hate him and kill him from the beginning. Rose said bitterly.
Yang Chen was speechless, thought for a while, and then said, "It's all up to you, as long as you think it's right." I've got your back. ”
Rose Tian smiled and stepped forward to kiss Yang Chen's lips wetly, and then used her lilac tongue to make a cool mark on Yang Chen's face, and her watery eyes were full of affection, "Husband, thank you, thank you for everything you gave me." ”
"There's nothing to thank, I'm just doing what I love to do. Yang Chen was deeply touched.
"I've decided to tell you a secret," Rose suddenly made up her mind about something important, "I was going not to say it for the rest of my life, but now I feel that it would be irresponsible for our feelings to hide that past. ”
Yang Chen frowned and remained silent.
Rose took a deep breath before saying, "Actually, the reason why I left Situ Mingze and embarked on today's path is not only because I hate his way of doing things, but also because there are other reasons. ”
"Husband, you know, I look almost exactly like my mother when I was younger...... Rose said.
Yang Chen nodded, he remembered that Situ Mingze had mentioned this matter in the bar.
"When I was a child, Situ Mingze had already led a large group of people from the Western League Association to work hard in the Western District, and he returned home every day with the smell of alcohol and even blood. He was like the best husband and father in the world when he was good, he doted on my mother very much, and he would give her whatever she wanted. He also loves me a lot, and when I cry, he will make me laugh, and he will hold me in circles and take me on the swing......"
But every time he got drunk, or killed a lot of people, and was in a bad mood, he was like a different person...... He was violent, murderous, and inhumane. As soon as he got home, he would beat and scold my mother with any small blemish, and even hit my mother with a wine bottle...... Will it ...... And do that to my mom in front of me......"
"Wait", Yang Chen asked suspiciously, "Your mother, didn't you die when you were very young?"
"That's fake, this is a lie I told with Situ Mingze. Rose smiled bitterly and continued......
"At that time, I was still very young and didn't know a lot about adult things, but I knew that Situ Mingze was a moody lion, and when you were by his side, you would never know whether you would live or die in the next moment. ”
Speaking of this, Rose paused, as if recalling a lot of past events, wiped her moist eyes, and then continued: "Until one day, I heard my mother arguing with Situ Mingze again, I was already in elementary school at that time, and I could understand what they were talking about...... My mother cheated, she had a relationship with a subordinate of Situ Mingze, and she also tried to leave this insane man and wanted to elope...... However, it was noticed by Situ Mingze and curbed it early. ”
"That day, Situ Mingze quarreled with his mother so loudly that I felt like the whole building was going to collapse, I hid outside the door, trying to escape, but I didn't have the strength to leave."
"Eventually, I heard my mother's screams coming from the room, and my mother kept screaming for help, which scared me silly, but I didn't know anything but cry......"
"When the room was quiet, the door was opened, and when Situ Mingze came out, he saw me crying at the door, just kicked me open, and then walked away without looking back......"
Rose bit Yin Hong's lip and smiled miserably: "Husband, do you know, the first time I saw a dead person in my life, it was my mother who died......"
"My mother was punched and kicked alive by Situ Mingze, kicked to the ground and her whole body was stained red with blood, she died at home, she died in front of me, I still have nightmares, and I will still wake up when I dream of that scene, because my mother's eyes are open, I seem to feel that she is looking at me, she seems to hate me, hate me for not being able to go in and stop ...... Can...... But what can I do as a 10-year-old girl......"
Yang Chen listened quietly and didn't speak, since he could remember, except for his own name Yang Chen, he didn't know the so-called family, the so-called parents, so although Rose's past was sentimental, Yang Chen couldn't really understand it, so he could only listen silently.
"Later, when I grew up, Situ Mingze didn't do anything to me, he seemed to have forgotten that he killed my mother and his wife, he still laughed at me when he was happy, and beat and scolded me when he was angry......"
"I lost my mother, but I always convinced myself that it was because my mother betrayed my father that I would have that fate, so I didn't resist Situ Mingze, I think he must love me in his heart. ”
"All the way up to ...... On the day of my eighteenth birthday......" The tears in the corners of Rose's eyes gradually dried, and she said coldly, "That night, he and a few uncles came home together after celebrating my birthday. He came to my room out of the blue, and talked to me a lot, about my childhood, about his business, about the gang, and about some other people's children......"
"I didn't understand why he said so much at the time, but I kept listening to it...... Eventually, he began to talk about his mother, who had never mentioned it......"
"He said he missed his mother very much, and he regretted beating her to death because he couldn't control his emotions, but he hoped I didn't blame him because he was more miserable than anyone else......"
"In fact, many things have been going on for a long time, and they have naturally faded, although I am very sad and have resentment towards him, but he cried so sadly in front of my eyes and begged me for forgiveness, I really find it difficult to blame him, after all, he is my biological father. ”
"But......" Rose breathed a little, "but suddenly he said that I was very much like my mother, just as he had been when he first met her. He suddenly looked at me with infinite longing, aggressive eyes, and asked me if I would like to help him make up for his shortcomings, take his mother's place, and become the mistress of the Western League!"
"He wants his own daughter to be his woman!!"
The last words seemed to exhaust all of Rose's strength, and Rose lowered her head and muttered, "I don't remember what I thought at the time, I just frantically pushed him out of the room and cried all night under the covers...... Later...... It was only then that I finally realized that he was hopeless, and I made up my mind to leave him......"
Yang Chen didn't expect things to have such a background, Rose has a father like Situ Mingze, it is indeed a blessing that she did not embark on the road of no return, seeing Rose prostration, he reached out and hugged her into his arms, patting her soft back, "It should be a lot easier to say it, at least I can help you share it, a heartless person like me is the most suitable to help women share these headaches." ”
Rose lay on Yang Chen's chest, pursed her lips and smiled: "Yes, I feel much more comfortable, no matter what you think of my husband, I can already face you with a clear conscience." ”
"Actually, you don't have to hide it from me, it's not your fault, you're just a victim. "Yang Chen doesn't care about authenticity.
Rose suddenly struggled to turn around, looked up at Yang Chen's eyes, extremely concerned, and asked a little aggrievedly: "Then husband, should you also tell me something about your past, at least, I want to know what happened to you last night?"