Chapter 089: Forgetting is a Happiness
The corners of his lips rose, and I could glimpse the bitterness and sadness he deliberately hid in that perfect arc, and he pinched my nose and said stiffly, "I'm not stupid! I'm clever! You're not mad at me, are you?"
I looked at him, shook my head, shook my head again. How could I be angry with you?www.biquge.info
His fingers ran coldly across my cheeks, and his voice was no longer as vibrant as before, but it was engraved on my heart.
"Vier, I'm a selfish man. Because I love you and don't want to lose you, I will calculate every step I take. Every step of the calculation is to bring us closer and closer, and there are fewer and fewer obstacles, so that you can never escape my palm. For you are a treasure in the palm of my hand, and no one can take it away from you. ”
"After I learned the truth of the matter one step before you, I played a clever trick. Don't be angry, I have made a decision to exchange blood with your master, not only for you, but also for myself. If you want to leave me and never see me again in this life, then what is the point of my life? You say, am I too cunning? I actually won the bet! Weier, I'm afraid you won't be able to get rid of me in this life! Forgive me for being a little clever!"
I stared at him for a long time, my nose was sore, my heart ached, and my eyes were hot and crying.
It's just that the rest of his life is only five years, and it is not a kind of happiness to spend it with him.
I burst into tears and laughed.
Nan Ronglie held me tightly in his arms, as if he was afraid that I didn't want him, and my arms were so wrapped that I could barely breathe.
However, I felt unparalleled peace of mind and happiness.
"You're a fool!" I reached out and hugged him tightly.
He cupped my face and looked at me seriously, and then said, "You can't leave me behind." I'm all gone, I'm weak, and I'm the same as when you first married me. I asked Siliang to prepare a wheelchair, I'm afraid you'll have to push me away in the future. You're not going to leave me alone, are you?"
Before I could reply, he pulled out a piece of paper from under his pillow, "By the way, I'll show you something!" He excitedly opened it and handed it to me.
I glanced at it quickly, and it turned out to be a letter of resignation.
It is clear from what is written in the letter of divorce that it is not him who divorces others, but people who divorce him!
Sure enough, it's Princess Yishu's style, if you don't have the heart, I'll take a break!
Nan Ronglie lay in my arms like a child: "In the future, I will be alone, and I will be disliked by others when I am so sick and become an abandoned husband! You have to be responsible for me, you can't do without me!"
I suddenly felt a little blind. Where is he playing clever, he is clearly wise and foolish.
"Wei'er, in the future, you will be the crown princess I am marrying. Don't marry anyone, you are my real lady!"
Nan Ronglie's hand holding me became more and more powerful, not only did I feel a little blindfolded in my head, but I also felt a chill in my back, which was still the kind of cold that was calculated.
I went to grab his hand: "Take it, I'm going to call for you!" Nan Ronglie immediately withdrew his hand and hugged me playfully.
He was very suspicious, very suspicious.
Didn't you say that he was about to die? What kind of wheelchair did the person who was going to die use? Will his eyes light up when he sees the book of retirement?
Wouldn't it be lying to me again?
However, thinking that he sacrificed his life to save Master, I don't think there is any need to worry about everything.
His veins are indeed weak, and his body is flowing with Master's blood, as well as the toxins in Master's body.
Finally coaxed Nan Ronglie to lie down and rest, I went directly to Feng Changwen and asked him to take me to see Mo Chenyan.
Feng Changwen hesitated: "No need, he won't see you!"
"Why, why didn't Master see me?"
Feng Changwen glanced at me and said slowly: "Because, he lost his memory and doesn't remember you!"
My heart aches, is his memory sealed as before?
"What do you mean I don't remember? I don't believe it. Take me to meet him! You know my personality, you can't stop me!"
Feng Changwen looked at me helplessly, shook his head and said, "I know you will say so." Well, you go and verify for yourself that what I said is true or false! Don't come to me to cry if you're sad!"
Why am I crying? I was too late to be happy when Master woke up? Why did I cry?
I followed behind Feng Changwen, thinking that even if Mo Chenyan lost his memory, I wouldn't be sad, at least he woke up, at least he was alive.
However, I overestimated my ability to bear it.
When I saw the white-clothed and dusty ink dust standing in front of me, I suddenly felt strange. I can't believe that he is my master, Mo Chenyan.
There was no emotion in his eyes other than indifference.
Just like when we first met in the Emerald Red Mansion, I accidentally bumped into him, and his eyes were full of indifference and coldness when he looked at me. It was as if there was an iceberg between me and him.
"Changwen, who is she?"
He asked Feng Changwen with a frown, as if there was impatience in his eyes.
"Master, I'm Wei'er. You really don't remember me?"
I stepped forward and pulled his sleeve, he actually pulled the sleeve out of my hand in disgust, glanced at me with a cold face, dusted his sleeve in disgust, and said coldly: "I don't remember!"
The person I once relied on the most, the person who loved me the most, the person who protected me at all costs, will one day not recognize me? Not only will they not know me, but they will dislike me!
I looked at Feng Changwen in a daze, and then looked at Mo Chenyan aggrievedly. Like a lost child who finally returned home after a lot of hardships, only to find that this home is no longer the original home. Although the house is there, none of the relatives are gone. Only memories and strangeness are left in the courtyard.
"Master, you really don't remember Wei'er? It's me! Ling Caiwei, Ling Caiwei, who played the piano for you in the hidden demon cave and talked to you! Master, how could you forget me?"
I went to pull his sleeve again, but this time it was empty. He turned around and walked away, leaving only one sentence that made my heart twist.
"I don't have an apprentice!"
"Master!"
"Master!"
"Ink Dust!"
"Ink Dust!"
He didn't seem to hear my call, didn't stop a single step, and walked out of my sight.
I stood in the courtyard in a daze, crying uncontrollably.
Feng Changwen walked up to me and comforted: "I said that he won't remember you, you don't believe it." You have to try it yourself. He's a thousand-year-old piece of ice. You are now a stranger in his eyes, a strange woman. He had a habit of cleanliness and never let women come near him. You'd better avoid him. Don't annoy him and hurt you one day. ”
I cried so hard that a thought crossed my mind.
"You're lying to me! you're all lying to me!" I grabbed Feng Changwen's shirt and wiped a handful of tears so that I could see his expression more clearly.
Feng Changwen's expression was slightly sluggish, and he returned to normal in an instant, and opened my hand angrily: "What did I lie to you? You obviously saw it, he just didn't recognize you, he lost his memory." What's the use of you being angry with me!"
I snorted coldly: "Feng Changwen, your lie is full of loopholes. Why does he remember you when he loses his memory?"
Feng Changwen glared at me helplessly: "I also think it's strange, he remembers everything about everyone, but he doesn't remember you, and he can't remember anything related to you." That's why I won't let you see him, which will only increase my sadness!"
"Why is this happening?" I don't believe it's all true.
Feng Changwen thought for a while and said, "Maybe the Gu King is dead, taking away the memories related to you. Or maybe when he rescued you and sealed your memory, the part of his memory about you was also sealed. I can't say why. Elder Lai, they don't know why this is the case. But Vale, now that he's awake and your request has been fulfilled, don't worry about whether he remembers you or not. Anyway, you are going to accompany Nan Ronglie to leave here and leave the ink dust. It's a good thing that he forgets about you. At least, he won't be upset. You should know exactly what I mean!"
A trace of sadness flashed in Feng Changwen's eyes, and he suddenly smiled when he looked at me.
"Forgetting is actually a kind of happiness. Don't get obsessed with it. ”
Forgetting is a blessing. I muttered his words, and the bitter taste spread into my heart like a tidal wave, and I had nowhere to run.
Ink dust and smoke, is this the end for you and me?
Master and apprentice, but in the end they forgot about each other. From now on, I am just a passer-by for you.