Chapter 282: Relief
At this time, Su Jingxuan still didn't understand where Chu Yunsheng was entangled.
But let Chu Yunsheng say it herself, she didn't know how to express it, she thought that if she didn't say it clearly, it was estimated that Su Jingxuan's logic would not be able to figure it out, so she had to sigh and say, "I just said that I agreed to marry you, but what are you doing in such a hurry?"
Hearing this, Su Jingshuo finally reacted to the reason for Chu Yunsheng's excitement just now, he raised his hand and took a soft pillow and put it behind Chu Yunsheng, let her lean on it, and then said: "You love me, men and women are married, why don't you rush this natural thing, is it Ah Sheng, do you still have any concerns?"
This sentence was asked directly to Chu Yunsheng's heart.
Hearing this, Chu Yunsheng lowered her eyes, and she didn't speak.
Because she didn't know how to answer.
There will definitely be concerns, and this concern is not because of the disparity between her and Su Jingshuo's identities, but also because she was subconsciously not ready to marry Su Jingshuo immediately, and she also had a lot of peace of mind.
She can't rest assured that she can't worry about her aunt, she can't worry about Master Yuanchen, and she can't rest assured that she can't worry about Brother Dumb and the tens of thousands of soldiers of the Qin family army who were taken out of the royal tomb by her in front of her.
She really didn't have much to think about her own thoughts right now.
Seeing that Chu Yunsheng didn't speak, the joy on Su Jingxuan's face gradually faded, and finally, he sighed, raised his hand and rubbed Chu Yunsheng's broken hair, and then said gently: "Okay, I know, you still have worries in your heart, you don't want to marry yourself in such a hurry, I understand you." ”
Unexpectedly, he didn't say anything this time, Su Jingxuan actually understood, Chu Yunsheng raised his eyes and looked at him, but saw that the gentleness in his eyes was like honey that could not be dissolved, and it was straight into her heart.
Without waiting for her to speak, Su Jingshuo said again: " Speaking of which, I'm too anxious, I want to let you stay by my side as soon as possible to have a name, and let the world know as soon as possible, you are my wife, but I didn't expect that you still have so many burdens, I shouldn't be anxious, I can wait for you, Ah Sheng, you can rest assured, the current difficult situation is temporary, I will accompany you to get revenge, I will work with you to rescue my aunt and find Brother Dumb, and then wait until these responsibilities and burdens are unloaded, and then we will discuss our affairs without distraction. ”
I didn't expect that Su Jingshuo had already understood everything she was thinking, Chu Yunsheng's heart was touched, the tip of her nose was a little sour, and she saw that there was already a wisp of sourness in her eyes, in order to keep herself from being so embarrassed, she snorted and changed the topic: "Okay, then let's say so first, by the way, what is the current situation of the soldiers of the Qin family?"
As soon as she woke up, she thought about the safety of these people, but seeing that Su Jingxuan's eyebrows did not have the slightest sorrow, she thought that it should be fine, and with Su Jingxuan's presence, she also believed that he would treat them well.
Hearing this, Su Jingxuan nodded, and took Chu Yunsheng in his arms and said softly: " It is really not easy for them to escape from the royal tomb all the way, and because of the long-term oppression and torture of the Zhao army, a large number of them have different degrees of injuries, I have already sent and escorted them to evacuate the Luohe area, first away from the battlefield, and then sent doctors and grain and herbs to support, as for their internal reorganization and inventory, I am not good at interfering in these things, so it was arranged by Zhou Qi, Zhou Tuo and Mrs. Qin. ”
Speaking of this, Su Jingxuan let go of Chu Yunsheng's shoulder, then lowered his eyes to look at her and said, "Speaking of which, Mrs. Qin has been here many times since you fell into a coma, but you have been in a coma with a high fever, and Su Yun said that you need to recuperate, so I asked her to go back first, and then send her a message when you wake up, do you want to meet her?"
Hearing Mrs. Qin, Chu Yunsheng's eyes couldn't help but soften, she sighed, and then raised her eyes to meet Su Jingxuan's eyes and said, "Ah Shuo, to be honest, I don't know how to face her." ”
Hearing this, Su Jingshuo had already grabbed Chu Yunsheng's cold palm, feeling her powerlessness at this time, Su Jingshuo said softly: "But there is no way to escape, are you going to tell her the truth?"
Before Su Jingxuan's words fell, Chu Yunsheng hurriedly shook his head and said, "No, I don't want to tell her that the real Qin Yunjin is dead." ”
As he spoke, Chu Yunsheng's body moved, and he had already subconsciously leaned on Su Jingxuan's shoulder, and then sighed and said: " You know, Qin Yunjin is the only daughter of her and General Qin, and her only family after the death of Qin Jiajun, so Qin Yunjin's importance to her can be imagined, I can see her love for Qin Yunjin from her eyes, and this kind of look, I used to experience it when my mother looked at me, so I can understand her feelings as a mother who cherishes her daughter, empathy, if ...... If I had had three longs and two shorts back then, I think my mother would definitely not be able to live, so I can't do it if I want to tell her the truth cruelly at this time...... But, Ah Shuo, I already have a mother, facing a woman who is considered a stranger, let me call a mother, but I can't call her, so I don't know how to face her, you say, am I a bastard, very contradictory?"
Although these Su Jingshuo couldn't empathize, he couldn't bear to see Chu Yunsheng so entangled, especially when he looked at Chu Yunsheng's frowning brows tightly for this matter, Su Jingxuan subconsciously raised his hand and touched her eyebrows, and then lowered his voice and said: "How can this be blamed on you, if you didn't care about her feelings and were afraid that she would be hurt, you wouldn't be so entangled at all, so you don't need to blame yourself, speaking of which, I still envy you a little." ”
didn't expect Su Jingxuan to say such a thing, Chu Yunsheng subconsciously turned his head, looked at him and puzzled, "Envy me?"
"Well, envy. ”
As he spoke, Su Jingxuan lowered his eyes, he looked at the little hand in his palm, and then lowered his voice for two points and continued: "Because I never knew what my mother's eyes were." ”
Although it was only a short sentence, it seemed that he had used up all his strength and pride, and at this moment, all his weakness was exposed in front of Chu Yunsheng.
And Chu Yunsheng didn't understand why he envied her for a moment, but when she heard his words later, she suddenly understood that she had forgotten Ah Shuo's life experience.
Because of the secret affair of the palace of the King of Chu back then, his mother chose to commit suicide after he was born, so he has never received the love and care of his mother since he was sensible, compared to Chu Yunsheng, who was imprisoned in the cold lock demon tower since he was a child, Su Jingshuo was not cold in the treacherous Chu Palace, and Chu Yunsheng was accompanied by his mother, in the thirteen years of snuggling up to each other with his mother for warmth, she did not feel how unfortunate she was, because she had never seen the sunshine and the colorful world, so for her, she did not feel that she was miserable, plus there are mothers who love her and protect her......
Compared to her, Su Jingxuan was disgraced by her mother and committed suicide for him since she was born, and she felt that she was indeed too happy.
It's no wonder that his eyes were suddenly stained with a layer of sadness at this time.
And these are all buried deep in his heart by Su Jingxuan on weekdays, this is his deepest pain, he can be so frank with her, it does show that he has not been defensive in front of her, and he has let go of his pride.
And Chu Yunsheng's focus at this time was not here, when she realized the meaning of Su Jingxuan's words, she was already full of pain, she felt sorry for him, she knew that the reason why he said these words was also to stop herself from being entangled, in order to heal the wounds in her heart.
However, how could she brutally tear apart his wounds again and again?
Thinking of this, Chu Yunsheng held Su Jingxuan's palm with his backhand, and then his eyebrows moved, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: " Those are all in the past, now you still have me, and by what you say, I feel more and more that I am a bastard enough, and I also figured it out, if I don't want to hurt Mrs. Qin, I should accept Qin Yunjin's identity, I can't deliberately keep a distance from her for fear of hurting her on the one hand, and I can't accept all her love as a mother on the one hand, but on the other hand, I am alienated from her in my heart and treat her as a stranger, so it is no different from hurting her, thank you, Ah Shuo, I figured it out. ”
Saying that, Chu Yunsheng smiled and said: "As soon as I think about it, I suddenly feel that the clouds are light and the wind is light and the sea and the sky are wide, I thought, since I recognize Qin Yunjin's identity, I will take care of her instead of Qin Yunjin and treat her as my mother, and I believe that if my mother has a spirit in the sky, I will definitely want to see one more mother to love me, so thank you, Ah Shuo." ”
The problem that had been entangled in Chu Yunsheng's heart was solved at this time, and after figuring it out, she also felt that the boulder that had been pressing on her heart before had also been gently put down.
Seeing that Chu Yunsheng had figured it out, the sorrow between his eyebrows was gone, replaced by a relaxed smile, and Su Jingxuan's mood also improved.
At this moment, an announcement sounded outside the big tent: "Report to the king, Mrs. Qin of the Qin family army asks to see you." ”
Hearing this, Chu Yunsheng and Su Jingxuan were both stunned, and then they both raised their eyes to look at each other at the same time, and they both read a smile in each other's eyes.
"Come in, please. ”
As soon as she entered the door, her eyes fell on Chu Yunsheng's body, and when she saw that Chu Yunsheng's complexion was already good at this time, her frowning brows before entering the door also stretched at this moment.
She was about to rush to Chu Yunsheng, but when she saw Su Jingxuan sitting next to Chu Yunsheng's bed, Mrs. Qin was stunned, and then reacted, she paused, and then lowered her eyes and saluted Su Jingxuan: "The people have seen His Majesty the King of Chu. ”
Before she could bend down, Su Jingxuan had already taken the lead and raised her hand to support Mrs. Qin, and then said softly: "Madame, you are Ah Sheng's mother, and I have to call you an elder." ”
At the mention of the word Ah Sheng, Mrs. Qin was stunned, and without waiting for her to speak, Su Jingxuan said again: "I have always called her Ah Sheng." ”
Su Jingshuo didn't deliberately explain the question of why she was called Qin Yunjin Asheng, but combined with the fact that Chu Yunsheng talked about her amnesia before, Mrs. Qin didn't think much about it, and at the first glance of Su Jingshuo, she was already carefully looking at Su Jingshuo up and down, left and right.
But seeing Su Jingshuo's handsome appearance, Zhou's body was like being shrouded in a layer of immortal energy, which made people dare not have the slightest sense of aggression, and the attitude was so friendly, Mrs. Qin's impression of Su Jingshuo in her heart was also very good.
"Your Majesty is gracious. ”
With Su Jingxuan's support, Mrs. Qin stood up, and then she raised her eyes to look at Chu Yunsheng, who was leaning on the soft pillow, and said with concern: "Ah Jin, are you feeling better now?"
Hearing this, Chu Yunsheng nodded and smiled at Mrs. Qin: "Well, I'm much better...... Mother. ”
The last word was still a little dry, but Mrs. Qin was stunned when she heard this word, her eyes were instantly stained with a layer of mist, and then she asked in disbelief: "Ah Jin, what did you just call me?"
Xu hadn't heard her daughter call herself like this for a long time, and at first glance, Mrs. Qin was already so excited that she couldn't help herself, before that, when she faced Chu Yunsheng, occasionally she even gave birth to the illusion that the woman in front of her was not her daughter, although she knew that the woman in front of her must be her biological daughter...... However, at this moment, when she heard this word, all her previous doubts and uneasiness collapsed in an instant, and she knew that this was her daughter.
"Mother's ......"
Chu Yunsheng clearly saw Mrs. Qin's expression in her eyes, under Mrs. Qin's incredible expression, she repeated it a second time, and compared to the first time, the second time, she was much more smooth, and since this time she called out, the last trace of entanglement that had been in her heart before was completely gone, she raised her eyes to look at Mrs. Qin, her eyes were all full of respect and distress.
"Hey!"
When Mrs. Qin heard Chu Yunsheng's crisp voice again at this time, she couldn't hold back her emotions anymore, and she didn't care that Su Jingshuo was still by her side, she rushed to Chu Yunsheng's bedside with one arrow and quickly bent down to hold Chu Yunsheng in her arms.
"Ah Jin ......"
These two words came out of Mrs. Qin's throat, and her tone was already a little choked.
And Chu Yunsheng was tightly held in Mrs. Qin's arms at this time, and her emotions were also a little excited, she couldn't help herself, she subconsciously raised her hand to wrap her arms around Mrs. Qin's waist, in Mrs. Qin's arms, smelling the comforting smell on her body, Chu Yunsheng was in a trance for a while, feeling as if time had gone back many years ago, and she was held in her mother's arms......