Chapter 66: Admonition
It was late at night, and Park Chuxi was not sleepy. He looked at the night downstairs through the glass, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
Everything that happened today was replayed in Park Chuxi's mind from the beginning. When did it start wrong? Maybe in a clothing store, maybe at Korea University. What Park Chuxi did to himself was a little unexpected.
If there was no miscalculation of Zheng Xiuyan's feelings for herself, nothing would have happened. When they met for the first time, Park Chuxi didn't notice it. When they met later, Park Chuxi only thought that this feeling was just a feeling between friends. Although I don't know Zheng Xiuyan's thoughts, Park Chuxi thinks that the intersection between herself and her really can't reach the point of love.
Now that things are clear, Park Chuxi has suddenly become enlightened.
Things have come to pass, and the only way is to fix it, not wait.
Park Chuxi will not accept Zheng Xiuyan, even if there is no Zheng Eundi, he will not.
To be honest, Jung so-yeon is beautiful and capable. Even if there are some small flaws in her personality, they still can't stop her light. The reason for Park Chuxi's refusal was simply because he didn't like it.
Park Chuxi was thinking about it, and the mobile phone in his hand vibrate. It was Jin Yanagi Jin's call.
"Sister Liu Zhen. Pu Chuxi's tone carried a hint of heaviness.
"Looks like you're waiting for my call. Jin Liuzhen said in a light tone. The two of them had a formal conversation. This is a habit developed by Kim Yoo Jin and Park Chu Xi. Jin Liuzhen is eight years older than Park Chuxi, and Park Chuxi's sister is the kind that is very majestic to Park Chuxi.
"Looks like you're aware of that, too. After waiting for a while, Jin Liuzhen said.
Jin Liuzhen still knows Park Chuxi.
"You're right, Sister Liu Zhen. It's just that I'm a little dazed right now. "Park Chuxi rarely shows his emotions in front of others. Whether it is in front of family or friends, Park Chuxi looks very calm. However, Park Chuxi will still show emotions in front of some specific people.
"I see what you mean. When you take the initiative to do it, you will have a way to do anything. When you passively accept, you are overwhelmed. You've always been like that. "Jin Liuzhen's understanding of Park Chuxi's personality is far ahead of others.
Park Chuxi has always disliked passivity, and he doesn't like things that he can't control. Things develop more than expected, and Park Chuxi will retreat.
"So, don't you really have a clue right now?" asked Kanyu-jin. In this regard, she is indeed Park Chuxi's teacher.
"Yes, I want to make it clear to Su-yeon. Park Chuxi said.
"Don't you take her feelings into account?" Jin Liuzhen said, not a question. If Park Chuxi can make a decision, he will definitely think it through.
"First of all, Endi is my girlfriend. She knows this, and even if she refuses, she won't be too sad. Secondly, I don't want to waste too much energy on this. Now, I don't have much time. Third, ending now is far more straightforward than the suffering later. Park Chuxi said.
"I agree with you, and I will not give you any advice on your affairs. There's nothing wrong with you doing this in this matter. However, there is one thing that you may not expect. Kim Yoo Jin reminded.
"What?" asked Park Chuxi.
"You don't want to waste too much energy on this, you can't do it. Jin Liuzhen said.
Park Chuxi was silent, he knew that what Jin Liuzhen said was true.
"Why don't you choose Julie? If it's Juli, it can help you solve a lot of problems. Jin Yanagi said.
Compared with Endi, Juli has obvious advantages.
Park Chuxi said: "It was an accident. On New Year's Eve, he was graciously confessed. Park Chuxi told Jin Liuzhen about the situation.
"You! It's going to be a lot of pressure for Endi. Be your girlfriend and she doesn't get much. ”
Kim Yoo was right. In addition to the pressure from all sides, Zheng Endi will not get much from Park Chuxi. Because Park Chuxi doesn't want to spend a lot of time on this, what he needs is a love that doesn't have much contact, but can maintain his state. And Endi is always too young. For her, Park Chuxi is more important than everything. Although love does not have to be exchanged equally, when the gap between giving and receiving is too large, it is difficult to stick to it if you don't have a firm heart.
"Chu Xi, you should feel lucky, because Endi is different. Jin Liuzhen said.
For Zheng Endi, Jin Liuzhen is still very impressed. Cheerful, laughing, and more lively. However, it is also more sensitive and strong. But when I'm with Park Chuxi, I'm a little weak. There is nothing unique about it. But, because of this, she is the most suitable one for Park Chuxi. She is like a small grass that does not need much sunlight and rain to grow naturally. Although this is unfair to Endi, since she has chosen, she has to bear it herself. All Park Chuxi can do is a lot of care.
"If you can, you don't want to choose Endi. Curie is a little better. Park Chuxi said.
This is the result of Park Chuxi's rational thinking. If for Zheng Endi, Park Chuxi is all she has, then for Li Juli, Park Chuxi is her other world.
She yearns for Park Chuxi, can have good contact with Park Chuxi, and the two have a common goal together. The feeling between the two is like an exchange of one thought and another. Without Park Chuxi, Li Juli can also live a good life. The two are independent of each other, but they can never be separated.
"But feelings can't be measured by reason, can they?" said Kim Yoo Jin.
"Your affection for Endi is love, though not pure. Your feelings for Juli are already a kind of family affection. And that's the foundation of staying together. ”
Jin Liuzhen's words, why doesn't Park Chuxi understand?
"Chu Xi, give you a piece of advice! Don't worry about your ex-girlfriends anymore. Before the chat ended, Kim Yoo Jin said the last sentence.
Park Chuxi and Jin Liuzhen ended chatting, and most of the complicated emotions in their hearts had been eliminated.
He picked up his phone and flipped to Zheng Xiuyan's phone. Then a text message was edited.
"Su-yeon, I'm sorry. Please forget about this day. ”
The text message was sent, and Park Chuxi stared out the window quietly.
His phone vibrate, but Park Chuxi didn't care about it.
Through his fingers, he could see the text messages sent back by Zheng Xiuyan.
"Park Chuxi, keep your apology for yourself. I don't accept it!"
If Park Chuxi sees it, he will think of Zheng Xiuyan's posture at this time.
Unfortunately, when the decision is made, there is no turning back.