166. NO168
She cried very much, her eyes were full of red threads, tears were surging, her eyes were blurry, he stopped her waist and picked her up, she was so tired that she had no strength to struggle.
He carried her out of the park, the car was driven by people, in order to chase her, he destroyed other people's motorcycles, not to mention, and almost caused the traffic jam on the whole street.
And she didn't know anything about these things.
He put her in the car and quietly wiped the tears and mist from her face, her eyes were already red and swollen from crying, and she thought that her hysterical accusation just now was also true.
He couldn't see her cry the most, and every time she cried, he felt that his heart hurt so badly. Rong Jue gritted his teeth, didn't say anything after all, just buckled up his seat belt for her, and then drove slowly away from Lotus Pond Park.
Every time you walk, you can see the entrances or exits that rise and fall, as well as the three-way road that connects to other sections, so many intersections, maybe you can choose any one of them to reach the apartment of Emgrand Garden, but he didn't, and actually drove her into the Huanshan Avenue to the Rong family's old house.
Then, at a fork in the road, he made a turn and drove to a narrow road to the northern suburbs.
Nuan recognized this road, which was the one that led to the lakeside hut where Rong Jue had taken her captive.
What are you going to do there? Nuan was puzzled in her heart, but she didn't ask more, she was too tired to think about it, and she was too lazy to struggle, everything that happened today was so "wonderful" that she was so tired that she didn't even have the strength to ask a word more.
Finally arriving at the lakeside hut, he turned off the engine, and the aftermath faded to silence, and neither of them moved.
After a long time, his right hand, which was resting on the steering wheel as quiet as a clay sculpture, finally hung down and inserted it into the pocket of his jacket: "There is something that I have quietly put away for a long time, and I have not been sure whether I should give it to you, and now, I think it is time to give it to you." ”
His slow-sounding voice, with a strangeness and hoarseness that she had never heard before, lingered in the small carriage, making people feel strangely distant, hollow, and desolate.
In his open palm was a small box, which he opened with one hand to reveal a platinum ring without any gemstones, the same elegant and unique shape as the other one he was holding.
"I wanted to give it to you when I came back from Japan, but who knew that there was a scandal. ”
The most important thing is that he didn't expect her to "change her mind" so easily, and at the slightest hint of trouble, she immediately changed her hexagram, which made him feel very angry, and the matter of giving the ring was delayed again and again.
Thinking of this, Rong Jue curled the corners of his lips without self-deprecation, in the whole world, he couldn't control his temper when facing her, to paraphrase her words, I don't know if it was her misfortune or his misfortune?
With a bitter smile, he said softly: "Warmth, everything you think wrong, from the beginning to the end." ”
He took out the ring, took her hand, put it in her palm, and asked softly, "When did I prepare this ring?"
She shook her head with teary eyes, her face full of questions, and subconsciously raised her hand to look at the plain ring, only to find that a platinum inner circle was engraved with a string of English - "JLoveN".
She covered her lips in amazement, and there was a corner of her heart that could not be suppressed with a sour feeling of pity, and her tears flowed down her eyes.
JLoveN, Lord loves Nuan, he actually carved this line of words in the ring......
"Do you remember that seven years ago I asked you to wait for me, and I would send a car to pick you up at night?" Seeing that she was crying unhumanly, he asked again.
Warmth lifted Pear Blossom's rainy face and nodded heavily.
Of course she remembered, not only remembered, but often dreamed of those old things, but what did it have to do with the ring?
He smiled: "I made this pair of rings seven years ago and wanted to give it to you on that day, but ......"
He didn't finish the rest of the sentence, and she also knew the reason. That night, when he sent someone to pick her up, it happened to be a fire in Wen's father's factory, and she and her family packed up and left Nancheng overnight in order to escape debts.
This walk is many years......
"You have been silent for seven years, and you have reappeared in front of me, so let me know that you are a model under the astrology, do you know what I feel?" Although he was silent in front of people, Rong Jue almost gritted his teeth with hatred in his heart.
Wen Wen listened, bit his lip and looked out of the windshield in front of the car, without making a sound, without looking back, trying to make his heart cold and hard, not wanting to be pulled by his words in the slightest.
However, there is clearly a warm current surging in the depths of her heart, and she is afraid that she can't help it and will leak it out, so she desperately covers her heart.
"In the years since you disappeared, I've wanted to throw this ring away countless times, but I couldn't. Later, I reunited with you, because I couldn't let go of the dignity that was broken by you, I couldn't take the initiative to show goodwill, even if I had this thought, I felt that I couldn't forgive myself, so I tried my best to sign that contract with you~ The contract, in fact, it was just a pitiful and ridiculous way to tie you up. ”
Not to mention that she couldn't understand, even he couldn't understand his own behavior.
Whether he loves or hates her has been hovering in his heart for seven years.
"You always refuse to admit your feelings for me, which makes me feel very unwilling, I can't let go, I can't let go, and finally I have to deceive myself and snatch you from the astrology agency...... That time Russell tried to make astrology defile you, but I rescued you, I was too impulsive, regardless of your feelings, I knew that the experience of Lu Dao was a devastating catastrophe for you, but for me, it was a matter of heart. ”
"I know your personality very well, you seem to be confident, but in fact you are extremely timid, you obviously want me, but you always hold back, afraid that you will not be able to bear my feelings, and that what I do is just a game...... I understand your distress, your worries, your fears, you know that you are worried that you will be hurt by me at some point, and I know that you are worried about something, but if you want me to let go, I can't do it. Especially on that trip to Japan, you were kidnapped by Matsushita Jiro, and finally I understood one thing - I can't let go of you, no matter what, I can't lose you. ”
So, he began to pursue her again.
"I swear to myself that I will catch you in this life and this life. For you, I never know what the woman who said goodbye looks like; for you, I set up the only entertainment agency under the Rong family, just to fulfill your dream; for you, I chartered the entire resort, just to give you a fireworks festival that I promised for seven years; for you, I did not hesitate to spend a lot of money to buy back a room full of pink roses from the French royal family. Warm, since I met you, you have been my entire world, and in the past seven years, I don't even know what the world and the world other than you should look like!"
He thought he had done nothing wrong, he loved a woman to the point of hopelessness, what was wrong?
But he didn't know what to do, and he couldn't imagine that his relentless pursuit would scare her, and make her think that he was forcing her, and that he had forced her into the current situation.
"I asked myself again and again, why have I done so much, but you still can't understand my mind, or don't want to believe me? Warmth, can you tell me what I did wrong? What do you want me to do to keep you from panicking so much, is it really that I love you too much? Is it really that I am chasing you too quickly? But, do you know that you have been in my heart for seven years, a whole seven years......
Seven years, seven years of changing things and stars, in her opinion, is an abyss, but he has raised a wound in her heart and carved a deep imprint!
Rong Jue sighed, his brows furrowed, and the moonlight fell on the windshield through the branches, jumping with stars.
"Although there has been a gap of seven years between us, I have thought more than once, what is it for you, why do you like you? I want to forget you, but I can't do it, your name is like someone has carved a knife into my heart, and I can't erase it with a single stroke. ”
"Yes, I admit it, at first I did want revenge, I thought you had an unsavory relationship with astrology, I thought that the reason why you disdained my pursuit seven years ago was just because there was an astrology by your side, I thought that the reason why you pushed me away was because you already had astrology in your heart, and all you cared about was him, I thought that the reason why you agreed to be my girlfriend seven years ago was just to protect yourself, protect your younger siblings, and protect another man......"
Yes, he once misunderstood, so after reuniting with her, he was so eager to take revenge, playing tricks, and scheming to force her.
"All my means are just to determine my weight in your heart, to urgently determine my place in your heart, and I want to hold the most beautiful things in the whole world in front of you...... Warmth, never a game, not a puzzle, not a trap, just my unspeakable feelings, every time I am intimate with you, I just want to tell you that I only care about you, I only want you, only when you also fall in love with me, this relationship can be complete. ”
Two people who are thinking the same thing are thinking about opposite things.
She didn't believe that he really loved her and suffered from gains and losses, and her reaction disheartened him, and the more she retreated, the more coercive he became, and the more he longed for her, the faster he ran away.
"Whether you believe it or not, if you do it all over again in the past few months, I will still do everything again as it is, you may not be able to understand, you can't understand, but I know that only if I have done it, I will have a clear conscience and no regrets. ”
Rong Jue's words became more and more sad, full of self-blame and desolation, warm his heart and a little killing pain, and finally raised his head to face him.
He lifted her hand slightly, and put the plain platinum ring inch by inch into her ring finger, slowly approached, imprinted his thin lips on the back of her hand, and said softly:
"Although I guess your possible reaction, and know that you can't listen to anything now, I still have to say - warm, I love you. ”