Mrs. He walked on the path back to the main hall, surrounded by purple and red, but her heart was full of old memories tumbling, and she was dripping with hatred!

She will never forget that winter seventeen years ago. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

At that time, she was still the eldest and youngest grandmother of the He family who everyone admired in the capital, and her father-in-law was the Zhengqing of Dali Temple who had been praised by the emperors of the two dynasties.

She was born in the famous Lu clan in Hedong, gave birth to two sons-in-law, and her wife was noble by her husband, so she was awarded the title of the imperial court early.

After more than ten years, the husband does not even have a concubine, the husband and wife are loving and harmonious, and they are over 30 years old and pregnant, and everything goes well.

It seems that she has received all the favor of God, and she has obtained all the happiness that a woman from a family can get in her life.

At that time, the eldest and youngest grandmother of the He family, in the circle of noblewomen in the capital, how dazzling and how brilliant her life was!

But she always remembered a sentence later, if you want to take it, you must stick to it.

God wants to take away all her happiness and all the light in her life, so he naturally wants to hold her high, so that she will fall happily, isn't it?!

Mrs. He walked step by step, tears all over her face.

The maid behind him hung her head and followed, only feeling that something was wrong, but she didn't dare to step forward.

It wasn't until Mrs. He's henchman Mama Fan came out of the main hall, and at a glance, she was shocked, and she held Mrs. He, who was in a trance, that she realized that Madame's hands were all cold.

She looked up at the red and bright sun in the sky, and hurriedly helped Mrs. He back to the inner room, and sent the maid down, and then sent a cup of hot tea to Mrs. He, and wiped her tears worriedly: "Madam, you, what's wrong with you?"

Mrs. He's thoughts flew back to the winter of the third year of the first emperor Showa.

"Ah Fan, in the winter of the third year of Emperor Showa, at the beginning, was it cold or not? I always remember, and then it was extremely cold. ”

Mrs. He asked in a trance while holding the slightly hot teacup.

Mama Fan's body stiffened, and Showa was three years old...... It was naturally extremely cold, but at that time, how could the lady who was full of glory be cold?

Is it cold-hearted, right? Mama Fan sighed in her heart.

"Ah Fan, at that time, you know, how happy I am, do you remember the child in my womb? She is a well-behaved and clever girl, although she was born gone, but I have seen it, but she is well-behaved, she doesn't cry, she doesn't make trouble, she is a caring little padded jacket......

In the quiet inner room, Mrs. He's voice was steady but empty.

"But I didn't think about it at the time, it turned out that she couldn't keep it...... How can she keep it at such a season......"

He Qingzhi, the head of the Dali Temple, was summoned by the emperor overnight into the palace to discuss state affairs, and when he left the palace, he fell into the golden river outside the Taiji Palace.

The pillars of the He family fell with a bang.

At that time, although she was also panicked, but thinking about it, in the end, her husband was also a waiter in the Ministry of Rites, and the He family's family background was still there, so she was not afraid.

"I always thought that I would be blessed in my life, and she would be my child, and she must be blessed...... Ah Fan, at that time, I was proud in front of others, did you think I was ridiculous? Or did others think I was ridiculous?"

Mrs. He was suddenly a little flustered, raised her head and looked at her old servant earnestly, seeking an answer.

Mama Fan squeezed out a few smiles, took the teacup from Mrs. He's hand, held Mrs. He's hand tightly, and said with relief: "No, how can it be, in this world, no one knows, in the eyes of others, you are the eldest lady of the He family, although the lord is not an official now, but the foundation of the He family is still there, who dares to underestimate you?"

"Who dares to underestimate me? Everyone can underestimate me! A woman who looks down on other people's families every day and can't hold her husband's heart, and in the end, my husband hugs an outer room and comes to slap me in the face! I have lost all the face in my life!"

Mrs. He suddenly became excited, as if she had returned to the moment when her husband stood in front of her!

My father-in-law was seriously ill in bed, but my husband was not there to serve him, disappeared for two days, and when he came back, he hugged a child for her!

"Yueniang, it's me who can't stand you, but he, he's also my son after all......"

The white and chubby baby boy in swaddling clothes, and her husband's guilty eyes, crushed her, she was like five thunderbolts, and under the emotional turmoil, she immediately started, and the child in her womb was born prematurely.

She knew it was a daughter, and before she passed out, she heard Wen Po's regretful voice!

"Ah Fan, he not only slapped me in the face, but also forced this son of evil to me, so that I was knocked out of my teeth and swallowed with blood, my whole life was ruined by this son of evil!

Mrs. He threw all the tea sets on the high table next to her to the ground, and the sound of porcelain breaking didn't make her hatred and anger go down for half a minute!

"He took me for a fool, and everyone for a fool! I only hated my weakness at that time, I hated why I didn't wake up for three days, I hated myself! I Lu Rongyue was a fool!"

She heard Wen Po's sentence "It's a pity, if you live well, you will have both children and daughters, and everything will be good", she heard it really well, but she was so useless that she fainted for three days!

When she woke up three days later, the people whose mother's family was in the capital had already come to the door to say goodbye.

Everyone in the capital knows that she has a lot of blessings in the sky, and she actually gave birth to another son-in-law, giving birth to three boys in one fell swoop!

The mother's family sat in front of her bed, hugged the son of a, smiled from ear to ear, and praised her for fighting for the Lu family!

She listened incredulously, but couldn't argue a word.

"Ah Fan, sometimes I think, who can I blame for my hatred for so many years, can I only blame myself? The thing I used to be most proud of was that I was born in a famous family and was a noble daughter...... But I didn't know in the morning that the daughter of the family and the daughter-in-law of the high family were the most sorrowful. If I am a woman from a small household, then I will make a fuss no matter what, and I can't suffer this dumb loss without face!"

Mrs. He couldn't stop crying, looking embarrassed and pitiful, but the words she said were full of bitter hatred:

"But I am the daughter of the Lu family, I am the wife of the waiter of the Ministry of Rites, and the three-grade lady of the imperial court! If everyone in the capital knows that my husband has a private outer room, and he also pretends to be a concubine in the outer room, if it is known that my Lu Rongyue actually doesn't even look at her own husband, and I can't even keep my own daughter, will the reputation of the He family and the century-old reputation of the Lu family be ruined?

"For the sake of his official position, for the reputation of the He family and the Lu family, and for the sake of my two sons, I endured it, and I endured this breath for the rest of my life! But Ah Fan, do you know how much I want to strangle this evil seed in the past 17 years? I wish he had fallen to his death, crashed to death, choked to death while eating, and choked to death by drinking water! But he wanted to dangle in front of my eyes all the time, piercing my eyes, and gouging out my heart!" (To be continued.) )