1194: Let's go
You go, don't say that I let you go, you've grown up, you don't need to stay here anymore, go wherever you want, in short, don't meet Hao again, he believes in you so much and cares about you so much, he will listen to whatever you say, but I don't want to see you again, let's go, it's not that I'm ruthless, it's not bad to be able to do this to you.
Hearing this, Feng couldn't believe it, it turned out that he was really not her son, no wonder he had been unpopular with her, he had thought so before, but it was just a guess, but now it was so clear, he didn't have to think about it anymore, he was nothing.
Yes, she has tolerated herself for so many years, and it is not bad, she is an outsider, she eats other people's clothes here, lives in other people's houses, and uses other people's, it is good that she has not counted the accounts together.
I feel very heavy in my heart, but things are already like this, what can I do, Feng thought, since my mother doesn't like me so much and wants to leave by herself so much, then I can't embarrass her, I can't make her feel uncomfortable.
Although she is not his own mother, but after so many years of care, he will still call her mother, but this is the last time, he will not stay here again, this place does not belong to him, and he does not know where he should belong.
"When do you want me to go, I want a clear answer. Feng said bitterly.
Zimei only faded out, "The sooner the better, it's best to leave now, otherwise Hao is back, and you have to quarrel with me endlessly, I don't want to make our mother and son discord because of you." You're not here in the first place, and it's only natural for you to leave now. ”
Feng Dao: "Thank you mom and dad for your nurturing grace over the years, to be honest, I didn't blame you before I knew the truth, I just wanted to know the reason, now I know, there is nothing to say, I'll go pack up my things, pack up and leave." ”
Zimei took out a check, handed it over, and said, "You take this, and now you don't have anything on you when you go out, you take the money first." ”
Feng smiled very boldly, returned the check respectfully to her, and said, "No need, I'm so old, I'll figure it out by myself, I owe you too much, how can I continue to owe it." ”
After that, he went back to his room and packed his things. Looking at those old objects, one can't help but think of the joys or sorrows of the past, and time passes quietly, leaving only bits and pieces of memories.
Feng entered Hao's room, looked at the photo of the two brothers posted on the wall, and said, "Brother, goodbye, no matter what, you will always be my brother." Hopefully we'll have a chance to meet again. After I leave, I will miss you, I will miss you very much, and you must remember to miss me Oh, no, I can't be so selfish, it's enough to think about you. ”
Under the bright sun, the wind took some things a little, and left quietly, saying goodbye to Zimei before leaving, my brother has not come back yet, and I can't see the last time, maybe it's better, if I see my brother, I may be very reluctant.
Goodbye, Lu Jinyuan, goodbye brother and parents, you must be happy. There was a very hearty smile on his face, it takes courage to leave, and now he has to be self-reliant, and there is no one to rely on.
It's out, but I've been walking, and I really don't know where I'm going, and I only have the last three hundred dollars left. Seeing that it was getting dark, he had to find a place to settle down first, and rented a room for 200 yuan, he wanted to live here for a month, and then find a better one when his hands were looser, so let's make up for it now.
Not too much space, but more than enough for one person, nothing furnished. Feng posted his paintings, and he put those photos on the Sun Moon Mountain on the desk, so that he could see the two people he missed the most every day.
The flowers bloom in pairs, although the current days are a little harder, but I am not the kind of person who can only enjoy wealth but cannot endure poverty, and the wind is also very adaptable to the current life.
He also didn't go to finance school anymore because he was afraid of seeing his brother, and his mother didn't want him to see him. Feng is looking for a job every day, but now it is not as good as before, if you don't earn some money by yourself, you can't only go out and not get in. I have traveled a lot of places, but I have been hitting a wall, and it turns out that it is not easy to find a job.
Suddenly, one day, he bumped into a man of about the same age next door, who had yellow hair, looked pretty good, and was clean and delicate.
He said that when he introduced a job to Feng, he must be satisfied with Fengfeng, and the monthly salary ranges from thousands to tens of thousands, depending on his level and popularity.
Feng saw that he was not a very scoundrel person, so he chose to believe him once, to be honest, that person was really kind, and the sun on his face made people unbearable to refuse, so Feng also felt that he should not be the kind of person with malicious intentions.
The first time I went with him, it was at a bar, which he hadn't been to before, but what he brought here for.
I only heard the guy next door come up to the boss and say, "Look at me I brought someone over for you again, it's not bad to look for, you will definitely become the new favorite here." ”
The boss looked up, nodded solemnly, and said, "Well, yes, yes, how much money do you want me to give you?" The guy stretched out five fingers, and the boss also understood that he wanted this number every time.
The boss walked up to the wind and asked, "Do you have a photo?" Feng handed him the photo, and then the boss smiled and said, "You will be here in the future, mix with me, make sure you eat and drink spicy, brother, do a good job!"
Feng asked, "Then what am I going to do?" The boss said to the guy, "You take him over and teach him well." ”
The young man took him to a room inside, and there were quite a few people in it, and when he saw the young man and the wind coming in, they all gathered around and said, "Huang Mao, you have brought a new one, you really have yours, but he is so handsome, it is a pity to do this." ”
When Feng heard this, he felt that something was wrong, and asked, "What are you doing here?" The man said, "Huang Mao, you really have you, you always lie to these innocent little boys, you brought him here, and you don't tell him what he is here for." The young man smiled and said, "If I had said it, would he still come with me?"
Only then did the wind realize that it was here to do that.
After knowing, the wind was very displeased, he was about to leave, but Huang Mao said: "What, it's not good, are you a man, it's not good to have women every day, and you can get a lot of money, it should be a beautiful difference, a few people who were tricked into it before were the same as you when they first came in, and now, even if I drive them away, they won't leave." ”