Chapter 156: I'm Not Ready To Let You Go
Cheng Hao leaned on the edge of the bed, holding a pillow in his arms, smoking a cigarette.
The bedroom had no lights on, the curtains were open, and moonlight was streaming through the windows.
The silver cold light, accompanied by that deep loneliness and loneliness, enveloped him again.
I must be very strange to come to Xiaoyuan.
He selfishly wanted to keep her by his side, but he embroiled her in an invisible danger.
can achieve this position, no one dares to say that they have not formed a bond with others. Openly and secretly, I don't even know how many people I have offended.
It should have been long overdue to let her go.
However, I was so lost and scared in my heart.
I'm afraid that I'll go back to that cold and lonely shijie again.
He gently snuffed out the cigarette butt and muttered into the moonlight:
"I'm sorry, I'm not ready to let you go. ”
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felt uncomfortable, Xiang Xiaoyuan didn't sleep well all night, and she got up before dawn. Holding the book, but not a word could be read.
So she went to the kitchen, rolled up her sleeves and began to prepare breakfast.
Cheng Hao didn't sleep well either, and when he heard movement, he got dressed and got up.
Through the glass wall of the kitchen, he saw Xiang Xiaoyuan wrapping wontons with an apron.
The delicate meat filling is wrapped in a small dough, and Xiaoyuan wraps it very carefully. She knew that she didn't have much to do, so she could only be a little better to Cheng Hao within her ability, and a little better.
Cheng Hao looked at her, the early morning sun hit her side face through the window, the bridge of her nose was high, the tip of her small nose was slightly upturned, her head was buried very low, and the hair in her ears fell down, swinging with her movements.
Zuihou A wonton wrapper is a corner, and the shape of the wrapped wonton is a little weird.
Xiao Yuan looked at it and suddenly remembered that on Chinese New Year's Eve, she and Cheng Hao were wrapping dumplings together.
The dumplings made by Cheng Hao were strangely shaped, and they broke a lot when Zuihou was cooked.
That day, they were talking and laughing about dumplings, Cheng Hao wiped her white face, and she was so angry that she chased him several times with a rolling pin.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but look indoors, intertwined with Cheng Hao's gaze.
The two of them looked at each other stupidly, and Xiao Yuan's heart suddenly went blank.
Cheng Hao came back to his senses first and pushed the door in.
"You're up, wait a minute, you'll be ready to eat in no time." Xiao Yuan wiped the tip of his nose with his hand, trying to hide his embarrassment.
Cheng Hao smiled slightly and pointed to her face: "The nose is powdered." ”
Xiaoyuan was so panicked that he hurriedly wiped it with his hands, but he didn't expect that the more he wiped, the more flowers he wiped.
Cheng Hao dragged a tissue and helped her wipe her face clean, which made Xiaoyuan very embarrassed.
All morning, Xiao Yuan didn't dare to speak, nor did he dare to look up at him.
Xiang Xiaoyuan was wiping the floor hard all morning, and she knelt on the ground and wiped it with all her strength.
The hardwood floors are as bright as mirrors.
She could see Cheng Hao's figure reflected on the floor, although he was sitting on the sofa, his eyes were always following her.
The gaze made her feel distracted, and she could feel his gaze different each week as the time went on.
Accustomed to his playful and cold disdainful eyes, such a gaze made her panic and make her nervous.
The mobile phone rang suddenly, Xiao Yuan looked at the caller ID and immediately hung up the phone.
"Ni Kun is looking for you, right?" Cheng Hao turned his head.
She couldn't see his expression, and Xiao Yuan couldn't guess his psychology, which made her even more uneasy.
"Go, I said, you were generous enough to go to him, and I wasn't angry. ”
Xiao Yuan slowly stood up, and his heart was even more frightened.
The man had always been capricious, and she didn't know if what he was saying was true or not.
I'm afraid that as soon as he takes a step, he will smash the coffee cup in his hand.
Seeing her standing still, Cheng Hao turned his head and smiled: "Go ahead, he may really have something to do with you." ”
His expression was very indifferent, very peaceful, and there was not even a trace of anger in his eyes.
She felt that she was telling the truth, and her heart fell back into her stomach.
Xiang Xiaoyuan cleaned up, said goodbye to Cheng Hao, and walked out the door.
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Cheng Hao stood by the floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the back of Xiang Xiaoyuan hurriedly trotting all the way, his eyes became colder and colder, but his eyes revealed a kind of cold blazing.
It's like a volcano that has been dormant for a hundred years, brewing an impulse that is about to erupt.
No matter what, he had to keep her, even if it was to the extreme.
Even if she blames herself and hates herself, it doesn't matter.
What you want, you never can't get, especially this time.
This thought is so strong that it is uncontrollable, and it has even gradually gotten out of control to the point of eating itself.
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"Huh, I bought it so soon?" Looking at the six tickets in his hand, Xiang Xiaoyuan couldn't believe his eyes and wanted to jump excitedly.
Ni Kun smiled: "Of course, what Xiaoyuan wants, I will definitely deliver it as soon as possible." ”
Xiaoyuan was so happy that he didn't know what to say.
Ni Kun looked at her smiling face, and suddenly asked, "Does Cheng Hao know that you came out?"
The first call was hung up by her, and he guessed something.
Xiao Yuan suppressed his smile and nodded: "I know, Mr. Cheng didn't say anything, he knew that you were looking for me, so he said to go." ”
Her tone was understated, but her attitude was very natural.
Ni Kun wanted to ask something, but the mobile phone rang suddenly. They both picked up the phone at the same time, and then said in unison:
"I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry!"
As soon as the words fell, both of them laughed.
Since everything is going on, it can only be next week.
Xiang Xiaoyuan hurriedly stopped a taxi on the side of the road, and at the same time sent a text message to Cheng Hao, saying that he would not go back after asking for leave.
She prayed anxiously while looking at her watch, Zhao Jianling's voice on the phone was out of tune, but nothing should happen......
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Seeing Zhao Jianling's first glance, Xiao Xiangyuan felt that his legs were turning tendons. That heart is even stiffer than air-dried jerky.
Zhao Jianling's hair was scattered, her white trench coat was soaked in blood, and she could smell the smell of blood from a long distance.
Her pale face was covered with tears, and blood stains were wiped on her cheeks.
It was evident that she had tried to wash away the bloodstains, but later found that it was in vain.
As soon as the blood was soaked in water, it immediately turned into that disgusting and strange pink color, spreading in circles and circles.
She looked like a female ghost, which made passers-by avoid it, and then looked back at it and talked about it.
Seeing Xiaoyuan, Jian Lingwa burst into tears, and said while crying:
"I lost my piano, what should I do?
Xiaoyuan was angry and anxious, and she still cared about the piano because she was like this.
So he quickly dragged her away, and it was only right not to cause onlookers on the street.
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ps: The two realms have said that the story will become more and more exciting. Miss Zhao Jianling, who broke the incident, encountered something again. I don't know if it's a rotten peach blossom again.
And Xiao Yuanyuan was bent on leaving, but she didn't know what Cheng Hao was thinking. How should Cheng Hao keep her?
Xiaoyuan wants to take the sister group to watch a dance drama, what will happen to the writing?
Stay tuned.